Ling Xuewei was just walking around and actually walked around half of the Guangming Palace?
"Come in and sit for a while?"
Ling Xuewei shook her head, "No, it's time for me to go back..."
"Who's out there?"
At this time, there was a movement in the house. Yin Yan walked out with his coat on and bumped into the two of them.
For a while, the atmosphere was a little awkward.
Ling Xuewei's expression remained unchanged, she nodded gently to the old man, and then said to Feng Ming, "I'll go back first."
"Why……"
"Girl, come in and sit down."
Yin Yan suddenly said.
Um?
Both of them were surprised and looked at each other. After a moment, Fengming smiled and said, "Come in."
Ling Xuewei was silent for a moment and then walked in.
Unexpectedly, Yin Yan's stretched body relaxed slightly.
In the room, the two of them were sitting across from each other, and Feng Ming seemed to have gone to make tea.
The atmosphere became awkward again.
No one spoke first.
After all, this was the first serious meeting between Ling Xuewei and Yin Yan since that incident.
Of course, that time during the day does not count.
Finally, it was Yin Yan who broke the silence first, "Is the injury better?"
hurt?
Is she not injured?
"I heard from Xue'er that you were seriously injured some time ago. How are you now?"
That’s what I was talking about.
"It's fine now. Please take care of me."
The atmosphere fell silent again.
After all, this person always had an angry look on his face every time he saw her. She had never seen him in such a soft and harmonious state. For a moment, Ling Xuewei really didn't know how to deal with it.
Just when she was thinking about what to say, Yin Yan suddenly sighed, "You... are you still blaming me?"
Um?
Ling Xuewei was a little confused.
"In the past, I was too conceited and hurt you and Yan'er...can you forgive me?" Yin Yan seemed to have spent a lot of effort to say this.
She lowered her eyes, her expression dark and unclear.
"I know you should be angry. In fact, during this period of time, I have thought about it a lot. I thought that what I did was for Yan'er's good, and that one day Yan'er would understand my painstaking efforts, but I didn't want to think about it.
What you did hurt him the most."
Yin Yan's eyes were far-reaching, as if he was remembering.
"The burden on him is too heavy. He shoulders the honor of the Ye clan and the prosperity of the entire Fanxu family. Since he was a child, I have been very strict with him and taught him every move. He has lived up to my expectations.
Well done. Over the years, he has been indifferent to everything, and only Xue'er can say a few words to him. I was worried at first, but then I thought about it, as an emperor, he is destined not to be like ordinary people.
People show their emotions like that and do whatever they want. That’s why I cared so much when you showed up..."
Yin Yan looked at Ling Xuewei with complicated eyes.
"I have never seen Yan'er show that kind of expression, happy and gentle...it seems like he can't tolerate anyone else. This makes me very worried, fearing that you will become his obstacle and weakness...so when I knew that you had been raped
Di Qianjue used this to hurt him..."
He paused slightly and then said, "I am very angry. I feel that the worries I have always had have emerged. I am afraid that Yan'er will sink deeper and deeper, and one day, it may even cost me my life, so... even if I know what I did,
Even if Yan'er hates me, I will have no regrets."
Listening to his slow words, Ling Xuewei seemed to understand his worries.
After all, she was indeed of low strength at that time, had many enemies, was of ordinary origin, and came from the secular world where spiritual power was the most important...
The gap between her and Ye Moyan is indeed not small. Even if an independent state was established, it is indeed dwarfed by the huge Fanxu.
It's normal for Yin Yan to be dissatisfied with her.
"You must hate me very much in your heart. I know that I wanted to get rid of you mercilessly at the beginning, and I couldn't let it go. I don't ask you to forgive me. I just hope that you don't involve your hatred for me in Yan."
On my son..."
"Yan'er lost his parents when he was very young and did not enjoy much family happiness. He struggled in the palace since he was a child. He was surrounded by powerful enemies, and everyone in the Ye family was eyeing the throne. He was in the palace at a young age.
After countless conspiracies and intrigues, his temperament became more and more cold and vicious. Especially when his mother-in-law passed away, Yan'er was by the side and witnessed his mother dying, and her whole body was almost soaked in blood...
…”
"Since then, he has hated being touched by other people, especially the smell of blood, and the demon blood in his body has become increasingly difficult to control..."
Mentioning this, Yin Yan looked over and said, "Yan'er's mother-in-law is half demon blood. Do you know this?"
She nodded.
"Yan'er's mother-in-law had a poor background. She was brought back to the palace by Yan'er's father from the battlefield. Because Yan'er's mother-in-law had saved his father, the two had feelings for each other, so Yan'er was born.
, not many people really know this. When Yan'er was born, the demonic aura on his body could not be concealed at all. Yan'er's father was furious and could not accept that his prince had demon blood."
Ling Xuewei was surprised, "Didn't he know about it at the beginning?"
"That's right, Yan'er's mother concealed her origin. Because she was half demon blood, her appearance was the same as that of a human being. She knew that once she revealed that her blood was impure, she would be doomed. Unexpectedly
, when Yan'er was born, I still couldn't hide it..."
Ling Xuewei could imagine how desperate Ye Moyan's mother must be to be spurned and disgusted by her beloved.
Especially after just going through the pain of childbirth.
"Yan'er's father was not a man of long-lasting love. In addition to Yan'er's mother, there were many concubines in the palace, including the three palaces and six courtyards. At first, Yan'er's mother, Concubine Yun, favored the sixth palace and was hated by many concubines, so
Countless people were watching her when she gave birth. After Yan'er was born, his blood pupils first appeared, and his mother-in-law was deeply shocked. It didn't matter for a moment, she was plotted against, and because Yan'er's father discovered the demon bloodline, he was grounded.
In the palace. Since then, I have been lingering on the sick bed, and the palace has become even more deserted and lonely, and the grace is no longer the same as before."
"Yan'er's father was also ruthless and left their mother and son to fend for themselves. Until Yan'er was three years old, her mother-in-law was beaten to death by the palace staff because she secretly went out to find food. Yan'er was by her side at the time and witnessed her own death.
The mother-in-law died... the demon blood inspired her, and she killed those palace people in anger. When the guards heard the news and came over, what they saw was his body covered in blood and body... That was the first time Yan'er killed anyone...
…”
When Ling Xuewei heard about Ye Moyan's past, something seemed to be tugging at her heart, causing a dull pain.
She couldn't help but feel sad when she thought of Ye Moyan's helplessness and despair.
Ye Moyan was only three years old at the time!
What do three-year-olds usually do?
Acting like a spoiled child in the arms of parents, being willful... But Ye Moyan has long since lost the right to be willful.