In an instant, Xiao Yifeng's face turned red from his neck to his ears. He looked like a boiled shrimp that had just been fished out. He stared blankly at Xiao Lingxi and was speechless.
Seeing his cute look, Xiao Lingxi smiled.
It was like a ray of light that instantly dispelled the haze and hesitation in his heart.
For a long time, I was speechless.
"I know why you did this. You don't want to implicate me. You feel that you have lost your spiritual energy and all your cultivation. You are worried that you will not be able to protect me when encountering difficulties in the future, right?"
Xiao Yifeng's eyes flashed, but he didn't expect Xiao Lingxi to see all his thoughts at a glance.
"I'm surprised? Why can I see through you so easily? Xiao Yifeng, I'm not talking about you, what are you thinking about in your mind every day? Don't even think about it, how many years have we known each other? What are you thinking about all day long?
I can see it clearly with just one glance! Do you think you can hide these thoughts from me?"
"you……"
"What am I! Do you know that in my opinion, your behavior is a coward! It's a deserter! It's a sign of irresponsibility! What's wrong with not having any spiritual energy? Didn't Xuewei also lose all her spiritual energy at the beginning? But how did she do it? She
Find a new way, practice illusion, and still make your own way! How do you know that you are not good? You give up easily before you try it! In your heart, isn't it worth it for me to give you the courage to work hard?
?”
"no……"
"It's not what?! You are! To put it bluntly, you still don't care about me! If you really cared about me! You wouldn't want to leave without saying a word! You wouldn't even have the courage to face me! Xiao Yifeng! Don't you?
Do you think what you did is great? Is it worthy of praise? Let me tell you, shit! This kind of you is not the Xiao Yifeng I know at all! The Xiao Yifeng I know will not abandon the person he cares about without even having the courage to try.
He ran away! He didn’t think he gave me the best, but he didn’t know that he was just afraid!!”
Xiao Yifeng was shocked!
He stared at Xiao Lingxi for a long time, but he couldn't say a word to refute!
Because he finally realized what he was afraid of!
After he woke up, he kept deceiving himself.
But Xiao Lingxi saw through the most secret place in his heart at a glance!
Xiao Yifeng was indeed afraid. He was afraid of seeing the disappointed look in Xiao Lingxi's eyes. He was even more afraid that one day she would be tired of his incompetence and powerlessness and turn around and leave.
What's even more frightening is that in Xiao Lingxi's heart, his appearance has completely changed, and he is no longer the high-spirited Xiao Yifeng before.
That's why...he would run away and didn't even have the courage to see her.
Xiao Lingxi is right, he is a coward and a deserter.
It turns out that he is the truly selfish person in this relationship.
"...Hey, are you listening to me? I've said so much, can you at least give me some reaction?"
Xiao Lingxi hung on Xiao Yifeng with a dissatisfied look on her face.
Xiao Yifeng looked at her, and after a moment, he pulled her hand down.
Xiao Lingxi tightened her arms and refused to let go.
Xiao Yifeng sighed and softened his tone, "Let go first..."
"No! I won't let go! As soon as I let go, you'll run away!"
He was startled, as if something soft had touched his heart, and all the achievements he had made completely collapsed at this moment.
"I won't run."
Xiao Lingxi looked at him suspiciously, obviously not believing what he said.
Xiao Yifeng was helpless, "It's true, but...there are some things that I need to think about carefully."
"You...seriously?"
Xiao Yifeng nodded.
"Really not running?"
"Didn't you say that you would catch me back even if I ran away? In that case, what's the use of whether I run or not?"
Her face was slightly red.
She was in a hurry just now, but now that she thinks about it, if she is given another chance, she may not dare to say these words.
"If this is the case... I, I can give you time to think about it! But during this period, you can't not see me! You can't shut me out! Whenever I come over, you have to show up! Otherwise I won't let go.
! It’s all up to you! I don’t believe you dare to reject me like this!”
She looked like a broken person now, but deep in her eyes, there was a flash of uneasiness, as if she was afraid that words of rejection would come out of his mouth.
Xiao Yifeng tightened his hands slightly and felt sour in his heart.
"No, since I promised you, I will not go back on it."
"real?"
"Um."
This sound was inexplicably soft.
It seems to be back to how it used to be.
In this way, Xiao Lingxi finally felt relieved and let go.
"Then...I'll go see Xuewei first! When you figure it out, come find me!"
Lingxi clasped his hands behind his back and watched him walk away with three turns.
Until her figure disappeared, his eyes were still staring in the direction she left, never leaving.
At this time Huangfuchen appeared, Yifeng did not move, "Why do you do this?"
Here comes the one who wants to accuse you.
Huangfuchen sighed, "I just don't want you to regret it in the future."
He was silent.
"To this day, are you still determined?"
Xiao Yifeng smiled bitterly.
If he was really steadfast, he wouldn't have been completely confused just because of Xiao Lingxi's words just now.
It turns out that from beginning to end, all he wanted was her comfort and redemption.
"Hey! You're not still thinking about leaving, are you? You..."
"No more."
Xiao Yifeng suddenly spoke, took a deep breath, and slowly opened his eyes.
The eyes are tough.
It was as if the light was reignited again.
"You are right. From the beginning to the end, I was only thinking about myself and never seriously thought about what she wanted. Lingxi was right. Because of the fear and fear in my heart, I chose cowardice and escape. Even if it is gone,
So what about spiritual energy? Even if I risk my life, I will still find a way out!"
"Haha! Well said!"
Huangfuchen looked at his friend who had regained his energy, and the depression that had accumulated in his heart for many days was finally gone! At least, what happened recently was not all bad.
From the destruction of the Tianxing Sect that night, to the coma of the master, the death of Master Shao, Master Sheng Yan, and the serious injury of Master Qi Feng... one by one, they were all like heavy stones, weighing on his heart.
Today, Xuewei Asuan is still in a coma. If something bad happens again, he is really afraid that he will collapse.
Huangfu Chen stepped forward and patted his shoulder, "Sure enough, only Lingxi can control you. Her words are more effective than my nagging for three days and nights! You also said that you don't value sex over sex.
friend?"
Grab his neck and press down hard!
"Hey, please be gentle! I am a patient now..."
"Who's sick? No one is more energetic than you! Let's go! Come drink with me! We won't go home until we get drunk tonight..."
"Hey, walk slowly!"
"Huh, if you haven't learned anything else, you should learn to be pretentious first! What a verbose person!"
