Chapter 375 Doctor Beichuan: It seems that I can't be saved either.
"We meet again, Dr. Kitagawa~" Shuji Tsushima walked to the couch in the middle and sat down, greeting him in a brisk tone.
He looked completely indifferent to Toru Amuro and Midorikawa.
"We meet again, how are you feeling recently?" Dr. Beichuan greeted politely.
He also ignored the two bodyguards.
Being ignored, Toru Amuro and Mu Midorikawa looked at each other, then at the questionnaires in their hands, and fell into silence.
Hopeless?
Isn’t their answer normal?
At first glance, it seems like the answer a normal person would choose?
"What you two wrote is so in line with normal people! The answers to almost every question are in line with what the public thinks normal people think, but..." The blond man in a white coat also knew what they must be saying to him.
I felt confused about the sentence "It's hopeless."
"You are not normal people at all!" So he explained with emotion.
What are these two criminal gangsters thinking?
What should you do when you encounter someone knocking on the door, prying open the door, and breaking in in the middle of the night? They actually choose to call the police???
Is this the answer you two members of a criminal organization should choose?
Shouldn't your normal answer be to simply kill the other party and then destroy the body and eliminate all traces?!
Toru Amuro and Mu Midorikawa are not normal people:...
Is it wrong to always remember your identity as an undercover agent?
"You don't want to cooperate with the treatment at all, so don't waste each other's time." Dr. Beichuan couldn't help but said.
Anyway, according to the defensiveness of these two people, it is impossible for them to be honest with the doctor or others.
I'm afraid I can't even completely let down my guard against other members of that organization.
"Yes, if you don't cooperate with the doctor's treatment, it is indeed hopeless." Shuji Tsushima nodded as if watching a drama and agreed.
Toru Amuro silently smiled cheerfully and crumpled the questionnaire in his hand into a ball.
Although Kitagawa Murasuu felt that Mr. Amuro might want to crush his head more.
"It seems that we are not suitable for treatment." Midorikawa Wu just smiled gently and rolled up the questionnaire in his hand.
Obviously Kaa is not cooperating with the treatment...
Why didn't Dr. Kitagawa say this to Kao?
Midorikawa Mu looked at the man and the boy on the sofa, who looked like they were having a great conversation.
"Who do you think you are now? Should I call you Tsushima Shuji or Dazai Osamu?" Dr. Kitagawa asked, holding a pen.
"The doctor can call me Da Ting Ye Zang." The black-haired boy said casually.
Dr. Beichuan's hand holding the pen paused, and then he wrote a line on the report.
"Is there another one?" he raised his head and asked.
Osamu Dazai is the author, and Hazo Oba is the protagonist of one of Osamu Dazai's works called "Disqualification in the World".
How much did Tsushima Shuji like Dazai Osamu, so much that he gave birth to two personalities related to him?
"No." The black-haired boy shook his head.
"No matter how many times you ask me, doctor, my answer is always the same."
"It was me from the beginning, it was all me, and it was just me."
"Without any one of them, I wouldn't be who I am now." Tsushima Shuji sat on the sofa with a serious tone.
"It's better to ask the doctor, are you really yourself?" he asked the doctor with a chuckle.
The man in a white coat put the report on his lap, capped the pen and put it back in his breast pocket, laughing out loud.
"Compared to me, young master, you are more suitable to be a psychiatrist." He shook his head.
"I've told you that I'm not good at this at all..." he said in a helpless tone.
But he didn't answer the young man's question.
And Tsushima Shuji didn't care at all, as if he didn't care about the other party's answer at all.
"Actually, young master, your situation..." Dr. Beichuan smiled.
"No matter how many doctors I call, it's useless."
"If you want a person to forget the facts he believes in, he can only break his world into pieces and reconstruct it."
"But young master, your world..."
"Everyone who enters your world will probably be swallowed up completely."
"How can someone break your world and reconstruct a new one?" He seemed to have said something funny.
"To be honest, I don't want to have any more contact with you, young master."
Because, every time after contact, he couldn't suppress the other self inside.
The so-called true self.
"After all, if I continue like this, I don't even know how long I can maintain the appearance of Dr. Beichuan." He sighed deeply.
"If it were another doctor, I wouldn't sit here and answer his questions." Tsushima Shuji said casually, holding the water glass handed to him by Midorikawa Mu.
After all, not all doctors I meet are interesting.
"...It's my honor." Dr. Beichuan took a breath and said.
"At first I thought you were a genius favored by God, just like Miss Mochizuki."
"But now it seems..." The man shook his head.
Rather than being favored by a god, the young man in front of him... might as well be said to be more like the god himself.
Everything is invisible in his eyes, so there is no difference between reality and illusion to him.
What he sees is always the most essential thing.
"I seem to understand why you two want to see a doctor." Dr. Kitagawa looked at Amuro Toru and Midorikawa Muichi.
In front of Tsushima Shuji, these two people can even be said to be true and unabashed.
"But..." He hesitated.
"I can't be saved now." He sighed and covered his forehead with his hand.
"I'm actually beginning to feel that among us, young master, you are the only one who is normal." He rubbed his eyebrows with his index finger.
Toru Amuro & Mu Midorikawa:……
This sentence is the opposite.
Obviously only Kaa is the most abnormal here, right?!
You are a doctor——
Please wake up--
Do you think the patient is normal, but you are not?
"Don't you feel it?" Dr. Beichuan asked sincerely.
After staying with this young master for so long, haven’t you noticed?
"I have only met the young master a few times..." He couldn't help but say.
"Because, doctor, you are observing me too carefully." Shuji Tsushima suddenly interrupted.
"It's not a good thing to be overly curious." The young man smiled inexplicably.
"Although I really want to say that as a doctor, is there anything wrong with observing your own patients?" Dr. Kitagawa nodded.
"But I still have to admit that it was indeed my fault for trying to observe you clearly." He admitted his mistake actively.
In fact, if he hadn't been a doctor himself and chatted with himself every day, and his mental state was very unstable, he wouldn't have discovered his changes so quickly.
After all, the previous balanced state was like a stable scale, but every time I saw Tsushima Shuji, it would tilt to one side.
It would be strange if we couldn't find this.
"You two, what you said before should be quite normal, but after you have been with the young master for so long..." He looked at Toru Amuro and Mu Midorikawa.
"It's not normal right now, you two should be aware of it, right?" he asked firmly.
"That won't bother Dr. Kitagawa." Toru Amuro said with a smile.
"It's time for you to leave." He sent the guest off coldly.
"Then, this should be the last time I see you as a doctor. I think... I won't be needed to diagnose and treat you in the future." Dr. Beichuan stood up and said.
After all, he was deeply influenced by the other party and could no longer make a fair diagnosis.
but……
We can still meet under different identities, right?