Chapter 588 Bourbon: Why Are You So Familiar With Gin?
"Well, since we have confirmed that the experiment was successful, we can..." Tsushima Shuji clapped his hands and prepared to leave.
"Wait a minute, Scotland and I have something to discuss with Gin. Kaa, can you go with Tiamali and the others?" The blond man suddenly raised his hand to interrupt the young man's words.
Gin, who was about to get up and leave, glanced at Bourbon and Scotland, chuckled and sat back down.
"Hey~ OK." Tsushima Shuji looked at the two people and said with puffed up cheeks.
"Come on, come with me and Xiaoqian." Tiamali said with a very welcoming attitude.
The three people left the laboratory.
"Do you need me to leave too and hand over the laboratory to you?" Chablis, a decadent middle-aged man, was sitting on the sofa and said this, but he had no intention of leaving.
Bourbon and Scotland showed no sign of wanting him to leave.
"Is there any mission that requires you to go abroad? Scotland and I took it." Bourbon asked Gin directly.
"What? Do you want to leave Kaa's side?" the silver-haired man asked with a sneer, but his expression was clearly determined.
"You know?" Bourbon and Scotland said in unison.
Then the two looked at each other.
By the way, Gin took care of Kaa before.
Could it be that...
Have you ever had the same troubles as them?
"Have you ever become dependent on that brat?" Bourbon said suspiciously and mockingly.
"Feeling of dependence?" The silver-haired man raised his lips in a vague manner.
"I'll give you a piece of advice, don't think about leaving Kaa." His voice was low and cold, like an admonishment and a warning.
"What? Someone once tried to leave and failed?" Bourbon didn't care at all whether the other person's words were a warning or a well-intentioned admonishment.
"You think we can't do it?" He said with a very mocking attitude.
"It's up to you." Seeing this, Gin was too lazy to say anything more.
"If you want to try it, just try it. Don't wait until then..." He stood up and walked towards the door.
"Climb back and find that kid." With his back to Bourbon and Scotland, his tone was sarcastic and seemed to be full of inexplicable expectations.
"If you have any missions abroad, remember to give priority to me and Scotland." Bourbon shouted to Gin's back.
The laboratory door opened and closed again.
Gin and vodka left the laboratory.
Only Chablis, Bourbon and Scotland are left.
"Maybe...it's better to listen to gin." Chablis looked at the two guys who could be regarded as his students, and said after a moment of silence.
As someone who could be said to have studied Kaa, Chablis understood him to a certain extent.
So at first, except when doing experiments, he avoided contact with Kaa.
as well as……
Avoid the opportunity to look at each other, and try to reduce the number of chats with each other as much as possible.
But he still didn't escape the other party's influence.
But Chablis had no idea of resistance, because he discovered...
When Kaa was around, his experiments were more likely to succeed, and it was easier to generate new research ideas.
Maybe……
This is also the so-called sense of dependence that Bourbon talks about.
Chablis made no attempt to resist this feeling.
Because when he thought about losing those seemingly endless research ideas, Chablis couldn't help but go crazy.
Or rather...
He simply couldn't imagine what he would do after losing those inspirations.
While the so-called reliance on bourbon and Scotland may not have been the inspiration,...
The principle is the same.
That must be something indispensable.
Judging from Gin's reaction, the other party must have tried it before, so he seemed quite familiar with it and... kept it secret.
I can make Gin treat me with that kind of attitude...
Chablis shook his head and stopped thinking deeply.
There are so many weird things about Kaa, and Chablis has known about them for a long time.
He even suspected that the other party was not human.
So Chablis's attitude towards Kaa was also different from others.
Only when he saw Kaa would he go out of his way to wash up and have his laboratory tidied up.
after all……
Maybe the other person is a god walking in the world?
Although Chablis believed that the other party was more like a devil or a devil.
But after all, these are not human beings.
As a researcher, Chablis does not mind giving respect and special treatment to seemingly inhuman beings.
Anyway, in Chablis' mind, Kaa could be anything, but he was definitely not human.
"Teacher, have you experienced this too?" Bourbon asked curiously.
"No, but I have felt the sense of dependence you mentioned, but unlike you, I have never thought about resisting." The decadent middle-aged man responded, half-slumped on the sofa.
"...You are as good as ever..." Bourbon tugged at the corner of his mouth and complained.
As unreliable as ever.
"I really want to try it. Maybe it's something that even gin can't do." The blond man's eyes were filled with challenge.
"Let's go, teacher." Bourbon and Scotland stood up and left.
"Young man..." After they left, Chablis sighed deeply.
Young people always insist on thinking that they are special.
…
"Brother, what is the sense of dependence that Bourbon and the others are talking about? Why do they want to leave Kao?" Vodka asked doubtfully while driving.
Feeling dependent on Kaa or something...
Bourbon and Scotland are too embarrassing for adults.
But from what they said, the eldest brother seems to have been dependent on Kaa?
Um……
Doesn't the eldest brother have the mentality of an old father towards Kaa?
"The feeling of dependence...ha." The silver-haired man smiled mockingly and sinisterly.
"That can't be explained by a simple sense of dependence." He closed his eyes, looking like he didn't want to say more.
Vodka saw this and was very understanding and didn't ask any more questions.
Gin closed his eyes, recalling the time when he sent Tsushima Shuji to his side as a child.
"It's been really hard work taking care of Xiu Zhi for me for two years." That person's voice was elegant and gentle.
"It's just that if I had appeared in front of Xiu Zhi from the beginning, he might have remembered everything and chosen to die when he saw me..." Only when the kid was mentioned, there was a little melancholy and helplessness.
When Belmode went to the police station to take away the kid, he used the identity of Haruhiko Oba.
He claimed to the police at that time that he was... the younger brother of that family.
"I gave you to Xiu Zhi and asked him if he wanted to keep you. He said it doesn't matter. If you want to keep you, you can stay." The voice of the man was soft.
"So I'm here to ask for your opinion. Do you want to stay with Shuji or go back to Japan?" He said with a calm and relaxed attitude.
Gin chose to return to Japan.
He enjoys the process of doing tasks more than taking care of that kid.
Smoke, fire, and the smell of blood were the things he was familiar with.
"Okay, but you are welcome to come and play with Xiuzhi at any time." The man said with a slight smile.
So Gin returned to Japan.
In the first week, he found that he had insomnia.
In the days that followed, no matter how tired his body was, he could not sleep.
In the second week, after losing sleep, I also lost the desire to eat.
In one week, Gin lost twenty kilograms.
At the same time, he discovered that he was gradually losing the symbol of living.
Sleep, appetite, even... other desires.
Only emptiness and numbness surrounded him.
Unable to distinguish the boundary between reality and illusion, a feeling of drowsiness and nausea fills the brain.
After that...
What follows is unconscious self-destructive behavior.
Accompanied by the sound of glass breaking, when Gin came back to his senses, blood was already flowing down his cheek.
He rolled his eyes, his expression numb.
I saw my own image in the broken glass stained with blood.
It looks like a zombie.
He tried taking drugs to combat this hallucinatory behavior, but found...
Drugs have no effect on him.
And later...
It's like sleepwalking behavior.
When Gin opened his eyes, he found that he was already on a plane.
The destination is...
The country where that person and Kaa are located.
He got off the plane in a rare panic.
Once, twice, three times...
Behaviors similar to sleepwalking become more frequent and last longer and longer.
He tied himself up and found himself in a different place the next day.
After returning to the safe house, you can still see the broken rope.
As if self-abuse, Gin tried to break one of his own legs.
But I found that even if I became limp, I would still appear in other places.
Even if both legs are broken at the same time, he will still appear somewhere else the next day.
Accompanied by broken nails and coagulated blood scabs.
He even had to crawl out.
These were uncontrollable actions, because when he was awake, he had no idea of looking for Kaa, nor did he have the idea of seeing him.
Even when I'm not awake, I don't have these thoughts.
because……
He doesn't remember anything.
When he woke up, all he saw was his own miserable appearance.
Gin hated this feeling of being out of control.
He will be loyal to Kaa simply because the other person has become the object of his allegiance.
If someone else would have such an impact on him, Gin's first choice would definitely be to kill him.
But the person who caused all this was Kaa. He hated the feeling of being out of control and resisted being out of control, but he never thought of killing the other person.
He even knew clearly that Kaa, who had such an impact on him, did not do it intentionally.
Just an unconscious influence.
Just let him become like this.
So Gin also began to hate his own weakness.
It wasn't until later when I was doing a mission that I was almost affected and the mission failed.
Sitting in the car, Gin was biting the bandage with his mouth and bandaging his wound with the other hand, when he received the message from the person asking him to play with Kaa.
Only then did I stop this senseless self-abuse behavior.
The more you want to stay away from Kaa and the more you resist, the so-called withdrawal reaction will only become stronger.
Gin has experienced that kind of torture countless times.
From the initial resistance for the sake of resistance, to the later...
In order to train yourself, you deliberately torture yourself in this way.
Hypnosis, drugs, and even brainwashing.
These have lost their effect on gin.
Compared to those I have experienced, the feelings these bring are nothing to mention.
Is this a sense of dependence?
Bourbon and the others actually used simple dependence to describe such a terrible thing?
What a joke.
Gin couldn't help but laugh inwardly.
Why did Moscato suddenly come to Japan from Italy?
It's not because of that brat.
This is obviously...
It is a virus that is extremely contagious and can cause death.
and……
It was obvious that the person was deliberately indulgent and even very happy to see the situation.
The one who is very happy for everyone who comes into contact with Kaa to become the other party's lackey, or... rabid dog.
ps: Blind guessing will cause some people to offend, so... this is not fun. Think about Cthulhu's spiritual pollution. In fact, it is the same for everyone. As long as they are alive, they will be affected. The difference is just the degree of impact.
Think about it, fanatics may even commit suicide just to see their faith.
It's the same for men and women, it's the same for cats and dogs, no one is special, it's just Kaa's own or even uncontrollable influence.
It would be better to say that he actually controlled it deliberately and rarely went to school because the people in the school were too weak to resist.
If you go there a few times, someone will actually commit suicide just to attract his attention.
Kaa doesn't even care who is influenced by him.
After all...it's hard to notice if you step on an ant while walking.
He just thought those people would cause trouble if they died in front of him, and hoped that they would die somewhere where he couldn't see them, so as not to cause more trouble to him.
He is a humanoid contagion without a heart.
There is no emotional line, no cp, what cp!!!
I don’t eat rot, and I even want to jump off Kongtong Mountain because I often encounter rotten cancer.