Chapter 625 Do my best to protect you for half your life
When he was feeling nervous, even Xuan Rumeng, who had always been calm, became stammering and losing his temper.
"You are all overthinking it!" Ye Xingyu smiled slightly and replied calmly, "Although I know that girl Honglian likes me, my relationship with her is more like that of brother and sister!"
After hearing this answer with his own ears, a thunder suddenly sounded in Xuan Rumeng's head, and the dark clouds and confusion that had been hovering for a long time were instantly dispersed, leaving only one sentence behind.
——It turns out that he regarded her as his sister!
"You also know, what kind of life we lived back then? Either kill or be killed! Living in that kind of environment, how can we have any leisure and leisure to fall in love?"
Ye Xingyu's voice sounded faintly, bringing Xuan Rumeng's thoughts back to reality and awakening memories of the past.
Indeed, as a killer, you should not have feelings and ties. Once you have these things, they will become your fatal weakness and it will be difficult to survive in the cruel underground world.
Only Luo Xiu, with his vast supernatural powers, has the ability to protect what he wants to protect, and no one else can.
For example, Honglian took over the position of the leader of Shura, but because of the influence of Luo Xiu, she was not ruthless enough in her actions and often left people on the sidelines. She missed a great opportunity to eliminate dissidents, and was eventually replaced by others, becoming a loser.
Xuan Rumeng himself was ruthless when he first debuted, but because he fell in love with Luo Xiu, he soon got tired of the swords and swords, and finally left the organization sadly and lived an ordinary life.
The reason for all this happening is, in the final analysis, the word "love".
If heaven has feelings, it will also grow old. If people have feelings, they will die early, especially those who live in the cruel underground world. Do not touch this thing. Once it is contaminated, it will be like poison, which will make you weak and weaken you over time.
He has become a cripple, unable to hold a knife steady and unable to kill anyone.
Of course, there are some things that you cannot choose, and you often have no control over them. No matter how capable you are, you have to accept the mercy of fate.
Moreover, everyone only knows their own sadness and does not know the tears shed by others.
For example, Xuan Rumeng didn't know about Su Yi's past, so she envied him and sighed sincerely: "This woman is really lucky to meet you and let you use such precious elixirs on her!"
Ye Xingyu responded with a smile: "You are also very lucky! I didn't treat you badly, right?"
Xuan Rumeng thought about it carefully and realized that it was actually right. Apart from the fact that he was still worried about killing Cheng Qingyi, Luo Xiu really treated him well.
"I have never been a selfish person. I will take special care of everyone around me." Ye Xingyu first touched Su Yi's face, and then looked at Xuan Rumeng seriously, "She does the same, you
Yes, you are all the same and equally important in my heart!"
Hearing this, Xuan Rumeng was nervous, shocked, and very happy. Her heart was pounding wildly, and her cheeks were as hot as fire.
She forgot that she was wearing a mask, fearing that Ye Xingyu would find something, so she turned around without leaving a trace, hiding her complicated mood.
Just listen to Ye Xingyu continue to say: "Although that time was an accident, we have this relationship after all. I dare not promise you anything. I just want to say that I am willing to do my best to protect you for half my life."
No worries!"
The reason why there is only "half a life" is because the frequency of natural disasters is getting faster and faster, which leads to Ye Xingyu's shorter and shorter life. Often, he himself is finished before his lover dies.
However, Xuan Rumeng was very moved after hearing this.
She likes Luo Xiu, but she is not greedy. She never thought that she could stay with Luo Xiu for life. All she expected was to occupy a place in the other person's heart, and that was enough.
Unknowingly, she realized that she had actually fulfilled this wish and heard the words "I will do my best to protect you for half my life" with her own ears.
She knew that Luo Xiu never lied and always did what he said, and it was impossible to deceive her with a few sweet words.
In other words, she really lived in the other person's heart and got what she wanted most.
At this moment, Xuan Rumeng felt very satisfied, her thoughts were clear, her heart was clear and her nature was clear, and even the resentment that originally existed disappeared unconsciously.
With just this thought, Xuan Rumeng's spiritual realm improved again, and she already had the potential to be promoted to Huajing Grandmaster.
This is because martial arts cultivation will be affected by the spiritual realm, and the further you go, the more obvious it becomes.
Many times, we are stuck at a bottleneck and unable to improve, not because we are not working hard enough, but because our thinking is rigid and unable to gain enlightenment.
This point is so important that it can be realized overnight, even more than ten years of hard work.
Just like Xuan Rumeng back then, she was disheartened, left the organization sadly, lost material supplies, and stopped practicing hard.
It stands to reason that even if her strength does not deteriorate, it will be difficult to improve.
But in fact, in just a few years, she had broken through from An Jin to Dan Jin. When the perverts, old farmers and others saw it, they found it incredible.
In fact, to put it bluntly, it is not surprising. It is because her mind has been tempered a lot and she has gained some insights. Her martial arts cultivation has also improved accordingly, and it is a matter of course.
You must know that Xuan Rumeng did not come from a normal family. Like most of the Tsing Yi seeds, she was an orphan without a father or mother and received cruel training since she was a child.
After her debut, when she was on a mission, she was no different from other killers. She was a killing machine without emotions or ties.
However, Cheng Qingyi appeared, and his careful teachings and various guidance made Xuan Rumeng feel warm, and her heart, which had been cold for a long time, began to feel warm.
Afterwards, Luo Xiu rose up and the organization was shocked. However, Xuan Rumeng refused to accept Luo Xiu and competed with him in private, but was defeated miserably.
But because of this, she was deeply attracted to Luo Xiu and developed a love for him.
Helplessly, due to various reasons, this was a painful secret love that ended without a cure. In addition, Cheng Qingyi's death began with Luo Xiu, which made Xuan Rumeng suffer so much that she even committed suicide to seek relief.
However, at the moment of death, all kinds of past events came to her mind, and she suddenly figured it out, so she gave up committing suicide without causing a tragedy.
Later, she made her first friend in her life, Wu Mengjun.
They relied on each other and healed each other, and finally Xuan Rumeng was completely freed from the shadows, regained a new life, and lived an ordinary and normal life.
Such a mental journey, full of twists and turns, experiencing love, hatred, joys and sorrows, gave Xuan Rumeng a lot of insights, and his state of mind improved to a great extent. The bottleneck in martial arts was overcome without any breakthrough. This is the cultivation of cultivation.