Gu Jingshen had already realized it just now, but he didn't expect that she would admit it personally.
It's because I don't love him anymore, so I don't care about his feelings.
That's right, he has been absent for five years in this way, and it is normal for her to fall in love with someone else.
But, how could he feel so uncomfortable...
He covered his chest and bent over in discomfort.
He kicked for air loudly, trying to breathe, but he couldn't.
The suffocating feeling strangled his heart and made him unable to break free.
What fell on my forehead was hard to tell whether it was sweat or tears.
In the end, it just turned into one sentence, "Then what should I do..."
What should he do?
He has only lived for Shu Wan since he was a child.
He fell in love with Ji Sihan, what should he do?
Seeing his appearance, Shu Wan's eyes filled with guilt, "I'm sorry..."
Gu Jingshen raised his head, his scarlet eyes reflected Shu Wan's apologetic face, "I don't want your sorry, I want you, Wanwan, please stop loving him, okay, love me again?"
He stepped forward and grabbed Shu Wan's cold hand, placing it in the palm of his own hand, "I will definitely treat you well in the future and never let you get hurt at all. Let's go back to the past, as carefree as we were when we were studying.
,OK?"
Shu Wan shook his head gently, "Si Yue, we can't go back to the past..."
Gu Jingshen didn't believe it at all, "You're lying to me, right? If you really loved Ji Sihan, you wouldn't have said such heartless words to him just now. You don't love him at all. You're just blaming me for lying to me like this."
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"I said such heartless words because he doesn't love me."
Shu Wan interrupted Gu Jingshen calmly: "The reason he bought me was just because I look like Miss Ning. I am just a substitute. Now that Miss Ning is back and he is about to marry her, I can only marry her."
He is clean."
Another reason was that she was about to die, and she didn't want Ji Sihan to see the tragic situation before her death. It was too ugly.
She thought that even if she had to die, she would leave a good impression on Ji Sihan, so that he would know about it in the future...
If he still remembered her in the future, he would only remember her delicate and beautiful face, not her unrecognizable face.
Gu Jingshen looked at her and suddenly smiled bitterly.
If it was just a substitute, then why would Ning Wan still touch her after she came back?
And in front of him, he was clearly declaring sovereignty.
It's just that Ji Sihan has never expressed his feelings to her, so she doesn't know how crazy the possessiveness hidden in that man's eyes is.
But in his Wanwan family, even though she thought the other person didn't love her, she still fell in love with him. Gu Jingshen couldn't measure the depth of such love.
His heart felt like needles pricking him, causing pain all over his body, but there was nothing he could do about Shu Wan.
He squeezed her hand tightly, his fingertips trembling, "Wanwan, if he doesn't love you, can you let him go and start over with me?"
Even though he knew that Ji Sihan was interested in Shu Wan, he didn't want to tell her. His selfish intention was just to get Wanwan back to him.
He couldn't remember when he started falling in love with Shu Wan. He had been in love with her as long as he could remember.
How can you let go of someone you've loved for half your life?
But Shu Wan pushed his hand away...
"Si Yue, even if you don't dislike me, we can't start over..."
Song Siyue was also the man she once loved. Similarly, she didn't want him to see the miserable state of her death.
Only by completely breaking it off, Song Siyue will not be too entangled, and she can leave this world with peace of mind.