She cried for a long time, until she was hoarse, and then she forced herself to get up from the sofa.
She also had to sort out Wanwan's belongings, and she couldn't let Wanwan go to hell without clothes.
She had to cheer up and pick out some beautiful clothes for Wan Wan.
Shanshan walked to Wanwan's room step by step with heavy steps.
Shanshan's tears fell again when she saw that the things that belonged to her were still there but she was not there.
After covering her face and crying for a while, she wiped the tears from her face and began to sort out Wanwan's belongings.
I took clothes from the closet, a few pairs of shoes from the shoe cabinet, and arranged some bedding.
Shan Shan left the rest of the things untouched and was unwilling to burn them all, so she left a large part as a souvenir.
After packing her belongings and turning around to leave the bedroom, Shanshan suddenly pauses and looks back at the desk.
As if she had telepathy, she was forced to walk to the desk, and then by some strange mistake, she opened the drawer.
It was clean, with only a notebook and an envelope with a 'suicide note' written on it.
Shanshan's eyes turned red again when she saw the two words in the suicide note.
It turns out that Wanwan was ready to leave this world a long time ago, but she never realized it.
If she had found out earlier, she would have been able to spend more time with Wanwan, and she wouldn't be as regretful as she is now.
She took out the suicide note with trembling hands, opened the envelope, and slowly unfolded the letter paper inside.
[Tribute to Shanshan, my dear sister:
When I start writing this letter, it means that I am no longer in this world.
But my Shanshan, please don’t feel sad for me, and don’t feel sorry for me.
Life is always unpredictable. Some things cannot be changed, so just let nature take its course.
I have taken it lightly, and I hope you can let it go. Don't cry and swell your eyes because of me. I will worry.
Shanshan, I am very grateful to have you by my side. From childhood to adulthood, no matter who bullied me, you were the first to rush out and protect me.
I remember when I was twelve years old, I was blocked by a group of bad girls at the school gate. It was you who fought with them to rescue me.
At that time, all the new shoes you bought while working were dedicated to them. Do you know what I was thinking at that time?
I was thinking that it would be better to let them beat me than to lose a new pair of shoes.
Looking back now, we were really poor at that time and couldn't even afford food.
However, you and Song Siyue, in order to take care of me, would rather not take it yourself and save money to buy me medicine.
I have heard your stomachs growling with hunger several times, and the steamed buns in your hands suddenly no longer smell good.
Shanshan, I can barely live to be in my twenties because you worked the night shift day and night and Song Siyue worked tirelessly.
I often think about how worthy and capable I am and what qualifications I have to live relying on your care...
Later, I worked and was able to make money to support myself and reduce your burden.
I think it would be good to just stay by your side and help you occasionally.
It's just a pity that I can only accompany you on this journey, and my life will come to an end.
Before I leave, the only thing I can leave for you is a bank card worth 250,000 yuan, not much.
Although it is a drop in the bucket, I hope it can be a help when you need money.
You can rest assured to use this money. I didn’t get it by selling myself. I earned it through my work. It’s very clean.