The foursome each bowed their heads apologetically. This was not their original intention, but it was obvious that they had something to do with the situation developing to this point. Gu Guanxue did not wait for their response, and supported Ning Yuan and Gu Zidi away.
go.
Her steps were neither fast nor slow, and her eyes were looking ahead, but there was nothing in sight. The people coming and going passed them, and she felt that they were just a drunk couple. Apart from their good looks, they were like this
The combination is not rare here, so they did not keep their eyes on this strange couple, and went about their own things laughing and laughing.
Ning Yuan felt that the atmosphere seemed a bit depressing.
As Gu Xihua took him out of the box step by step and walked to the street outside, the two of them didn't exchange a word during this process, which made people wonder if the girl planned to stay silent like this until she returned to school.
What to say?
It seems like nothing can be said. Silence is the best atmosphere at the moment. No matter what you say, it will break this delicate sense of balance and make the distance between the two people begin to grow farther or closer.
When did she show up? Or was it that Gu Guanxue arranged for Xiao Zhao and the others to come here?
But it doesn't look like this from their reactions...
Under the influence of alcohol, Ning Yuan felt that his head was not working properly, and his thinking that had just become clearer began to fall into chaos again.
The girl next to him suddenly stopped.
So Ning Yuan also stopped. She stood still, turned her head and looked at the boy who was much taller than her without moving. There seemed to be thousands of words hidden in the hazy mist in her eyes.
"Is it hard?" she asked softly.
"fine."
"They're getting you drunk."
"I know."
"They know you're not my boyfriend."
"I know this too."
Ning Yuan answered very calmly. He did know that Chen Ling and others secretly mixed the wine, and Xiao Zhao and Xiao Liu pretended to be drunk. If they were aware of it, they could not hide it from him. Although he did not know why they wanted to get drunk.
himself, but he did understand that they had such thoughts.
"Then why are you still drinking?"
"I don't know the specific reason..." He thought for a while and replied with a smile: "Maybe I think they are your friends after all, so it's okay to have a quarrel with them."
"..."
She seemed to have been drained of all her strength. She looked at Ning Yuan in silence for a long time, and then slowly lowered her eyes. Her voice was so soft that it made people feel distressed:
"Have I ever told you about Jiang Manyue?"
"Actually, what I told you before was either true or false..." Gu Guanxue said to herself: "Jiang Manyue was indeed scary when she was a child, but almost everyone in our circle admired her."
"She is beautiful, smart, arrogant, and knows how to please adults. A single sentence can determine whether those naughty children will get a meal of fried meat with bamboo shoots when they go home... But even though she is ruthless and sinister, she will show no mercy when she deceives people.
But there are still many people who like her."
"Although every boy would disdain the things she likes, she will definitely study them secretly in private. She bought a new hairpin, and the next day there will be girls pestering her family to buy it... Although they are very
Afraid of her, but eager to make friends with her, everyone takes it as an honor to be close to Jiang Manyue. Even if they don't show it openly when they grow up, they are all buried in their hearts."
Gu Guanxue smiled self-deprecatingly: "Although they all say that I am a childhood goddess, and say that if I fall in love, many people will be heartbroken. But if it is true that Jiang Manyue and I are in love, then it must be her
's boyfriend gets more attention."
Ning Yuan remained silent and did not answer. The girl continued: "Actually, I also want to make friends with her. Otherwise, how could I play with her while being abused by her? Adults say I am heartless and careless.
Actually I'm not, I just want to be like her."
"But it's different. If Jiang Manyue doesn't like something, she can refuse it directly. If she doesn't want to attend the interest class, she can stop going the next day. If she throws away the unwanted gift, no one will say she is wasting it. She will only praise the child.
You are so independent-minded... I will be the material to do big things in the future. But I can only be forced to learn things that I am not interested in, and I am praised by others for knowing a lot at a young age."
"I originally thought that the reason why I have been competing with her overtly and covertly over the years is because she has stolen so many people's admiration and attention, but that is not the case."
"I didn't understand it at that time. It turned out that I just envied her. I envied that she could go her own way and no one would tell her what to do."
Gu Guanxue took a deep breath, and the traces of tenderness in her eyes seemed to have disappeared. She said seriously to Ning Yuan every word: "I didn't ask you to be my boyfriend just to help you pursue her.
Jiang Manyue...but to use you."
"Um."
"I've lied to you a lot about what I said before."
"..."
"So I'm not as good as you said at all." Gu Guanxue stared into his eyes and said seriously: "I'm actually much more hateful than Jiang Manyue, at least she doesn't like to lie to you as much as I do."
"Do you still feel happier when you are with me?"
Such a tense atmosphere seemed to block Ning Yuan's idea of changing the subject by making jokes. He was silent for a while and sighed quietly.
"actually…"
His words were blocked in his mouth, and they were blocked in his mouth unexpectedly. Gu Xihua in front of him suddenly hugged her up regardless, and blocked Ning Yuan's lips in a jerky and clumsy way. The girl's faint fragrance and
The smell of alcohol on his body mixed between his lips and teeth, making him seem to be a little more alert.
Her lips were surprisingly soft, as if they would melt away with just a slight kiss. The delicate face that was so close to her had her eyes closed, looking slightly haggard and distressing. This was the first time for Ning Yuan.
When encountering this situation, I tasted the girl's lips as warm and beautiful as cherry blossoms with a confused look on my face.
I have never seen this scene before.
The two of them just touched each other on the lips, and did not go deep into a wet kiss. After the contact, Gu Guanxue let go of his hand and slowly took a few steps back. The rosy look on his face was unknown whether it was because of his mood or because of being touched by this.
The smell of alcohol was irritating, and the brilliance in his eyes was like water.
"I'm really not as good as you think...Don't like me anymore, no matter if you really like me or not."
"We are not suitable."
After saying that, she turned around and walked away. Gu Guanxue's steps did not stop or slow down at all. She walked all the way into the neon-shining night ahead, and did not look back until she disappeared into the dim lights of the street.
Ning Yuan froze in place, watching the girl's leaving figure without moving for a long time. He wanted to say something but found that his throat was surprisingly dry, like a sequelae of drinking. The soft touch between his lips seemed to be still there.
It had not dissipated. He gently touched his lips that still had residual warmth, his mind was in chaos.