Chapter 172: What if I have a guilty conscience (two in one)
Ning Yuan looked around and didn't find Jiang Xihua anywhere where she usually sat. For some unknown reason, this girl seemed to have skipped today's elective class.
That's all... It would be too stupid to go to Jiang Manyue and ask me if I like Gu Guanxue. In the end, you still have to ask yourself about this kind of thing.
Ask your heart!
What if I have a guilty conscience?
Then go and confess?
What is the success rate if I confess my love? Does Gu Guanxue like me?
If she already likes me now, why would she reject me?
If she doesn't like me, why did she kiss me?
Unconsciously, the problem went round and round and returned to the original starting point. Master Ning's thoughts went around in a circle and came back again. He couldn't help but lie on the table with some frustration, and used Lu Hanhan's pure and lovely face to relax his mind.
.
Is this considered mending magic? No, it should be called healing and blood replenishing, right?
He pondered for a moment, unfolded Lu Jiujiu's notebook, tore out a page, and wrote a few points on it:
[The reason why Gu Guanxue likes me]
Tip1: Look handsome.
Well, we can’t blame Master Ning for being narcissistic. His appearance and temperament are innate.
My damn charm has nowhere to go.
Tip2: Mild personality.
Old Asasi. Well, I’d better cross this one out.
Master Ning thought for a moment, crossed out the second item and wrote another advantage:
Deep and charming eyes
Tip3: Long legs.
Tip4: Have a full set of abdominal muscles.
Tip5: Fingers are long and slender.
When I was a child, the teachers in interest classes said that I was born to play the piano. However, I was more active at that time and could not sit in front of the piano all the time. Otherwise, now I am a musical talent.
Not some sand sculpture Dragon King.
Tip6: If you have a lot of hair, you will stand out from the crowd in the computer major.
Don’t underestimate this advantage. People often say that hair is an external manifestation of kidney qi. Thick hair means that the kidneys are good! Why do most middle-aged people start to lose their hair? Because... cough cough cough...
Master Ning's mentality collapsed as he wrote this, wondering why these are all my external advantages? Don't I have any other advantages that are enough to be liked by Gu Guanxue?
Wait, your acting skills are good! This is considered internal.
Tip7: Excellent acting skills.
What? You said that the advantages obtained by using the system are not martial ethics? I'm sorry, my relationship with the baby system does not allow you to sow discord!
Tip8: Singing is nice.
This is really not an ability he gained by using the system. His previous performances at KTV parties and street singing were enough to prove his strength. It can be regarded as one of the few small advantages.
According to this, I really should have studied music when I was a child?
Wait, is being a bitch a plus?
After writing several lines in a row, Ning Yuan felt something was wrong the more he wrote, so he simply stopped writing and crumpled the paper into a ball.
If you don’t want to write anymore, write Ji er.
He took another blank piece of paper and wrote a few words on it:
[The reason why I don’t like Gu Guanxue:]
Tip1: If you look too good-looking, taking it out will easily trigger a slap in the face from a gangster.
Tip2: Don’t save fabric when wearing clothes.
Tip3: Dye your hair! You don’t look like a good girl.
Although it was just highlights, she was not the kind of good girl my mother would like. After all, when Xiao Ling'er wanted to dye her hair, she was beaten from the kitchen to the bathroom with slippers...
Huh? Wait, my mother seems to like her quite a lot?
Old double standard.
Cross this out.
Tip3: Deceive my feelings.
He stared at the line of words on the white paper, and after a moment of silence, he chose to erase it again. In fact, he and Gu Xi spent the same amount of money on deceiving feelings... At this point, no one is deceiving the other.
I can’t write anymore…
The third white paper:
【The reason why I like Gu Guanxue:】
This time I couldn't even write a single line...
It's not because there is no reason to like her, but it feels like every one of them is a reason.
Admittedly, based on what I wrote above, I don’t seem to be worthy of such a shining Gu Xihua...
So that kiss was really just a kiss?
Ning Yuan buried his face with his hands and let out a long breath of depression in his heart. The original intention of writing this kind of thing was to clarify his thoughts, but not only did it not work, but it disrupted his thoughts again.
To untie the bell, you must tie the bell. Perhaps if you want to sort out all this, the person who needs to talk most is not Jiang Manyue, but Gu Guanxue himself?
Unknowingly, the bell began to ring. The professor in front of the podium followed the sound and closed the lesson plan. He hugged his book and left the classroom without raising his eyes. The gradually noisy noises around him made Lu Hanhan wake up from his sleep.
, she rubbed her eyes and looked around confusedly, and then asked with some hindsight:
"Is get out of class over?"
Ning Yuan hummed, his fingers turned the pen unconsciously, his eyes were dull.
Lu Jiujiu felt like she was going to burst.
Is it so fast? I just lay down not long ago, right?
What's the purpose of my coming here? It's obviously to secretly observe anything strange about Ning Yuan recently!
Is this considered observing in a dream?
Lu Jiujiu, Lu Jiujiu, how could you be so depraved! You can’t go on like this!
The next class, the next class must not be like this!
The girl patted her cheek gently and secretly clenched her fists. Before she could ask Ning Yuan what classes he had next, the boy beside her spoke casually.
"Lu Jiujiu..."
"Um?"
"Let me ask you something."
"Okay, you ask."
"I said... if... if you were asked to find out what qualities you like about me right now... how many could you find?"
Lu Jiujiu:???
Hanhan was shocked.
What is the purpose of asking these questions! What is your motivation!
In an instant, countless possibilities flashed through Lu Jiujiu's little head, but each one was quickly rejected. Ning Yuan turned to look at Lu Jiujiu with a brain-defying expression on his face, and immediately changed his words: "
What I'm talking about is that I have a friend... um... that's not right, I'm talking about a movie script... there is a character in it who looks very similar to me, and I am currently designing the plot, and I would like to ask your opinion."
Oh, it’s a script, so that’s okay.
Lu Jiujiu breathed a sigh of relief and began to think seriously about Ning Yuan's problem...
"It seems a little difficult..."
“It’s hard???”
Master Ning was almost pissed off by this idiot, thinking to himself, am I really that unreliable? Do I even have so few qualities to like me?
Sure enough, I'm not worthy of Gu Xihua?
It turns out that Jiang Xihua’s rage when she heard that I couldn’t tell her ten advantages was justifiable... Man Yue, I’m sorry!
"It's not difficult... I just don't know where to start..." Lu Jiujiu thought about it for a while and looked embarrassed. She started to count with her little fingers: "For example, I feel safe and at ease when I am with you... I never chat with you.
There’s no shortage of topics to talk about, and he always uses weird ways to make me happy. It’s always interesting...is this called humor?”
"..."
"Others are just a few things, such as being reliable at critical moments and being thoughtful... Oh, yes, my grandma said you are a good person, very good at getting things done, and very good at making people happy. Is this considered an advantage?"
"Forget it...forget it..."
Lu Jiujiu said with satisfaction and continued to lower her head and chatter with Ning Yuan...
Ah no, elaborate.
"You have a good personality and it's easy for others to get to know you...this and..."
Lu Jiujiu originally wanted to say that you are somewhat similar to that girl named Gu Guanxue, but after thinking about it, she stopped the car in time and did not say the sentence completely.
"With what?"
"No, it's nothing..."
"What else?"
"And...very caring?"
"Where did you see this?" Master Ning said to himself, "I didn't even know I had this character, but you can actually see it... is it because I added a filter?"
"When I was in junior high school, we would occasionally pass by an alley with a stray dog. Every time you went there, you would go to the supermarket to buy two sausages and throw them to it. Isn't this considered caring?"
"Forget it, guess it..."
Master Ning said in his heart that I didn't do it for you. Let's go there together. If the dog suddenly goes crazy and catches up with you, your legs are short and you can't run fast, so you can only leave the money to buy it while it eats.
When the time comes, hurry up and walk over.
Do you think I will be afraid of it when I walk alone?
"So, after all this searching, you finally came to the conclusion that you are happy being with me?"
"Yes."
"..."
Looking at Lu Hanhan's pure and clear eyes, Ning Yuan suddenly felt that he had realized something.
Do you really need so many reasons to like someone?
Many people who have never experienced relationships will have simple fantasies like this: She doesn’t like me because I’m not good enough. As long as I can become very good and be full of shining points that are enough to attract her, then she will definitely
Only if she likes me can I be worthy of her.
This sentence actually simplifies a very complex reaction into a simple measurement standard. It is acquiesced that everyone likes excellent people. There is nothing wrong with this, but they have never thought that maybe the person they like does not need it.
Why are you so good?
It doesn’t matter whether it’s ordinary or average, as long as it’s you, it’s acceptable to be a little less outstanding.
Maybe there are boys in this world who are taller and more handsome than Ning Yuan, and who can play the piano, write songs, draw and play nunchucks better than Ning Yuan, but is this important to Gu Guanxue?
Just like what Jin Yong wrote in "White Horse Roaring in the West Wind": "Those are very good, but I just don't like them."
Why can't Gu Guanxue like me? Am I bad?
Just kidding, I'm super brave, okay?
The strange emotions were swept away, and Ning Yuan smiled refreshedly. He seemed to no longer have to search for the reason why Gu Guanxue fell in love with him in the first place.
As for the other question...it seems that the answer has been found after two weeks of thinking.
Ning Yuan stood up, touched Lu Jiujiu's little head and chuckled:
"Thank you. I'll treat you to dinner later."
"I have something to do and I have to leave first. There are no classes in the afternoon. You don't have to accompany me. Be careful when you go back to school later. Remember to look at the road."
After giving these instructions, Ning Yuan grabbed his book and left in a hurry. Although Lu Jiujiu was confused, she couldn't keep him and just watched his figure gradually disappear at the door.
You're going so fast...Is there something urgent you need to deal with?
The girl shook her head slightly, indicating that her guess was weak. She stood up to pack her backpack and was about to leave. Suddenly she noticed that a few paper balls with the same color as her notebook paper seemed to have fallen under the table.
With a certain sense of social responsibility, Lu Hanhan felt that even if she was just here to listen... she was still obligated to pick up the paper balls that fell around her and Ning Yuan and throw them into the trash can.
Today's Red Scarf Operation is completed.
Lu Jiujiu picked up the paper ball, looked around and didn't see a trash can, nor did she search carefully in the classroom. She turned around and went out the back door to find a trash can in the corridor to throw it away...
only…
Why does the handwriting on this paper ball look a bit like Ning Yuan?
…
On the other side, Jiang Xihua, who had skipped her elective courses, did not appear in the dormitory or the library, but in a place where she shouldn't be.
In the private room on the second floor of the billiards hall where Ning Yuan and Xiao Zhao met for the first time, Jiang Manyue was sitting on the sofa with a calm expression. Xiao Zhao and Chen Ling were standing there, feeling that they were neither standing nor sitting.
, had no choice but to hang there and lower their heads, looking like two elementary school students who had made a mistake.
"Ahem... Sister Man Yue... You see, Xiao Liu and the others haven't been deceived yet... How about we tell them in advance?"
Upon hearing this three-word lie, Chen Ling couldn't help but glare at Xiao Zhao next to her, her body was trembling and speechless... This guy really leads the way, and sold her brothers without any hesitation!
I really want to fight him! This damn 25-year-old!
Xiao Zhao didn't look sideways, as if he didn't notice Chen Ling's angry eyes at the side. He patted his chest and assured:
"Did that kid Xiao Liu offend you? Tell me, I'm sure he will climb on the plane when he returns to Yanjing during the summer vacation!"
"There's no rush. I'll say hello after everyone is here." Jiang Manyue spoke slowly, glancing at Xiao Zhao unintentionally: "You seem to be in a hurry?"
"No, I'm not in a hurry."
"Oh, we've got it. What's the traffic like today? It's almost time to catch up with the evening rush hour on the Yanjing side..."
Before he finished speaking, the door of the box was pushed open. Xiao Liu complained about the serious traffic jam on the road while walking into the box with Jingjing. They were caught off guard and saw Jiang Manyue sitting on the sofa. Both of them were stunned.
There's a mole!
Xiao Liu turned around and ran away without hesitation. However, Chen Ling and Xiao Zhao grabbed the back of the cushion at an alarming speed. They rushed to the door almost instantly and caught the two guys who wanted to escape.
in hand.
"Run, can you run?"
Xiao Zhao had a sinister smile on his face and thought to himself that if we were to die, let's all die together... You can't sacrifice just one of me, so happiness will come to all of you.
"Don't be so nervous. I'm not here to cause trouble for you." Jiang Xihua stood up, her eyes looking sharp: "I just want to ask you for some information you know."
"Come out one by one, and I will ask you individually."
The girl said and waved to Chen Ling and herself to come out, while the others stayed in the box and waited. Seeing this, Xiao Zhao and the other three looked at each other with their hearts skipping a beat.
Prisoner's Dilemma? Isn't this a trick used by criminals?
This female devil is planning to ask what happened that requires such a big fight...and she specifically asks one by one for fear that we will join forces to lie...?
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