When people face irresistible situations and dilemmas, they often fantasize about the existence of supernatural powers. Master Ning wanted to have a benevolent white-bearded God appear at this moment. He guided Ning Yuan to find his true heart and made an impossible decision.
A decision that you will regret - or simply solve this dilemma from the root cause more thoroughly.
It would be great if Gu Guanxue didn't reject him. In that case, there wouldn't be so many things, right?
Gu Guanxue, you have done all kinds of bad things!
His heart moved slightly when he thought of this. Jiubao is Bai Yueguang and Man Yue is the perfect girlfriend... Then Gu Guanxue may be the girl who is very compatible with him from personality to soul...
Just such a simple chat made me feel a little relieved. Just like the friendly person before, during the conversation and laughter at the barbecue stall at night, I pulled most of my roommates into the same camp.
Gu Guanxue from the Snow Party.
If she really hadn't refused back then, they would have been just a good-looking couple in the eyes of others now. With Gu Guanxue's active temperament, they would definitely not be able to stay idle. They would travel together, travel all over the mountains and rivers, and go and see each other.
The endless green leaves of the lotus leaves are vibrant and vibrant, and you can see the loneliness and desolation of thousands of mountains with birds flying away and thousands of people disappearing...
But there is no point in talking about it at this moment. Choosing one of the two is already entangled enough. He cannot cause trouble for himself and get deeper into Gu Guanxue.
Even if chatting with her seems like you can temporarily forget about the dilemma of choosing between the two, that is not solving the problem, but creating new problems.
"I won't drink any more. I'm not in the mood now."
"So Jiang Manyue's attitude is very determined~" Gu Guanxue said thoughtfully: "Didn't you go find her?"
"I wanted to see her a few days ago in the name of buying breakfast, but unfortunately she didn't seem to want to let me get away with it."
"Is that so..." Gu Guanxue hooked her hand and asked in a low voice, "Do you want me to teach you what to do now?"
Master Ning:?
Is that the dream of returning to the server? Did you, Gu Guanxue, travel through time or did I?
"Forget it...I'll just stay alone for a while..."
"Don't worry, I am one of the culprits after all, and bear certain responsibilities. Let me atone for my sins. I deserve it!"
"Hit me!"
Gu Guanxue stopped talking now, lying on the table and looking at him eagerly, and became quiet as if a sealing spell had been cast on her.
Autistic Xiao Ning silently picked up the coffee and took a sip, then continued to sigh.
Gu Guanxue looked at Ning Yuan's entangled appearance, and her thoughts began to flow... In fact, she was very curious from the beginning. According to Jiang Manyue's original temperament, he should have eliminated them steadily, but suddenly he became so aggressive. It was difficult.
Don't let anyone guess what happened.
She had doubts in her heart. After guessing the general outline of the incident through bits and pieces of fragmented information, Gu Guanxue suspected that the problem should be with Lu Jiujiu...
But what did Lu Jiujiu do to make Jiang Manyue suddenly lose his rationality for a short time? It works so well... I wonder if I can copy it?
Olaf: Your skills belong to me!
Unexpectedly, Lu Jiujiu not only failed to live up to my hopes, but was unexpected! Should this be regarded as a coincidence, or should it be regarded as God's will?
It’s God’s will, it must be God’s will!
No matter how much he does, God has arranged the best~
The girl was thinking about it and the smile between her eyebrows suddenly spread. She held her chin and looked at Ning Yuan without blinking, smiling, as if she was looking at the person she was destined to be.
It's a pity that I don't have a purple-green sword for my future boyfriend to draw~
Master Ning:?
"What do you see me doing?"
"Look at the handsome boy~"
"..."
Ning Yuan was silent for a while and suddenly said bitterly: "Do you think I'm a scumbag? Obviously Lu Jiujiu is waiting for an answer from me, and Man Yue is also waiting for an answer from me, but I'm still sitting here hesitantly.
Don't know what to do."
"To the two of them, they may be quite scumbag." Xuebao said softly: "But to me...actually you can be a bit scumbag~"
"Are you tempting me to commit a crime?" Ning Yuan pinched his eyebrows helplessly: "Miss Gu, I finally wanted to talk to you about my feelings, but this is how you treat me?"
"But apart from that, what else can I say?" Gu Guanxue spread her hands and said, "I can't possibly tell you to choose Jiang Manyue or Lu Jiujiu directly, right?"
"That's right... It's really a luxury to hope that an outsider will show up and give me pertinent advice..."
Master Ning was about to say something when his cell phone, which had been silent for the past few days, suddenly rang. He glanced at the contacts on the screen and was stunned for a moment.
It's Ning Ma.
"Hello?"
"Xiaoyuan...where are you?"
"I'm at school." Ning Yuan was obviously a little uneasy. He avoided Gu Guanxue's sight and replied softly: "Is something wrong?"
"It's nothing serious...it's just that your sister seemed to have been drunk that night and had some wind. She hasn't been very well these two days. She seemed to have a slight fever when I left in the morning. Let's see when you are free to come back and accompany her.
Go to the hospital and check it out, your dad and I are both on duty."
"Is Xiao Ling'er okay?" Ning Yuan frowned and asked, "Has she been feeling unwell for the past two days? When did it start?"
"Then I can't remember clearly. Anyway, come back first when you have time. If not, I'll let her check it out by herself."
"No, no, no, I'll be right back."
After Ning Yuan said this, he listened to a few more instructions, then hung up the phone. After a moment of hesitation, he turned back to his seat and picked up his coat.
"Are you leaving so soon?" Xuebao picked up the coffee, stirred it gently and blew a breath, and the white milk cat latte art suddenly became torn into pieces.
"Well, something happened."
"Do you need my help?" Gu Guanxue asked, "Maybe there is a place where I can be used?"
"..."
"Come here too." Ning Yuan sighed: "I'll call my sister first. If she has a fever, she may need your help to change her clothes."
"Okay~"
She took a sip of coffee, then put down the coffee cup in her hand, and picked up her coat on the chair:
"Let's go~"
They pushed open the door of the cafe, and the cold wind rushed in. Ning Yuan and Gu Guanxue wrapped their coats slightly tightly and walked towards the same destination in silence.
…
Stepping into the gate of Ningyuan's community again after nearly a year, Gu Guanxue looked quite touched. She looked around at the familiar yet unfamiliar scenery and sighed softly:
"Suddenly there is a feeling that things are different and people are different..."
"Don't sound like you're from another world, okay?" Ning Yuan said without replying.
"It's been a long time indeed. I don't know if the proprietress of that fruit shop still remembers me~"
"You were wearing a mask and listening to music with headphones. How could she remember you?"
"Yes, I was wearing a mask~" Gu Guanxue narrowed her eyebrows slightly and seemed to be in a good mood. Her little hand subconsciously wanted to reach out and grab Ning Yuan's arm sleeve, but in the end she still couldn't.
This action.
In fact, there are still changes. Just like if I wanted to grab your sleeve before, I didn't need to be so cautious and worry about gains and losses.
"You don't want to buy fruit, do you?"
"Is that okay?" Gu Guanxue asked with a smile.
"It's not necessary, my parents are not at home."
"But you have to bring something with you when you visit your home."
Ning Yuan: "..."
"No need, my sister won't care about this." Ning Yuan said quietly: "I told you in advance... the situation may change in an instant. Once I hint that you don't need to show up, then you can
Just retreat downstairs and wait for me."
"You can just use me as a tool!"
"I don't have such strange thoughts." Ning Yuanxin said, "I'm asking for your help. Aren't you afraid that some classic R18 type CG will be born soon? If Xiao Ling'er is conscious and nothing serious, then it's best if you don't show up."
The best.
He was really afraid that Xiao Ling'er had deceived Ning Ma and lurked in the house, waiting for him to come back and the whole plot would turn dark. Although their house didn't have such a thing as an entrance hall, they still had to be alert.
Don't ask, just ask because you have a strong awareness of preventing blackening and breaking your legs.
What's more, he actually hasn't replied to his sister's message for several days.
"You stay in the living room for a while. I'll go to my sister's room to check on her. If there's any need, I'll ask you for help."
"okk~"
Gu Guanxue said that he has always been very well-behaved, and it is impossible for him to think about making trouble all day long when he is in trouble at home and abroad.
Master Ning was slightly startled when he heard this, and thought to himself that Gu Guanxue must have a God's perspective, right? Internal and external troubles...she really got it right.
Inside is Xiao Ling'er, outside is Jiujiu and the full moon... This is the sign of a subjugated country due to internal and external troubles!
Your Majesty, Xuebao has harmed the country!
"It's best if you can do what you say."
Ning Yuan replied quietly, then took out the key, opened the door, and looked forward.
The house was quiet, except for the ticking of the clock on the wall.
"Little Ling'er?"
When no one responded, Ning Yuan walked forward, first placed Gu Guanxue obediently on the sofa, offered her a glass of water, and then made a hissing gesture to her.
Gu Guanxue circled her fingers and gave an OK gesture. At the same time, she whispered to him to hurry up and see Ning Yiling.
He knocked lightly at Xiao Ling'er's door, waited for a moment and then opened the door. The curtains in the room were not opened and he looked a little drowsy. Ning Yuan walked over and stretched out his hand to open the curtains, and then he realized that
Little Ling'er was lying on the bed with her eyes closed.
She seemed to have had some kind of nightmare, her brows and eyes were slightly wrinkled, her hair was scattered around her cheeks and forehead, as if she had a fever and was sweating, and her cheeks had a sickly blush. When Ning Yuan saw this situation, he immediately walked to the girl's bedside.
"Little Ling'er...?"
"elder brother…"
Ning Yiling opened her eyes drowsily, and found that Ning Yuan was standing beside her bed for some reason, with his palm covering her forehead. The warm touch made her feel dazed for a moment, and she stretched out her hand to grab it.
The warmth transferred to his cheeks.
"Don't go...I won't say those words to you anymore. Please don't ignore me, okay..."
Tears soaked into the palm of his hand bit by bit, and the girl's dreamy whisper pierced Ning Yuan's silence. These days, on the one hand, he had no time to care about anything else because of the choice between Man Yue and Jiu Jiu, and on the other hand, he was also afraid to face it
Ning Yiling, so he simply chose to escape temporarily.
But escaping from this kind of thing can only hurt the people you love and the people who love you.
He had no way to prove whether Ning Yiling's illness and fever had something to do with his escape, but he could feel Xiao Ling'er's trembling when she held his hand just now. In her sick state, she responded to everything around her completely by instinct.
It was precisely because of this that Ning Yiling said such compromising words to Ning Yuan with infinite grievance.
Under normal circumstances, Xiao Ling'er is arrogant and stubborn. It is impossible for him to say the words of surrender and compromise, but sometimes his inner voice is often hidden in the most vulnerable moments.
On the night when the person he liked was about to confess his love to another girl, he tried to break through the layer of window paper between each other. In the end, not only did he fail, but Ning Yuan began to be afraid of facing her. He did not go home.
Even simple conversations on the phone began to lose audio.
Xiao Ling'er, who was not confident about this relationship, suddenly couldn't help but start thinking wildly. She knew that she actually liked someone she shouldn't like, but what could be done about it?
It would be nice if I didn't hear that conversation. In that case, I would still treat him as a brother and act like a baby without restraint. I wouldn't have to worry about Lu Jiujiu snatching him away, and I could always be a sister who doesn't know anything.
.
This seems to be not the first time that he has hurt people close to him. Whether it was Lu Jiujiu before, Man Yue now, or Ning Yiling, they were all hurt to some extent because of his selfish actions.
Even the damage continues.
"I'm sorry...my brother was wrong." Ning Yuan said softly: "I was too selfish before."
Ning Yiling murmured unconsciously, her forehead still feeling a little hot. She instinctively wanted to nestle into Ning Yuan's hand, like a cub seeking familiar and warm shelter.
"I'm sorry, before... I only considered myself... and didn't care about your feelings... I'm sorry..."
"I will never be like this again." He looked solemnly at the sleeping Ning Yiling, reached out and brushed the broken hair from her forehead: "Can you forgive me?"
Ning Yiling didn't speak, and fell asleep with steady breathing after a while. Ning Yuan stayed with the girl quietly beside the bed for a while, then thought of Gu Guanxue waiting outside, gently took out his hand and walked out.
Gu Guanxue, who was sitting on the sofa waiting quietly, was just as she said. She had been calm and had no thoughts of causing trouble. When she saw Ning Yuan coming out, she stood up and asked:
"How is Little Ling'er doing?"
"She has a slight fever, but she has already fallen asleep. When she wakes up, she will take some medicine and change her clothes. She should be much better."
"Then I'll wait a little longer." Gu Guanxue sat down again: "Anyway, I have nothing else to do today."
"Thanks."
"You're welcome. I took the initiative to help you." Gu Guanxue said quietly, "But your mood seems not right? What happened?"
"No, it's nothing." Ning Yuan was silent for a moment, and then seemed to be talking to himself or to Gu Guanxue:
"I guess I shouldn't drag it out like this any longer."