Lan Fu still remembers what he said under the tree.
"I appreciate the girl's kindness, but I don't want to ruin her reputation."
Lan Fu shook her head like a rattle, showing him that she didn't care at all.
But Ah Lian seemed to have guessed what she was thinking. He always turned his back to her and murmured: "I don't know if it's cold in Bingzhou now. I haven't seen A Ci for a long time."
Lan Fu understood what he meant almost instantly. The person in his heart was Huan Ci, and she knew it. He had noticed it when he was in Puzhou. The look in the man's eyes could not have been more obvious to outsiders. Only Huan Ci
The authorities are so confused that they know nothing about it.
At that time, she was almost giving up, but Huan Ci suddenly came to the capital. As soon as she came, she became involved with Fu Shen. That night, Ah Lian was very drunk. At that time, his injuries were not fully healed, so Lan Fu borrowed
I went to see him in the name of delivering medicine, but I saw him sitting alone under the moon, drinking alone.
The autumn wind in September made people feel discouraged. The man murmured to himself unconsciously, but when he saw Lan Fu, he didn't say a word.
Lan Fu only hated herself for being mute. If she could speak, she would have a heart-to-heart talk with him now.
But in addition, she had another trick. The wine she brewed was the best in the capital. As a result, both of them were drunk that night. When they woke up, they were lying on the same couch, but she knew very well that during the night
Nothing happened.
Even so, Ah Lian kept apologizing to her and begging her for forgiveness.
Lan Fu didn't blame him. She made him drink on purpose last night. If not, how could she have elicited so many heartfelt remarks from him?
He said: "Actually, I know how to read, but A Ci said that she would teach me personally, so I pretended not to know and waited for her to hand it to me one by one. I pretended so many times that ordinary people should have learned it long ago.
, I was the only one who pretended that I hadn’t learned yet, but she still refused to scold me and praised me for being a studious person.”
"Later, the prince ordered me to learn martial arts, and the times I could see her became less and less. Fortunately, Ayao always talked about her when she saw me, so I can feel at ease."
"I know there is a huge difference between me and her, but she is the one in my sleep. When I see him, I feel happy. No matter what difficulties I have, it is not a big deal."
"When she grew up, she still had her original temperament and ran out to play every day. The prince couldn't control her at all, so he sent me to protect her. I have been incognito for these years, and it is really difficult to enrich my minions.
It's difficult, so I can only live under the wings of the prince."
"I just thought that one day I would be able to stand upright in front of her, but who knew that she would actually fall in love with a little-known boy in Bingzhou City. I sent her to school every day, thinking she was there for fun, but who knew
She actually did it for him."
"She had never been like this before. I was instantly confused, but I didn't know what to do. Until I saw the two of them hugging each other under the tree, how could that man dare to kiss her? I really hated her at that time.
, hate my own identity, hate my cowardice over the years. But even if that person is not me, he cannot be such a boy who does not know etiquette, justice and shame, so I designed to let the prince know about their affairs."
"Who would have known that she was so devoted to Fu Shen that she actually defied her father's orders for her. Although she gave up in the end, I began to feel sad for her. I couldn't see her crying or being unhappy. She
She shouldn't be that kind of person. She shouldn't be awake all night long, shouldn't hug her knees and cry quietly. She should be a lively and lovely woman who deserves the best things in the world."
"She is obviously so good, but the people from the Jinyang Li family ruined her reputation like this for personal gain. I was so angry, and so was the prince, but we didn't dare to tell her. But she didn't seem to care about it.
, even if the engagement is broken off, she will not be sad."
"My life was not easy during those three years. The prince was suppressed in every aspect. He began to put aside his past scruples and use me again. Naturally, I was happy because I had a chance. But she was still unhappy and always secretly inquired about him.
The news. I heard that he won the third prize and made an exception to stay in the capital and became a capital official. At that time, I was really jealous and crazy. How could he win her favor? "
"When I heard that the emperor summoned her to the capital, the prince and I were both frightened, but the prince was unwilling to rebel, so she had to rush to the capital. I didn't want to leave her for a moment, but I didn't expect that she would see him as soon as she entered the palace.
I guessed it when I saw him at the palace gate. It must have been his idea. At that time, A Ci gave up on him because of the plan between me and the prince. How could someone like him be willing to do so?"
"I thought he would take revenge on A Ci, so I wished I could protect her all the time. But there are always so many things that I need to do. Without me, he could easily get close to her. It has been three years, and she should have forgotten.
His, but he pulled her in front of him again."
The man became calmer and calmer as he spoke, and finally he lay down on the ground and looked at the bright moon in the sky: "Even though she was engaged to the prince at that time, I could still feel her loss. The way she looked at him was always the same as when she looked at an ordinary person.
The time was different, especially the time when I looked at me. I understood then that that person was really important to her."
"But I've kept that worry in my heart for so many years. How could I be willing to give up like that?"
The small courtyard was quiet, and there was no sound anymore. Under the moonlight, she secretly looked at the man's expression, but found a tear falling from the corner of his eye.
Yes, how can a person who has been hidden in his heart for many years, who is always remembered day and night, and who always breaks in for no reason in his dreams, be forgotten overnight?
The man leaned on his arm and said nothing. When she turned back, he was already fast asleep. There was also a lot of wine in front of her, all of which she brewed herself. If she didn't drink it, it would all be wasted.
Following this excuse, she drank like that for the first time, and finally she was drunk. The bright moonlight seemed to shine directly in her heart, but she seemed unable to shed a single tear.
Maybe her heart had died a long time ago, and only her soul followed him after she was rescued from the water. The joy of thinking about the boy by the lake over the years was clearly a one-man show, or a funny one-man show.
Even though she was drunk, she could still feel the cold wind in late autumn. She forgot how she helped the man back to the room, and she also forgot how she fell asleep directly on that Arhat's couch, but she knew clearly,
Nothing happened between them.
Huan Ci soon discovered that Ah Lian was also in the Prime Minister's Mansion, but she was too busy getting along with Fu Shen to pay attention to Ah Lian.
I don’t know what happened between them, but their relationship quickly broke through. During that time, she often thought that she should not pester Ah Lian in the future, but the man always came to apologize to her because of what happened that night.
Even though she wrote it countless times and didn't need to take it to heart, Ah Lian was a very ethical person and even said she was willing to take responsibility for it.
What kind of responsibility should he take for such a thing? He is too naive, not to mention that no one knows about it.
She grew up in a place like that and had seen too much about urinating. Such a small thing would not bother her at all.
She thought that Fu Shen was so busy that he would not notice that little thing about her, but she didn't know why the two of them had an argument again when they were in Jinyun City. The man stayed up late at night and came to her room. He was so harsh for the first time.
scolded her.
"I thought you were a woman with great ambitions, but I didn't expect that you are also a person obsessed with love."
There were days when she could speak. Later, she thought that not being able to speak was much better than being able to speak. But during that time, she often hated herself for not being able to speak.
"I'm not that kind of person." She thought silently, lowering her head humbly in front of the man.
"I'm not asking you to cut off your love, but you should also know how to handle it. Who is he? Who are they? How can we be worthy of them?"
From the moment he said these words, Lan Fu knew that he must have been angry with Huan Ci, so he came to him to go crazy.
"Third Master shouldn't be such a person, becoming so indecisive for a woman." She only dared to say these words to herself.
Unexpectedly, the man poured cold water on him one basin after another.
"Since you have been with him for so long, you should know who he is in his heart. Don't you know?" he asked rhetorically.
How could you not know? It’s just because you know that it hurts.
She nodded unconsciously, and only when she raised her eyes did she see the man's deep gaze.
"Do you know why I singled you out among so many people? Because although you are young, you are a person who has experienced big things. You know how to advance and retreat and know how to measure your balance. I have trained you over the years, and you have never been more successful.
Not to see a situation like this today."
Lan Fu's eyes turned red as soon as these words came out. Yes, she has had a harder time than the maids in the yard these years, because she always has to learn a lot more and face a lot of things.
She walked up to the man to admit her mistake, but Huan Ci suddenly opened the door and walked in.
The scene in front of her surprised the woman, and she was almost about to run away, but Fu Shen spoke again at this moment: "Since you have this idea, and his master is here, why not follow her."
Lan Fuduan didn't expect that he would say such words, so he rushed over and hugged the man's leg, shaking his head in rejection.
"It's okay for you to follow me. Besides, I think your heart is no longer here. In that case, why don't you leave here from now on?" Fu Shen stared at her closely and said.
Tears welled up in Lan Fu's eyes, and she was unwilling to do so, but she couldn't say a word and could only shake her head to express her meaning.
"Do you still remember why I want to use you?" she heard the man ask her.
Lan Fu nodded quickly. Because he was struggling in that family, he cultivated confidants, and she was his confidant in the inner house. She knew how much he hated the two masters of Fu Mansion, but she didn't know the reason for this hatred.
