His father is Kotomine Rimasa, and in 1967, Kotomine Kirei was born into this world.
Samura Anno noticed that Kotomine Kirei was not a normal person.
It can even be said that he is not a human being.
This is a fact that has been established from the moment of birth.
He cannot regard beautiful things as happiness.
He takes pleasure in ugly things.
This is an inherently evil freak, an evil ghost disguised as a human being, a weird individual that is completely contrary to human nature.
It's normal for this kind of thing to happen, Zuo Cun knows it well.
The base of human beings is huge. Under such a huge base, it is not surprising that any kind of individual will appear.
Of course, if Kirei Kotomine just has such a simple anti-social personality, then maybe that's all.
This monster with antisocial personality lives in a world full of serious restrictions. He seems to have noticed something and realized that he is different.
He took the initiative to put away his fangs, tried to tame his animal nature, and let himself become a "normal person".
But perhaps, it was precisely because he realized his differences and his distorted nature that was different from ordinary people that he felt confused.
He began to ask the gods to answer his questions.
Like his father, he became a devout believer.
But God's answer did not come, and Kotomine Kirei needed to find the answer himself - this is the so-called God's will.
Kotomine Kirei is also a talented person.
It can even be said that his talent is greater than 99% of the people in this world.
In 1981, Kirei Kotomine skipped two years from St. Inajius Theological Seminary in Manresa and graduated as a leading student.
Excellent results do not make him feel happy.
Praise from his father and principal couldn't make him feel happy either.
He always has that expressionless look on his face, as if that expression can handle anything.
"It's really creepy, Kotomine Kirei."
Samura looked at Kotomine Kirei's back with a hint of fear in his eyes.
He has seen countless people in his life, and he knows what kind of people are the most feared, and he also knows what kind of people are the most disgusting.
Kotomine Kirei's nature is contrary to that of ordinary people. He is destined to be a terrifying thing that is contrary to the human species, but he hides his fangs and tames his animal nature.
but--
The biggest truth Zuo Cun has learned in his life is that human nature never changes.
Even if you try to hide it, try to tame it, and try to change it, you still can't do it.
Nature is the greatest and most deep-rooted evil in human beings.
It is a shackle that completely locks a person's life, a shackle that cannot be broken away from.
Hiding is not feasible and taming is doomed to failure.
Kotomine Kirei's behavior is destined to create hidden dangers for himself and the people around him.
Once one day he realizes that his truth cannot be changed, his nature, his animality, and the differences between him and humans will completely explode.
At that time, enjoying his own happiness was the most important thing for Kotomine Kirei.
In terms of Mine Kirei's happiness, what is it?
Samura Anno doesn't know, he is not a clairvoyant EX, he can't see.
The only thing he could be sure of was that Kotomine Kirei's so-called happiness definitely represented the misfortune of others.
Especially the misfortune of those close to him.
A hint of murderous intent flashed in Zuo Cun's eyes.
He will not be bound by the Command Seal. Although Kotomine Kirei is not weak, it is still unrealistic to fight against a servant like him. He can kill Kotomine Kirei.
Still, keep looking.
Zuocun shook his head and continued to focus on the scene in front of him.
Kotomine Kirei is looking for change.
He is looking for other ways to achieve happiness besides his own nature.
He wants to change the abnormality and experience the feeling of warmth and happiness like a normal person.
He became a young priest to guide others to listen to God's will.
He went to learn magic, trying to intoxicate himself through learning.
He also learned martial arts from his father and wanted to try out boxing and kicking to see if it could make him feel happy.
He also became the agent of the Holy Church, but even though he became a first-class agent and helped the church handle countless dirty work, he still could not experience the so-called "happiness".
【happiness】.
For ordinary people, it is difficult and far away, let alone for Kotomine Kirei.
Kotomine Kirei once again made a new attempt.
This attempt is called [marriage].
Claudia Ordesia, this terminally ill beautiful woman with white hair and golden eyes, became the wife of Kotomine Kirei.
Zuocun watched this scene and clenched his fists.
Claudia is a magical woman. Like Samura Anno, she recognized what kind of person Kotomine Kirei was the first time she saw him.
In response, she just smiled.
To her, this is nothing. She is already terminally ill and can experience marriage and the feeling of being loved at the end of her life. So what if the person who loves her is a monster?
She loves Kotomine Kirei unreservedly, loves her husband, understands his distortions, and comforts her soul that has been seeking happiness.
but--
This is useless.
Kotomine Kirei cannot feel happy because of such behavior.
What can make him happy is his wife's misfortune.
The next year, Claudia gave birth to a daughter for Kotomine Kirei, named Karen Ordesia. Claudia, who was severely damaged by the birth of her daughter, also came to the end of her life.
"I cannot love you, Claudia."
There was pain in Kotomine Kirei's voice.
But it's not the pain that comes from the fact that his wife is about to die, but the pain that comes from not being able to truly fall in love with his wife.
He took out the dagger and planned to end his weird life in front of his wife's bed.
But Claudia smiled.
She took the dagger from Kotomine Kirei's hand and pointed it at herself.
"No, Kirei."
"I know you love me."
"Look, you're crying."
Claudia commits suicide.
This was the last gift she left to the people she loved in her life. She wanted to use this method to awaken Kotomine Kirei's [happiness].
Kotomine Kirei cried silently, but under the cover of his dull eyes, an idea came to his mind uncontrollably.
If Claudia really wanted to die, he hoped that he would kill her.
But Claudia is dead.
He lowered his head and cried in shock.
Finally, he left the ward, leaving Claudia's body lying in a pool of blood.