Zuocun was writing something at his desk when he suddenly realized that his door was opened.
Click—
This is...the sound of the bullet loading.
Zuocun realized something.
"You killed my father." Kana gritted her teeth in her voice.
She looked at this familiar back, but she was not at all friendly, and some were just angry.
Tears dripped from Kana's eyes on his arms and fell to the ground.
Zuocun put the pen aside and turned it quietly.
He looked at the black muzzle.
"Yes."
"Why do you do this--." Kana couldn't control her emotions, and her whole body was trembling with anger and sadness.
A violent tremor.
"I just gave him a choice." Zuocun smiled and slowly stated the facts.
Kana closed her eyes, tears surging uncontrollably.
"So, so you adopted me openly after killing my father?"
She questioned, questioned loudly, collapsed and hysterical.
"Why did you adopt me? To make a joke? To play a fake family game? Or do you feel happy to see the daughter of the person who died because of you."
Kana's fingers were trembling.
She wanted to pull the trigger.
"I'm sorry, Nao Nao." Zuomura's eyes were slightly dim. "Your father died because of me. It may be fine if I killed him with my own hands."
"But... Naona, there's one thing I can be sure of."
Zuocun put his hands on his knees and smiled.
"I'm really happy to watch you grow up."
Kana was stunned.
"If you want to kill me, I won't move." Zuocun did not move, but his eyes were a little lost.
"Why?" Kana cried violently.
"Why!!!!!!"
Bang—
Zuocun closed his eyes.
Kana threw the gun aside and lay on the ground.
This shot was heading towards the ceiling.
"Why--"
"Why do you treat me like this-"
She hid her face and curled up.
"Why can't I do it--"
Kana cried loudly.
Zuocun slowly opened his eyes.
He walked to Kana and hugged Kana gently.
"Don't cry."
Zuocun also shed two lines of tears.
"I just don't want to... leave you alone."
“Because I’m alone…really scared.”
"I know you hate me, Kana, I won't justify myself."
Zuomura gently patted Kana's back.
"I just feel...I'm really happy to have a daughter like you in my life."
Nai suddenly hugged Zuocun.
She was still crying, crying violently.
Zuomura closed his eyes in pain, patted Kana's head and patted Kana's back.
"Don't cry."
"Don't cry."
He didn't know how to comfort Naka.
But he knew that his sins could not be erased.
Now, he just wants his daughter to stop crying.
"Why, Mr. Zuomura—"
Kana hugged Zuocun, tears wet Zuocun's chest.
"Why—aaa—"
Kana didn't know what he was asking.
She didn't know what answer she wanted.
She felt like she was going crazy.
Zuocun murmured, "Why..."
“Maybe it just because…”
"You are my daughter..."
Finally, Kana, who was tired of crying, fell asleep in Zuocun's arms.
Zuomura sent Kana back to his room and covered her with a quilt.
Putting the gun on the table in Kana's room, Zuocun walked out quietly.
He sat on the top of the tree, looking at the moon, not knowing what he was thinking.
I only felt two lines of tears flowing down like that.
......
the next day.
Kana touched her head and woke up.
She looked down and didn't know what she was thinking.
Zuocun's door was not closed, and you can see from outside that Zuocun was not in the house.
"Mr. Zuomura..." Kana murmured to himself, and fell to the ground with some weakness.
Mr. Zuocun...will not come back...
When he opened the door, Nao Na saw Zuo Village, who was lying on the ground next to a tree, who had not yet woken up.
Wine utensils were scattered around Zuocun.
"Mr. Zuomura!" Kana hurried over.
She wanted to carry Zuocun to the house, but for some reason she felt that Zuocun was so terrible.
There was no way to get Zuocun into the house, so Kana had to let Zuocun lean against the tree, at least not lying completely on the ground.
Zuocun slept very hard, or was drunk very hard.
To be continued...