Three days later, everything was ready, and Lu Xiao and Li Guishou officially performed the surgery to disfigure Xiao Yu.
According to Xiaoyu's request, she wants an ordinary face.
The whole process lasted for six hours. When Xiao Yu's face was finally sutured completely, Lu Xiao felt a little tired. The kind of tiredness that comes from being very concentrated and then suddenly relaxed.
At this time, Xiaoyu's consciousness began to gradually wake up. Her skills were not weak, and her resistance to anesthetics was stronger than expected.
"Don't move yet. Within five days after the operation, you can only lie in bed. Yu'er will bring you food."
Xiao Yu hummed softly. Lu Xiao also stood up and left the room.
Life on the ship continued. Xiaoyu, a famous killer in the world, was just an ordinary patient here in Li Guishou. He had seen many big shots in the world.
On the other hand, Yu'er was very interested in Xiao Yu and often went to the house to chat with her. Yu'er followed Li Guishou and met many people from all walks of life since she was a child. But people like the big sister in front of her are beautiful and powerful.
, this is the first time I’ve seen it.
Xiaoyu is actually not a patient person, at least not before. But the changed Xiaoyu is like a new person. She tries to look at the world with another mentality and perspective.
After all, this is what that person expects from her.
Five days later, Xiao Yu could get out of bed and move around. But she still couldn't see the light. Lu Xiao asked Yu'er to prepare a straw hat for her to block the light.
Lu Xiao was still telling stories to Yu'er. He noticed that every time he told a story, Xiao Yu's movements would become lighter, and she was eavesdropping.
Xiao Yu actually envied Yu'er and Lu Xiao because they seemed to be happy every day. This was the thing she couldn't understand the most.
She had been adopted and trained by Blackstone since she was a child. In her memory, she had never been truly happy in the first half of her life. In her eyes, Lu Xiao and Yu'er were also people in the world. Why were they able to live so happily?
"What are you thinking about?"
Lu Xiao's voice startled Xiaoyu. She subconsciously pressed the hilt of her sword. But in the end, she held back at the last moment.
"nothing."
"That's good." Lu Xiao didn't say anything more, but placed a bottle of wine in front of Xiao Yu. He knew she would need it.
That night, Lu Xiao finally coaxed Yu'er to sleep. He walked to the bow of the boat to blow in the wind. Not long after, he heard footsteps coming from behind.
Xiao Yu walked to Lu Xiao and sat on the bow. He took out a bottle of wine and two wine glasses and placed them in front of Lu Xiao.
"I'll buy you a drink."
Lu Xiao chuckled lightly, picked up the wine glass and took a sip.
“It doesn’t taste very good!”
"Doesn't it taste good? This is the wine you gave me. You don't want to drink it yourself?"
"Haha, of course I am willing to drink my own wine. But if someone uses my wine and invites me to drink it, then the wine will not taste so good."
"..." Xiao Yu was silent for a moment, then took out a gold brick the size of an adult's palm and slapped it in front of Lu Xiao.
"I bought your wine."
"Yeah, yeah, now this wine tastes better."
"Hahahaha..." Even Xiaoyu, who had been cold-faced all day, was made to laugh out loud by Lu Xiao's operation. But soon, she fell silent again.
"You said, if I change my face, can I really get rid of the past?"
"No." Lu Xiao replied neatly. This made Xiao Yu stunned on the spot. This seemed to be a bit different from what he thought.
"The past is divided into two types. One is this world, where so many things happen every day. But those things that have passed are gone forever. You don't need to avoid them, because they will never come back again.
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The other kind is the past in your heart. It is hidden deep in your heart. Whenever you think you have forgotten it, it will reappear. You must know that all the weapons in the world cannot hurt people as much as the past.
So deep.”
Xiaoyu fell silent. Lu Xiao's words could be said to have revealed the most fearful side in her heart. The essence of her change of appearance was to escape from the past. But as Lu Xiao said, the past cannot be escaped.
One day, it will catch up with itself.
In fact, Xiaoyu herself knew this truth very well. Otherwise, she would not have taken away Rama's body. As long as she defected, she would be hunted by Black Stone for life. This was inevitable. Therefore, she took away Rama's body,
In fact, I want to leave a way out for myself. At the last moment, I can also use it to negotiate terms.
The drizzle drained the wine in the glass.
"I actually know this very well. As long as Blackstone still exists, I will never be able to get rid of them completely. But I still want to try, because this is a person's entrustment to me."
"That person must love you very much!" Lu Xiao said these words in an emotional tone. This made Xiaoyu look over with a look of disbelief.
"Only when you deeply love someone will you tell her this kind of request. Forget the past and start over. This is not just a request, but actually more of an expectation. He hopes you can do it.
So, can you do it? Or, do you love him?"
"I...I don't know. Growing up, I only knew how to kill people and didn't know how to love others. He found me. For three months, he didn't allow me to kill anyone and recited Buddhist scriptures for me every day.
But I don’t understand those Buddhist scriptures at all.”
"But you understood what he was thinking, right?"
This section was the one that impressed Lu Xiao the most in the movie. Monk Lu Zhu stopped the murderous female devil and wanted to enlighten her with Buddhist teachings. However, during the three months of entanglement, he found that his mood had changed.
.He fell in love with Xiaoyu.
On one side was the Buddha he served, and on the other was his own heartbeat. Lu Zhu was caught in a dilemma. In the end, he chose to end this bad relationship with his own hands. He could neither betray the Buddha nor his own feelings, so he only
Being able to betray one's own heart. This is the profound meaning of Lu Zhu's sentence in the movie, "The opportunity for Zen has arrived."
The Zen opportunity here refers not only to the opportunity for him to enlighten Xiao Yu with his life. It is also the Zen opportunity for him to cut off his own love sin.
"...It wasn't until my sword pierced his chest that I truly understood his thoughts. But I would rather not understand. I just want him to live." Xiao Yu could no longer suppress it.
Unable to control his emotions, he burst into tears.
"I have never had a good impression of Buddhism. But now it seems that you are very lucky. You have met a real eminent monk. It is a pity that you did not meet Master Lu Zhu. We could have become friends."
Lu Xiao felt a little emotional that he didn't like Buddhism very much. But at the same time, he also admitted that some real high-level Buddhists were worthy of admiration.
"I was worried that being sentimental would harm my holy life, and when I entered the mountains, I was afraid of being separated from the beautiful city. I have both peace of mind in this world, and I will live up to the Tathagata and live up to you!"
