Chapter 334 In his world, there has always been only one she
Zhou Buyan's diary, like his own words, did not record much, just a few words. But through these few words, the years they had passed through were revealed to her again bit by bit.
"Your Highness is sick. It's my fault. I failed to protect her."
"Your Highness is awake, thank God."
"Your Highness is unhappy because of Xiao Shaoqing, and I really want him to shut up forever, but His Highness said you can't kill people casually, so I want to sew his mouth shut."
"Your Highness is missing. I will find him. If anything happens to your highness, I will kill them, everyone."
"I found His Highness. Your Highness is still alive. It's great."
"Your Highness always takes a peek at Shen Zongjun."
"Your Highness, I'm not very happy today."
"Your Highness can meow, your Highness is a little rabbit..."
Zhou Buyan's excitement can be clearly seen from the diary. After reading the diary, Chu Xingchen realized that Zhou Buyan liked Miaomiao so much.
Only then did she realize that all her previous behaviors were seen by him.
"Why didn't you say anything?"
Chu Xingchen took a deep breath and said, "Zhou Buyan, as long as you wake up and you want to see a meow, I will meow for you. I can also ask the musician to set the music for me, which is guaranteed to be better than before."
"I can also wear cat ears and doll costumes, and use pink kitten paws to sing to you. I will let people do it now. In addition to cats, the same goes for little rabbits. I can wear rabbit ears and rabbit costumes, as long as I promise you everything when you wake up."
As Chu Xingchen spoke, he called Xia Zhi over and asked her to arrange for someone to do it. He was afraid that they would not understand, so he simply drew a picture and said, "That's it."
After Xia Zhi left, Chu Xingchen looked at Zhou Buyan and said, "Look, I keep my word. You haven't woken up even after you made the clothes."
"Although the clothes are not ready yet and there are no musicians, I will sing to you now, okay? You can listen to it more when you wake up."
Chu Xingchen took a deep breath and smiled, "Let's meow like a cat and meow together..."
But she sang it, but it was still useless to Zhou Buyan.
"Is it because my voice is ugly and not as good as before, that you don't like it?"
Chu Xingchen was lying on his stomach to regain his strength. He didn't notice Zhou Buyan's hand and moved it twice, as if he wanted to meow.
Chu Xingchen continued to read the notebook, but what followed was no longer as pleasant as before.
"His Royal Highness is unhappy because of Mr. Shen Tie today."
"I want to kill Shen Cangzhu, but he chose someone else, but I can't. If I kill His Highness, I will cry."
"His Highness's injuries are very serious and there will still be scars on his face. Today is still the day when I want to kill Shen Cangzhu. When can I kill him?
"Your Highness didn't smile today. It would be great if I could kill Shen Cangzhu."
"I was also holding back from killing Lord Shen today. I wanted to do it several times but held back."
"I killed Lord Shen in my dream today."
Zhou Buyan's diary changed in those few days, and he was very murderous. It could be regarded as one hundred and ten ways for Shen Cangzhu to die.
"I still can't hold back Shen Cangzhu today. I can't go on like this. His Highness hasn't laughed for a long time. Even if he smiles, he's not really happy. I have to make His Highness smile happily."
"In order to make His Highness happy, I resisted killing Shen Cangzhu and tried to give him a chance, but it was useless. Your Highness is still unhappy."
Obviously, the whole page is full of killing, and the most common word is the word "kill". People who don't know it even think that this is the murder record of a murderer, and it feels scary to look at it.
Every word "kill" was full of murderous intent, and every stroke contained hidden murderous intent. But it was such a terrible word that made Chu Xingchen burst into tears.
It turned out that when she looked at Shen Cangzhu, he had been looking at her.
He remembered all her emotions, her moods, what she liked and what she didn't like. He remembered them all.
He even remembered some of the little habits and actions that she didn't even know she had.
Her thoughts and his were all on it. He didn't write any words about love or liking in the whole article, but it was full of love.
Only then did she realize that he was the person who understood her best, because he was always by her side and watching her every day.
Before he learned to love or didn't know how to love, he only had her in his eyes and heart.
At that time, he didn't know what liking meant, but he knew that he wanted to stay by her side, as a shadow or in any other capacity.
The murderous aura in the notebook didn't disappear until Chu Xingchen became happy.
"Because of the fireflies, His Highness finally smiled today."
"Your Highness is shining, hundreds of times more beautiful and warm than fireflies. She is like a little sun, shining and warming me."
"For the first time, I really wanted to write poetry, but I couldn't."
"The jianjia is green and the white dew is like frost. The only so-called beauty is Your Highness."
"Your Highness is like a star, Your Highness is like the sun, bright and warm."
"No, the sun is not as bright and warm as your Highness..."
Zhou Buyan may have discovered that as he wrote this poem, not to mention imitating and rewriting it, it was no longer a poem at all, and he stopped writing it later.
Chu Xingchen looked at the notebook, crying and laughing. She never knew that Zhou Buyan was so disgusting and that he actually wrote poems.
Chu Xingchen saw Zhou Buyan's record of trying to raise fireflies but failing.
I saw a lot of records of hey hey hey, all of which were hey hey. Those hey heys were because I was happy, and I wrote them countless times a hundred times. Your Highness kissed me a hundred times.
Those hehes were all for his joy, but later it was the Supreme Emperor who wanted him dead.
Later, Zhou Buyan once again said that he wanted to kill Shen Cangzhu, but there was no reason. What followed was his battlefield record.
"The only thing I can do to help you is kill everyone who threatens you."
There is no record after that.
Occasionally, I wrote the date, but there was no record, only a faint trace of blood.
Those were his darkest days, until he was about to return to Feng'an City and see Chu Xingchen again.
He still hates Shen Cangzhu because Shen Cangzhu is in poor health and she has always been with him.
At the end of the diary, Chu Xingchen saw a line secretly written by Zhou Buyan.
"I want to be an imperial husband. Only an imperial husband can live and die in the same quilt as your majesty."
"I want to know how to be a royal husband, and I can't let His Majesty down."
It turns out that this is the reason why Zhou Buyan has been busy.
Zhou Buyan may have been busy after that and did not take any more notes. At the end of the notebook, there were only a few lines of words, and the handwriting was scrawled, as if he had written it in a hurry.
"Your Majesty, I'm sorry that I didn't know you liked me sooner."
"But if you can be happy, these regrets will be nothing."
"It is my great fortune to meet His Majesty in my life."
From beginning to end, Zhou Buyan never regretted anything. He was devoted to Chu Xingchen and only had her in his heart.
His world was just like this notebook, there was always only one her.
Chu Xingchen had always felt insecure, and Zhou Buyan had already given him what he had been asking for.
Chu Xingchen held his notebook and burst into tears.
She just wanted to know what Zhou Buyan was thinking and what he wanted to do, but there was only her in the notebook, and she was the only one he wanted from the beginning to the end.
[The author has something to say]
May all the deep love in the world be seen, even if it is a little late.