When Chu Xingchen tried to pull Zhou Buyan in the past, it was usually on his sleeves or arms and wrists, but he never held hands.
This time, Chu Xingchen chose to hold hands. She longed for those sweet holding hands, and she also longed for those with fingers intertwined.
In the end, let alone intertwining their fingers, Chu Xingchen went to hold Zhou Buyan's hand, but Zhou Buyan immediately dodged away.
Chu Xingchen was stunned, and so was Zhou Buyan.
Chu Xingchen looked at his hand, "Zhou Buyan, you...you avoided my hand? I held your hand, but you avoided it..."
Zhou Buyan's behavior really hurt Chu Xingchen's heart. It was so outrageous. Did he say he liked her?
Seeing that Chu Xingchen was angry, Zhou Buyan suddenly broke out in a cold sweat, "I...I didn't mean it, I was just afraid...I was afraid of hurting you."
He had known a long time ago that Chu Xingchen's hands were very white and soft, as white and soft as clouds.
He also felt it just now, and the softness was more obvious when placed together with his hands.
His hands were really hard and rough, and covered with scars and calluses. Her hands were so soft, and he was even afraid of hurting her hands.
His hand was filled with blood, the stench crawled out of the bones, and he had touched so much filth in this world.
And Your Majesty, she is so clean and soft.
For a moment, Zhou Buyan could hardly control his inferiority complex and flinched. He felt that he was not worthy and was afraid that she would be disgusted.
Unexpectedly, his action hurt His Majesty. Zhou Bu explained incoherently, "Your Majesty, my hands are dirty and have scars. Don't hurt you..."
Chu Xingchen felt heartbroken when he heard Zhou Buyan's explanation, "I'm not made of tofu. It will break and hurt if I touch it. I'm not that delicate."
"And your hands are dirty, aren't they just scars? These are medals for your hard work in the past, so what are you afraid of?"
Chu Xingchen had always known that Zhou Buyan seemed to have a low self-esteem. It could be seen from his diary that he regarded her as the sun, but he did not expect to have such low self-esteem.
"Zhou Buyan, don't think like that in the future. You have to remember that I like you because you are worthy and you are good enough. I will never dislike you just because your hands are not soft."
Chu Xingchen stretched out his hand, "You avoided me just now and made me sad. Now I punish you for taking the initiative to hold my hand."
Zhou Buyan felt that his heart had almost stopped and started beating again.
How could his Majesty be so good?
He took a deep breath and held Chu Xingchen's hand cautiously and even somewhat reverently.
He was so cautious, as if he had the whole world in his grasp.
It is indeed his whole world.
Chu Xingchen was once an unattainable existence for him, and he never forced her to fall into his hands, just like how a mortal can force the stars in the sky to stay for him.
As long as he could stay with her and let her continue to light up his world, he would be satisfied. But now, the stars in the sky stayed for him and fell into his hands.
What kind of luck this was, no matter how long it took, he was still grateful.
Chu Xingchen was disturbed by his attitude. For a moment, he suddenly felt that holding hands, which was the easiest thing in love, became cautious.
He was so cautious, but his movements were a little clumsy.
It seems like a child is learning to hold hands for the first time. How can he be cute?
"Relax, just hold hands."
Chu Xingchen turned his back on his guests, held his hand tighter and swayed slightly as he walked, "Just look at it like this."
Zhou Buyan nodded and let her soft hand fall on his palm, so small that his heart fell.
He didn't dare to use force for fear of hurting her, so the two of them held hands and walked around the room. It took Chu Xingchen a while to realize that he had done such a stupid thing.
Then, she soon discovered that maybe they were too nervous. Although there was an ice basin in the room, their palms were sweaty.
Zhou Buyan also noticed it and wanted to let go but couldn't.
Chu Xingchen saw that he was still a little stiff, so he deliberately scratched the palm of his hand, and then saw that he was completely frozen.
The palm of the hand is a very sensitive place, and Zhou Buyan felt that his whole body was being scratched by invisible hands.
In Chu Xingchen's eyes, Zhou Buyan was like a kitten whose fur suddenly exploded when she scratched him.
In addition, he also wears bunny ears, which makes it even more fun.
She couldn't help but laugh, "You are so sensitive and ticklish, so can I still hug you?"
Zhou Buyan's whole body suddenly became alert, "Hug?"
"Yes, we are holding hands, and the next step is to hug you, but can I still hug you?"
After saying that, without waiting for Zhou Buyan's reply, he hugged Zhou Buyan.
"I don't care, I just want to hug you."
Zhou Buyan froze immediately. For a moment, Chu Xingchen thought that he wanted to run away again. Just like before, he went up to the sky in an instant. He felt like he was about to get up, but finally held back.
"That's right. Don't run away. You have to know that your whole body is mine, your hands are mine, and everything is mine."
Chu Xingchen said, nodded his hand, and finally hugged his waist.
This waist... was not unfamiliar to her. She had hugged it before, but this time it felt very different.
Because this is her boyfriend, no, it is her husband's waist.
Zhou Buyan's waist is really good. Although it is thin, it is very powerful. He usually wears tight clothes, but after hugging and touching, you can tell that the waist is tight and tough. You can feel the muscles without even looking.
line.
It's very comfortable to hold. Such a boy with wide shoulders and narrow waist really smells good.
If you put it on modern clothes, it would be a uniform temptation.
Chu Xingchen was thinking about it, but belatedly realized that his hand started to get hot for no apparent reason.
She thought it was an illusion and couldn't help but touch it back and forth twice.
At this moment, Zhou Buyan really felt like he was going to explode.
The hands that were raised in the air and hesitating to put them on Chu Xingchen were clenched into fists. His Adam's apple slid up and down uneasily, his expression became dazed, and his heartbeat was so fast that for a moment, Zhou Buyan felt that he was going to die.
Not in the jungle of swords and guns, but in His Majesty's embrace.
Just when Chu Xingchen noticed that his body temperature was high, he heard Zhou Buyan's heartbeat again, and understood in an instant.
As expected, he was so sensitive that he became shy and his heart beat faster.
Speaking of which, this was Zhou Buyan's first love, so this was also his first hug in his life. No wonder he reacted like this.
Ah, how could there be such a lovely man in this world?
"Zhou Buyan, I can hear your heartbeat, it's so fast."
She had felt this heartbeat once before.
Therefore, every time she came close, he really acted like a deer.
"Well." Zhou Buyan felt dizzy, "Your Majesty, will I die if I do this?"
Chu Xingchen was stunned for a moment and suddenly remembered the sentence in his diary, 'Your Highness always kisses me and will kiss me to death sooner or later'.
At that time, her face was full of questions, and she didn't know why he said such things, but now she suddenly understood.
"You won't die, Zhou Buyan, why are you so cute? You don't have a heart disease. You won't die with such a beating heart. Don't worry."
She was so soft-hearted, "You're just not used to it. You'll get used to it after giving me more hugs."