Chapter 400 Don't think I can't see it, just mess with me
Everyone knows what eyes mean to Lingzhou, and this is also true. Lingzhou cannot accept the fact at all. He is very irritable, unable to eat or sleep. He is allowed to eat, but he does not want to be fed.
"I'm not a useless person!"
That night, everyone stayed up almost all night.
When they set off the next day, the villagers heard the news and came to see them off with guilt on their faces.
They felt sorry for Lingzhou, and the people who were saved by Lingzhou fell to their knees and slapped themselves with hatred.
Because Lingzhou could not accept riding in a carriage, he said that he had only ever been able to ride a horse. Even if he was blind, he could still ride a horse without riding a carriage.
While they were in a stalemate, they heard the villagers' movements. Lingzhou was stiff for a while, then he gave in and was helped into the carriage.
"You tell them that my responsibility is to protect our country and protect them. My eyes have nothing to do with them. Let them not blame themselves."
"Yes." Baojian responded with a trembling voice.
When Ling Zhou's words spread, it made everyone even more upset.
They didn't know how to express their gratitude, so they knelt down and kowtowed, even wishing they could give Ling Zhou their eyes.
Lingzhou asked them to go back quickly, "Don't talk about what you have and what you don't have. It's more important to go back and live a good life. You don't have to think too much. It's you who supported us. We just did what we should do."
"So if I do it again, I will still make the same choice."
He has no regrets. Even if he knew the outcome, he would make the same choice and never regret it.
Because that's what they did. It was the common people who supported the soldiers and protected them. That's what they should do.
He just hates the unfair fate, hates himself for being useless, and hates that he didn't protect himself well.
Chu Xingchen was in the same carriage with him and was very moved when he heard what Ling Zhou said. This is Ling Zhou.
When the villagers were no longer in sight, Chu Xingchen poured tea and said, "Lingzhou, drink some water."
Lingzhou immediately became wary after hearing this, "You haven't...I won't drink it. I can't afford His Majesty to pour the tea himself."
Chu Xingchen: "..."
What he said was that you weren't poisoned, right?
Looking at Lingzhou who was like a hedgehog, Chu Xingchen felt helpless.
Chu Xingchen originally thought about riding back in the same carriage as Lingzhou so that he could talk to him on the way and have someone to take care of him if anything happened, but in the end they separated before they were halfway there.
Because Lingzhou disliked Chu Xingchen so much that he couldn't bear to be in the same space as Chu Xingchen and would not eat or drink when she was around.
Chu Xingchen had no choice but to leave first, and while he was taking a break, he silently served Ling Zhou the food he had managed to find that he liked.
She came and left quietly, but she didn't even know that Lingzhou knew about it.
Without his eyesight, his sense of hearing and smell became extremely sharp. He could hear the footsteps of the golden gun and the sword, smell their scent, and naturally he could distinguish her.
So Chu Xingchen failed again and again.
"The sixteenth time, Your Majesty, you have come here secretly for the sixteenth time. Even if you are just laughing at me, you should have laughed at me enough. What on earth do you want to do? Do you want to watch my blind excitement?"
Chu Xingchen froze, "No, I didn't want to see a joke, I just came to see you."
"What's so good about me? Are you a pervert and just like playing tricks on the blind?"
"I didn't mean to play with you."
"You don't want to play with me, is it possible that you still like me?"
Chu Xingchen looked at the hedgehog Lingzhou and said nothing for a while.
"Why don't you say anything? Are you feeling guilty after being exposed by me? You didn't like me before, and I don't like you either. Why don't we live in harmony? You don't lack men. I'm a blind man. What are you worried about?"
"You didn't like me when my eyes were good. But when I was blind, your attitude became better."
Lingzhou was irritable and speechless, "It's me who is blind, not you. Don't come to me in the future."
Chu Xingchen: "..."
As they hurriedly and slowly arrived at Feng'an City, Lingzhou lost weight visibly to the naked eye. He had hardly slept in the past few days, and one can imagine the pain he suffered.
Chu Xingchen saw this and got angry because he couldn't help.
After rushing back to the palace, Chu Xingchen received the latest news from Shadow.
There are two clues about Chen Ruoshui and the man who helped him. One is that they went to Qi State.
The other one returned to Feng'an City, but suddenly disappeared when he arrived in Feng'an City.
After Chu Xingchen heard the news, he couldn't help but sneered, "You really want to make things mysterious to the end."
She didn't say much about this matter, she just gave a few orders and then went to Feiyu Hall.
The imperial doctors had already known the news and were waiting in advance. Regarding Lingzhou's situation, their explanations were similar to those of the previous doctors, but they dared to start planning acupuncture treatment.
However, they did not dare to guarantee whether or when vision would be restored.
Chu Xingchen looked disappointed and told Lingzhou that he would also invite the old doctor, the master of the miracle doctor Valley, and other famous doctors to come and see him.
Lingzhou returned to the palace and heard what the imperial doctor said, but he was relatively calm and didn't say much.
Chu Xingchen didn't seem to hear what he said.
"Your Majesty makes atonement. Ling Jun just can't accept it for the moment. I don't blame you. You can go and have a rest. We will take care of Ling Jun here."
The golden gun became Lingzhou's mouthpiece, asking for forgiveness on his behalf.
Also losing weight like Lingzhou were the Golden Gun and the Sword. They looked at Lingzhou with bloodshot eyes.
"You've worked hard, remember to take turns to rest, so you don't collapse too."
The golden gun and the sword have always been by Lingzhou's side. If they collapse, what will Lingzhou do?
"We will, thank you Your Majesty."
Baojian accompanied Lingzhou. Lingzhou heard the voices of Lingjun and snorted, "She is still one of the Four Lords. She won't insist on turning over my red card in the future and do this or that to me, right?"
"Don't think that I can't see it anymore and just do whatever you want with me. If she dares to touch me, I won't be polite."
Baojian hurriedly said, "Don't worry, young general, if you don't want to do it, His Majesty won't force you."
"Let me tell you, you two have only been together for a long time and yet you trust her so much. What kind of ecstasy soup did she pour into you?"
Lingzhou stood up and said, "You guys go down, I'll take a bath by myself."
He still can't accept being taken care of like a child, and he doesn't like being supported because he doesn't want to be a waste.
"Little general, I will serve you."
"I can't drown."
Lingzhou stubbornly bathed himself and did not ask them to feed him or serve him during meals. "I'm not a three-year-old child. I can eat by myself."
Even if he eats slowly, even if the vegetables he picks up contain ginger that he doesn't like, he will do it by himself. When he is tired, he will only eat without eating vegetables at most.
He dresses and walks by himself. Even if he bumps into someone, it proves that he is not a useless person who needs to be taken care of even if he eats, drinks, and poops.
It can be proven that Lingzhou finally woke up when he couldn't box or practice martial arts after getting up early, and he couldn't go to horseback riding, and he insisted on practicing on his own but hurt himself. In the end, he just let the golden gun and sword suffer.
What is he if he is not a useless person? He should not be a useless person, when they are the ones suffering.
He is indeed a waste, he can't do anything, and it's best not to do anything, so as not to hurt others.
On the third day after returning to the palace, Lingzhou no longer insisted on practicing martial arts or riding horses. He calmed down.
After doing nothing for a long time, he said, "Let me read a book."
He didn't like reading before, but now he likes reading.
When he didn't hear an answer, he realized that he was blind and couldn't read.
"I made a mistake, read to me."
Every day, Lingzhou unlocks things he can't do.
Lingzhou's voice was no longer sonorous and powerful, and his always straight back was bending.
The high-spirited young man fell into confusion and pain.
He used to feel that one day was so short and passed by day by day, but now it felt like one day was so long.
He will only be twenty years old in a few days, and he doesn't know how he will spend the next long life.