The mockery of fate lies not only in this time difference, but also in the disappointment of hope again and again.
Years ago, Xiao Wang found a very powerful doctor. The doctor was very good at detoxification and was very interested in the poison in his body. He said he could definitely detoxify him.
He cooperated with taking the medicine, and it did work at first. The doctor saw it and said that the toxicity was indeed relieved a lot.
He was full of hope, thinking that this time he could finally detoxify.
But in the end, I was still disappointed. The antidote worked at first, but then it stopped working.
The greater the hope, the greater the disappointment. Xiao Wang suffered a big blow. Chu Xingchen was in a special period of pregnancy. Seeing that her belly was getting bigger, she even gave up looking for a doctor.
He was a little tired from going back and forth and wanted to rest for a while.
He also figured it out. If he really couldn't solve it, he wouldn't solve it.
Anyway, His Majesty only wants Zhou Buyan, and it will be useless if he can't detoxify him.
But now His Majesty knows.
Xiao Wang had so many thoughts in his mind that he went blank for a moment.
When Chu Xingchen heard Xiao Wang's answer, he couldn't help but take two steps back, "Why didn't you tell me, three years, three whole years, how did you get here..."
At first she was angry at herself for being so indifferent to him, but it turned out that it was because he was poisoned.
She was poisoned because she took medicine for her. She should have suffered all this pain.
When Xiao Wang heard Chu Xingchen's words, his eyes felt uncontrollably hot for a moment.
It turns out that it has been three years.
Yes, how did he survive it?
Looking back, he didn't know how he survived.
When he couldn't survive it, he tried to tell His Majesty several times, but never did.
The funny thing is that those regrets, those annoyances, and those reluctances are all gone, and His Majesty knows it.
Your Majesty finally knows, maybe he should be happy, and your Majesty can now see his feelings.
But the timing is so special. Your Majesty knows that it is this time.
He glanced at Chu Xingchen's belly and was speechless. He just said, "Your Majesty, your belly... don't be excited."
When Chu Xingchen heard this, he looked into Xiao Wang's eyes and saw the deep concern in them. The hand holding the letter couldn't stop trembling.
She had only read it once, but the words that had penetrated deeply into her mind came out again.
[Xiao Jun is really affectionate. He struggled to find medicine without telling you, but you fell in love with other people. You can't imagine how he survived. 】
I watched her fall in love with other people... and now I'm still caring about her body.
Chu Xingchen was almost unsteady on his feet for a moment, "Your Majesty, be careful!"
Xia Zhi nervously supported Chu Xingchen, feeling equally shocked. She didn't expect such a thing to happen, but she was even more worried about Chu Xingchen's health.
Sun Yueqing had already stood up, supported Chu Xingchen, looked at Chu Xingchen's face, checked her pulse while holding her, and reminded anxiously, "Your Majesty, please don't be too emotional."
"Your Majesty." Xiao Wang also looked at Chu Xingchen worriedly.
Chu Xingchen took a deep breath, said it was okay, and even sat down on the chair obediently.
But both Xiao Wang and Sun Yueqing saw her ugly face.
Chu Xingchen looked at Xiao Wang stubbornly, and Xiao Wang gave a bitter smile.
"I didn't mean it at the time, and I didn't know it at first. It was only when I met Master Gu Shaogu, the miracle doctor, that he noticed it."
"The timing of knowing the news was so clever. At that time, my mind went blank. I only thought about not harming His Majesty."
Xiao Wang explained, "Your Majesty, you are the first person who trusts me and cares about me so much. A confidant will die for a confidant. I made a plan at that time not to tell you for the rest of my life, but Your Majesty, this poison can be cured."
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"We just haven't found the doctor now, but as soon as we find him, it will be lifted."
Chu Xingchen didn't believe a word of these words.
The words on the letter came to her mind again.
[He doesn’t know about the poison. Unless Wu Niang is resurrected, it will be impossible to remove it. 】
It is impossible for Wu Niang to be resurrected, "What if the poison cannot be detoxified? What if the poison cannot be detoxified for the rest of my life?"
Xiao Wang was stunned for a moment, "That's puzzling, and maybe it's okay."
He was actually mentally prepared.
So Xiao Wang accepted it calmly.
But Chu Xingchen felt broken, "How can I not understand."
In this day and age, this is a big deal.
"Then it's easy. I'll listen to your majesty and ask the doctor to cooperate with you in taking medicine. Your majesty, don't get excited. We'll ask the imperial doctor to take a look at you first."
Xiao Wang obeyed, did not argue with her, and just sent someone to find the imperial doctor.
Seeing him like this, Chu Xingchen felt more and more uncomfortable, "Xiao Wang, you scold me and hate me, why don't you hate me or scold me? You should hate me and scold me."
Why do you still care about her so much now?
At this moment, both she and Xiao Wang knew that the focus now was not only the poison, but also the deep love behind the concealment.
If she had known about this earlier, no matter how many difficulties they encountered at that time, they could have overcome them together, but now things have changed and she already has Zhou Buyan.
Xiao Wang was the best at observing words and expressions, and could not tell what Chu Xingchen was thinking.
He smiled bitterly, thinking of his struggles, his regrets, and his ambitions.
He almost told her about this and wanted to be her royal husband.
But in the end it didn't.
Now that she knows, she must be feeling extremely guilty and want to make it up to her.
If she wasn't pregnant, maybe this would be an opportunity, but she happened to be pregnant.
He could see how painful Chu Xingchen was, and he also saw the anxiety in Sun Yueqing's eyes. Her expression told him that now was not a good opportunity, and Chu Xingchen was in a very bad situation.
Therefore, Xiao Wang looked at Chu Xingchen's belly and clenched his hands into fists. He couldn't take the risk and let her bear the pressure and feel the danger.
He knew better that his feelings would only make her feel stressed and guilty.
Right now, there was only one way before him, to hide his feelings. He had to return to a safe place where she felt at ease.
This is best for her.
At least don't let her think too much until she gives birth to the baby.
"Your Majesty, don't think too much. You are Your Majesty. I should protect you. I am no better poisoned than you. There is still time to find the antidote. You have to believe that you can really eat well."
"Although it is said to be poisoned, it is not life-threatening. I am not living well. I will postpone having children for a few years at most."
"Even if it can't be cured, it's okay not to have children. To be honest, I have never wanted to get married and start a family from before."
Chu Xingchen's thoughts are different. She encourages people to bravely pursue happiness, but never urges marriage.
Xu Dandan had a good relationship with her, and now she had no chance of being reused because she was not engaged to get married. Many people urged her to get married, but Chu Xingchen never did.
Xu Dandan occasionally said that getting married was boring, but she never refuted it.
Xiao Wang has been with her for so long, so he naturally knows her attitude.