Zhou Buyan nodded, "Well, I don't want to be controlled anymore, and I don't want to be like that, taking away other people's lives. Every day I live, I steal other people's lives."
As a shadow, Zhou Buyan may be contradicting himself and deceiving himself by saying these words. After all, he has harvested the lives of others, and those who died in his hands may want to jump up and curse again.
But Zhou Buyan didn't lie. Even in the past, he would not have accepted such an approach. There is still a difference between bad and evil.
Now that he is influenced by Chu Xingchen, it is even more impossible for him to accept that his past was dark and full of blood, but when he met her Sun, he did not want his soul to be stained with the smell of blood.
Zhou Buyan hugged Chu Xingchen and said, "Your Majesty, you also support my approach, right?"
"Yeah." Chu Xingchen said with difficulty. She had to support Zhou Buyan. This method was not advisable at any time.
People can be selfish, but they cannot have a bottom line.
If you break the basic bottom line of being a human being, you will no longer be a human being.
She had to support him, but her joy at seeing Zhou Buyan and her joy at knowing that he was free were all buried by despair.
One month of life, excluding half a month on the road, now Zhou Buyan still has half a month...
Half a month...what can I do in half a month?
Half a month is so short, it passed in the blink of an eye.
How could she accept the fact that Zhou Buyan would die in half a month?
After suffering so much, I ended up back where I was.
"Your Majesty, why don't you speak? It's okay, we still have time."
Zhou Buyan broke the silence, "Compared to completely losing control of my body, feeling everything but being unable to do anything, I still choose now."
Zhou Buyan diverted Chu Xingchen's attention and took the initiative to talk about the state of being controlled before.
"When you don't think about anything, you can still eat and drink according to your habits and do some daily behaviors, but once you resist, you will become a puppet on a string and can only act according to their words."
Zhou Buyan's face was full of disgust, "That feeling is very bad."
Chu Xingchen felt distressed, "It's almost as I thought, you really suffered this time."
"But I have lived for a while, and I have tried so I have no regrets." Although Zhou Buyan hates it, he has no regrets, because he has tried everything that should be tried, and he will not regret or blame himself in the future.
"Your Majesty, maybe we can find a way." Zhou Buyan was just trying to comfort him.
Unexpectedly, Chu Xingchen nodded and said, "Yes, we must find it, otherwise if you die, you will wait for other men to live in your Tao Ranju, sleep with your Majesty, and beat your children..."
"Ahem... don't look at me like that. Although I don't have a child yet, the above are all true. Will you be willing to do so when the time comes?"
Zhou Buyan said: "...I am not willing to give in." He was very, very unhappy to be told by His Majesty, and suddenly felt that His Majesty was also very evil.
Chu Xingchen nodded, "That's right, just remember that you can't die."
After saying that, Chu Xingchen thought of Chu Chu, "By the way, where is Chu Chu?" Where is Zhou Buyan's safe shield?
"He was sent back to Zhou's house."
Zhou Buyan said calmly, to ensure his own safety, he brought Chu Chu back and took revenge in his own way.
In order to avoid being discovered by the people of the Holy Witch, Zhou Buyan made some disguises when he withdrew to Dachu. In order to avoid being constantly investigated, he chose to support Ling and return home where he would be least likely to be severely investigated.
Everyone usually gets out of the way of coffins.
Zhou Buyan made the right choice, and the Holy Witch did not expect that Chu Chu would be put in a coffin and taken away.
Along the way, Chu Chu was given medicine that made her whole body weak. She was conscious but unable to move, even her mouth could not speak.
The coffin moved a little, so Chu Chu wouldn't be suffocated to death, but it was still suffocating, and more importantly, how terrifying it was inside the coffin.
Not only did Chu Chu feel bad luck and fear, she felt like she was going crazy. However, she could not speak, and it was difficult to hear the sounds outside. She had been locked in a dark coffin, not knowing the changes between day and night, or how much time had passed.
She went from being angry and feeling insulted to fearing bad luck. She was in purgatory physically and mentally, but in the end she lost all strength.
Before she dies of hunger and thirst, the coffin will be opened and someone will feed Chuchu something to ensure that she doesn't starve to death.
Others, no one cares about it at all.
After a long time, her body smelled bad, so she would be cleaned by a woman, and then she would be on her way again.
After returning to Dachu, there was no need for the coffin, but Zhou Buyan was too lazy to change it. He thought the coffin was very useful and he didn't need to see Chu Chu, so Chu Chu continued to be locked in the coffin.
Chu Chu felt that she had really become a dead person, or that dead people were better than her, at least they suffered less.
Chuchu truly felt Zhou Buyan's unconventional revenge, and she experienced what he had experienced in a different way.
Of course he would not deliberately find a man to force Chu Chu to do the things she had ordered him to do.
But such a silent life, like a living dead, is enough to drive a person crazy.
Zhou Buyan's method is always so precise and wonderful. Chu Xingchen said directly, "She deserves it!"
After Chu Xingchen scolded him, he was still uneasy because of Zhou Buyan's body. Zhou Buyan took Chu Xingchen to take a bath, saying that he was dirty and asked Chu Xingchen to wipe his back.
After coming out of the shower, Zhou Buyan hugged Chu Xingchen and was reluctant to let go, but he was too tired and couldn't help but fall asleep while talking.
He hadn't had a good rest for too long. He was controlled every day, and his nerves were so tight that he couldn't rest or sleep at all. He had no conditions and no intention to come back all the way.
Zhou Buyan fell asleep, but Chu Xingchen could not fall asleep again.
The reality that Zhou Buyan might only have half a month left her breathless.
Her only wish for her birthday was that Zhou Buyan could regain his freedom and have a worry-free life, but this was indeed the case at the moment.
It didn't take long for the sky to get bright. Chu Xingchen got up quietly without waking Zhou Buyan.
She was worried that Zhou Buyan would be woken up, because it had always been like this before, but this time Zhou Buyan was not woken up.
He was too tired, and also because his body and skills were affected.
The old doctor who was invited checked for pulse and verified Chu Xingchen's guess.
Zhou Buyan's pulse didn't seem to be good before, but overall it didn't seem to have any impact. But this time when he came back, it was really different.
His appearance has not changed much. He is still youthful and youthful. He has changed from a boy to a young man. The outline of his face has become clearer and he has completed the transformation of his growth.
From the outside, it looks like his wonderful life has just begun, but his pulse is really old.
His physical fitness also obviously changed and he became weak.
His skills were affected and he began to get tired, so he fell asleep even when the old doctor came, so he took a carriage all the way back.
He would choose to take a carriage, not only because of the cold weather, but also because he was taking Chu Chu as a hostage, and because he really couldn't rush back as fast as he could like before.
He wanted to return to Chu Xingchen as quickly as possible than ever, but his body no longer allowed it.
The old doctor felt his pulse and felt that he couldn't bear it.
After waiting outside, he whispered his diagnosis to Chu Xingchen, "Your Majesty, stay with him more and don't let him leave any regrets. He may... leave at any time in his sleep."
The last hope in Chu Xingchen's heart was shattered.
She sat sluggishly and didn't move for a while.
No matter how she thought about it, she could not accept the fact that Zhou Buyan might have left in his sleep.