Chapter 548 Shen Cangzhu once again compares his heart to Chu Xingchen
Chu Xingchen sighed.
"It's not like you don't feel it. When I get busy, I have very little time to see you. Sometimes I can only see you once every few days to have a few words."
"This is so unfair to you."
Not seeing the emperor once a month and being a widow all year round is the daily routine of the unpopular women in the harem, but why should they?
"Shen Cangzhu, life is too short. Regardless of me or you, it is best to seize the little time and stay with the person who is worthy of love."
"And I only have one heart, and I can't let go of so many people."
Shen Cangzhu didn't expect that Chu Xingchen would settle such a score with him, so he smiled bitterly.
"Your Majesty, you are always so sharp-tongued and you always have many reasons to convince people."
"You seem to be easy to talk to, but you can be deadly stubborn. Even now, you just want to stay with Zhou Buyan."
Zhou Buyan was so lucky.
But he once had this opportunity, but he didn't seize it.
He refused to give up and was unwilling to give up. He kept trying to save her, but he never succeeded.
Now that I was about to leave the palace, I struggled to ask again, but got this answer.
At this point, no matter how much he is unwilling to give in, it is useless.
He should have given up completely, but he was still... so uncomfortable.
In the past two years, Your Majesty has been like the sand in his hand to him. The more he cherishes it, the harder he tries to cherish it, the more he loses, and now there is nothing in his hand.
But in fact, he is not greedy.
He does not have to ask His Majesty to spend any amount of time with him. If Your Majesty is willing, he can always be His Majesty's only person even if he leaves the palace.
"Shen Cangzhu, absolutely don't think like this."
When he heard Chu Xingchen's objection, Shen Cangzhu realized that he had said what he wanted unknowingly.
Chu Xingchen looked at Shen Cangzhu and said seriously.
"Shen Cangzhu, you only have one life. Don't give generously to people who don't love you. That would be too unfair."
"Similarly, I only have one life and cannot give generously to people I don't love."
Shen Cangzhu's pupils shrank sharply, he didn't expect Chu Xingchen to say such words.
Chu Xingchen looked into Shen Cangzhu's eyes and said, "This is my truth, Shen Cangzhu."
Shen Cangzhu looked at Chu Xingchen steadily, and the corner of his mouth curled up. Those unwillingness suddenly felt relieved.
His Majesty did not agree, which is actually his luck.
If it were another emperor, whether he was sincere or not, he might just agree.
When she has some free time and needs to use him, she can deal with it, so completely gather him for her use, what a bargain, why not?
But His Majesty did not.
This is Your Majesty.
This is the way His Majesty likes her. If Your Majesty really agrees, he may not like her anymore.
He took a long breath.
What His Majesty said today will never be forgotten for the rest of his life.
This was a rejection, but in another sense, it was also a comfort to him.
You only have one life, don't give generously to people who don't love you, that would be too unfair.
Your Majesty can't bear to bear his grievance, so that's why you care about him.
He treats her sincerely, and she treats him sincerely, so she treats him like this.
They are sincere for their sincerity.
Enough, that's enough.
No matter what the outcome of this relationship is, his love and his years are worth it.
Your Majesty, she deserves it.
Swallowing all his unwillingness, Shen Cangzhu looked complicated, "I remember Your Majesty, and I will always remember these words."
He can let it go and embark on his next journey with these words.
"Your Majesty, when I leave the palace, I will stop Shen Cantong. I will also deal with other aristocratic families. The same will happen in the future."
He will try his best not to tire His Majesty.
"Yeah." Chu Xingchen nodded.
"I will also remember to look for Xiao Ming. If I owe Zhong Sheng Wan, I will pay it back. Even if I look for him for a lifetime, I will not give up."
This is the second debt Shen Cangzhu owes. He has an unavoidable responsibility for Xiao Ming's loss.
"I believe you." Chu Xingchen nodded, she believed Shen Cangzhu would do what he said.
"You've always been great."
When Shen Cangzhu heard the words "I believe in you" again, he couldn't help but lower his head and smile.
Just believe it.
However, Chu Xingchen's compliment reminded Shen Cangzhu of the long-lost gesture, so he raised his hand and suddenly... expressed his feelings towards Chu Xingchen.
Chu Xingchen: "!!!"
Seeing her widened eyes, Shen Cangzhu asked with a smile, "Your Majesty, do you still remember this gesture? At the beginning, this gesture was exclusive to me."
"If I perform well in the future, can Your Majesty praise me like this again?"
He thought for a while, then put his hands on his knees and said quietly, "Just praise me quietly like this. No other ministers know, only I know. If you have any orders, you can also hint to me and we will cooperate."
It would be great if he could stand in the court in the future and his Majesty would praise him with their unique gestures when he has done well.
If coordination is required, it can also be used as a password.
Kill multiple birds with one stone.
Chu Xingchen was shocked when he saw Bi Xin, whom he hadn't seen for a long time, and when he heard his request again, his whole body was numb.
The stone lifted n years ago hit our feet again.
"this..."
She was very embarrassed, how could this joke that she had finally overcome and the gesture that she had finally forgotten suddenly become a corpse.
"Your Majesty, aren't you willing?" Shen Cangzhu's disappointment was visible to the naked eye, "Yes, I still don't know when and what month I will be able to see Your Majesty in the Fengtian Palace, so how can I make demands of Your Majesty now? I have exceeded the rules. .”
Shen Cangzhu gave up in a very 'understanding' way, just like before.
But his appearance silently accused Chu Xingchen: How can you be so cruel.
You rejected him so harshly, but in the end you couldn't even fulfill this small request.
Anyway, Chu Xingchen hesitated fiercely, feeling that it would be outrageous to refuse again.
"I'm not unwilling..."
Chu Xingchen spoke, looking at Shen Cangzhu's eyes that suddenly brightened up, he said cruelly.
"Okay, I will remember to praise you when you go to court. I hope you can join me at Fengtian Hall as soon as possible."
"From now on... I also agree with you that I can secretly praise you, but not too many times."
"Okay." Shen Cangzhu nodded immediately as if he was afraid that Chu Xingchen would regret it, "That's what your Majesty has decided. It won't take too many times. As long as your Majesty thinks it's okay."
Shen Cangzhu looked like wilted grass just now, but now he is full of energy.
He was really happy. This request may or may not be difficult, it depends on whether His Majesty is willing or not.
Although he was relieved, His Majesty agreed, and they also agreed on future gestures, which made him feel that he was different from other courtiers and special in Your Majesty's place.
He cherishes this specialness.
He was full of hope and fighting spirit, hoping to reach a position where he could go to court as soon as possible and see His Majesty's praise.
He will continue to strive towards this goal in the future.
Shen Cangzhu was about to leave the palace, but because of this comparison, he rarely smiled.