Sang Xiaoyu was wandering in her own world, as if she hadn't heard what he said, and said to herself: "I was just discharged from the hospital today. I can't count how many critical illness notices I signed. I also just escaped from the gate of hell."
Come back, I can understand your mood, but I don't agree with your actions."
Li Junhao sneered and said: "You know nothing, you are sick, you have experienced hardships, but we are different, this is life, do you understand, this is life... two lives! She is
All my hopes are that you... get out of here!"
After Li Junhao suffered a serious injury, his vitality was severely damaged.
Sang Xiaoyu also became excited and said: "What should we do? Things happened, you cried here, you cursed here, you had to live or die here, don't you want to live? If you don't want to live, just be happy.
Die like a man!"
Sang Xiaoyu looked fierce and determined not to give up until she reached her goal.
Li Junhao didn't expect Sang Xiaoyu to speak like this, so he turned around and looked at Sang Xiaoyu with fierce eyes and said: "I have the final say whether I live or die. Who are you? Who are you to me? What qualifications do you have?"
Tell me this, only I can take care of my own affairs, so don't come."
Sang Xiaoyu said: "I have no right to control it, but since you are my friend and I regard you as my most intimate person, I think it is necessary to have a good talk with you.
This thing has been going on for so long, who do you show this to every day? I know how painful you are, but what should you do? You are a man, do you think your sister-in-law in heaven is willing to see you so depressed and decadent?
I think you are the same as me. When something happened to me, I thought about dying, but I didn’t dare. I made all kinds of excuses, why I couldn’t owe other people money, I couldn’t let my mother take care of her eldest son, etc. To put it bluntly,
Still don't want to die.
Since you don’t want to die, you have to live a good life. What problem can this solve? How did you persuade me in the first place? "
"Go away! Stop telling me these big principles." Li Junhao returned to his original ruffian attitude.
Sang Xiaoyu was also anxious and said: "Let me tell you Li Junhao, that is, something happened to you now. I forgive you for speaking out of control. I respect you and hope you won't be too presumptuous."
Li Junhao was at least a little afraid of Sang Xiaoyu. After hearing what she said, his arrogance softened.
Sang Xiaoyu said: "When something happened to me, what did you say? If I haven't forgotten, what did you say?
You told me not to dwell on the past and look forward to the future, and you told me to ignore Cheng Weize. He is not a responsible man. If he were a man, he would take matters into his own hands...
Now it's your turn, why not? I know the pain in your heart and your deep love for your sister-in-law, but now that something has happened, we can only live a better life..."
Li Junhao sat up all of a sudden and said: "What do you mean? What do you mean it's my turn? I have suffered retribution, right? I tell you Sang Xiaoyu, don't look at the miserable life you are living now, if not
With a man behind you, can you be like this?"
Sang Xiaoyu was stunned for a moment, then cried. She pointed at Li Junhao's nose and said with tears: "I won't be angry if anyone says this, but you can't say it, you have no right to say it.
How did I get here in the past three years or so? You watched me come all the way. Even without him, Jiang Chunhui, I can still pay off everyone's debts! Have I paid back your eight thousand yuan? I have relied on it.
Someone else?"
Sang Xiaoyu was really sad. She didn't expect that she would let it go if people outside said so, even Li Junhao said so.
Seeing that Sang Xiaoyu was really angry, Li Junhao calmed down a little and said, "I'm sorry, I..."
Sang Xiaoyu wiped away her tears and said: "There is nothing to be sorry for. If you are like them, then we are not close friends. There is no need for me to come. I have misjudged the person..."
Li Junhao hit the pillow with his hand and said: "No one understands my pain. My first wife looked down on me and ran away with someone else. Now this one... that is not a person, that is the continuation of my life. You know how much I have."
I want to be a father, but I am about to reach my fourth grade. Do you think I am the biggest failure in the world?"
Sang Xiaoyu could understand his mood at this time and said softly: "Of course not, you are an admirable and desirable man, a good man who is no worse than any other man and can protect women from wind and rain.
How much does your wife love you? This shows how good you are. Now that you have suffered a huge disaster, you can only save yourself, just like I did in the past."
This sudden burst of praise made Li Junhao suddenly see an oasis and water in the desert of despair.
He suddenly started crying because of her understanding.
The person he least wants to hurt besides his family is Sang Xiaoyu. How Sang Xiaoyu has gone through these three years, he knows as well as she does.
He felt a little guilty. How many days had passed, and he had been silent in pain without a window to vent. At this moment, Sang Xiaoyu's actions undoubtedly aroused the softest part of his heart, and he said such harsh words again, so he endured it.
I couldn't help but shed tears.
"She is everything to me, giving me support for my wandering soul. Now..."
Sang Xiaoyu did not persuade him and let him shed tears freely.
Seeing that he was almost crying, Sang Xiaoyu said, "Move out of here now and live with Aunt Li for a while. All the memories here will make you relive your old dreams."
If you are strong enough, you can also turn it into motivation. No matter what, you have to go out. The strength of a man is not reflected in sadness, but more upward and positive, so that everyone can see your goodness, especially
It's my sister-in-law, she doesn't want to see you so decadent."
Li Junhao finally sat up properly and reached for a cigarette. In the past, he would not dare to smoke in front of Sang Xiaoyu, but Sang Xiaoyu tolerated it.
Li Junhao's hands were shaking so much that he finally lit a cigarette with a lighter. He took a deep breath. He sat cross-legged and wrapped the quilt around himself.
The cigarette ashes were falling wantonly, Sang Xiaoyu frowned, found something like a storage box and threw it under the cigarette.
As soon as Sang Xiaoyu's condition improved, her mysophobia returned.
"I didn't hear her last words."
This is the first time that Li Junhao has spoken about this matter. When he talks about his wife, there is an affectionate light in his eyes.
Sang Xiaoyu carefully tried to say: "It's better not to think about such things as much. I heard that everything went perfectly, so you can rest assured. I believe that you will become different after going through this.
Isn't it good for you to bury her in your heart and live your own life?" Sang Xiaoyu cried again. She thought of the woman's happy appearance and the look in her eyes towards Li Junhao, which was a kind of deep love.
Sang Xiaoyu felt the same way, thinking of every moment between herself and Cheng Weize. Although the past time had passed, the good things left behind could never be erased.
"Without her company, one's night is lonely and long."