When she was sick, painful and helpless, instead of staying with her, he blamed her for being spoiled by him, acting willfully and taking things too far.
He has long been accustomed to her being knowledgeable, sensible and measured, and takes her for granted.
He is a businessman, and when he discovered that Chenxi was very important to him, he chose to break her wings.
He raised her in such a way that she would not be able to fly out of his hands.
He has darkness in his bones, and he will do whatever it takes to achieve his goals.
He locked her close to him in a way that Chen Xi wouldn't notice.
Let her get away from the outside world and only see him.
He pampered her, loved her, and pampered her until she was useless.
If you are respected and favored by someone, you will have no worries.
Make her world simple.
Let her never leave him again.
She has been following the path he planned, every step of the way.
He is the leader and she is the dependent, she just needs to cooperate with him.
He never felt this was wrong.
He will treat her well and pamper her all his life.
She just needs to follow his pace and walk down together.
But he forgot that Chenxi is not a pet or anyone's accessory. She is an independent individual with her own thoughts.
It's just that he shouldn't rely on her tolerance for him to compromise and give in, and push even further!
Fu Yanshen thought of that night in Beicheng, and his heart was like a mirror.
His little girl has always been shy in this regard, but she still took the initiative to go to the hospital and asked about the three months and why she was waiting for him in the room wearing his shirt after returning from the hospital.
She felt that she had wronged him by being suspicious and came to catch him, so she felt guilty and wanted to use this method to make up for him.
In the past, when she made mistakes and made him angry, she would use this method.
He knew this clearly, but after she retched, he still lost his patience.
Why did he lose his patience?
Because Xi Yan confessed her love to him through drinking.
That night, he was in a state of confusion.
Therefore, after knowing that Chenxi was caused by Xiyan's problem, he lost patience with Chenxi.
It was because he was mentally unstable and didn't want to face the problem of Xi Yan head-on.
He is escaping.
Fu Yanshen motioned to his aunt to leave first.
He dragged his legs as if they were filled with lead and walked to the dining table with a dejected look on his face and sat down.
His mind was filled with images of Mu Chenxi lying next to him sobbing softly after retching that night.
At that time, she must have felt so wronged, helpless and sad that she bit her lip and cried silently.
At this moment, thinking about that night again, those sobs turned into knives, stabbing into his heart one after another.
The pain made his heart tighten.
What exactly did he do during this time?
The little girl who felt distressed by holding him in her hands tortured her to the point where she needed to see a psychiatrist.
He was used to helping her think and letting her go at her own pace. He believed that he kept a distance from Xiyan. He felt that she should not mind if he did not cross the boundaries of friends or do anything that she would not tolerate.
It's because he is too self-righteous.
When they returned to Jiangcheng, the first night they slept in separate rooms, he was annoyed that she was arrogant and did not want to talk to her, so he turned his back to the door.
His little girl stood at the door and called him cautiously.
What did he say then?
He said in an impatient tone, "If you don't want me to touch you, stay away from me."
When his little girl heard this, she returned to the master bedroom with what kind of mood. It wasn't that she didn't want him to touch her, she was sick, and she was seeking medical treatment for him, but he refused because of her instinctive reaction to being sick.
Blame her for being mean to her.
Fu Yanshen slowly raised his head and looked at everything on the dining table that Mu Chenxi had carefully prepared yesterday.
From his aunt's description, he could imagine how happy his little girl was yesterday.
After she was cured, she happily bought flowers, candles, and incense, and cooked dinner for him herself.
The reason is to surprise him, and I want to spend the night with him——
He didn't get off work on time and she couldn't contact him, so she wanted to pick him up from get off work, but she heard rumors at the company.
The morning light at that time must have been so disappointing and depressing.
The joy that filled her heart was turned cold.
Fu Yanshen's heart clenched again.
Endless regret and self-blame.
If he had been more patient with her, if he had not been shaken by Xi Yan's tenderness, there would have been no rumors.
Then Chen Xi would not hear it, and there would be no misunderstanding between him and Xi Yan, let alone the quarrel last night.
He would not be irritable and run out to drink. Drinking too much gave Xi Yan the opportunity to do something that Chen Xi would never forgive him once he knew about it.
He made a mistake every step of the way.
From the beginning, he was wrong.
He always thought that the person in his heart was Xiyan, that he loved Xiyan, and that he was only responsible and possessive of Chenxi.
Until this morning, when he woke up from Xiyan's bed and found out that he had sex with her, he was not happy to realize his dream at that moment.
Only then did he realize that he was wrong.
Obviously, he got the girl he thought he had loved in his heart for many years, but he didn't feel any joy at all, only panic.
Endless panic.
All his panic was actually fear.
He was afraid of losing the morning light.
He knew very well what Chen Xi's bottom line was.
He stepped directly over the bottom line and was really afraid of losing Chen Xi. He couldn't imagine what would happen to him if he lost Chen Xi!
Why, the first thing he thought of at that time was the morning sun, and his mind was filled with the morning sun.
He sat on the toilet, smoking a cigarette, and faced his love for Xiyan for the first time.
Does he really love her?
In fact, he doesn't know what love is, and he has never felt love since he was a child.
He doesn't know what it feels like to love someone.
He has never been loved either!
If he really loves Xiyan, why has he never been jealous because of the recognized relationship between her and Fu Qingtian?
I never thought of snatching her away from Fu Qingtian.
He has never been as possessive of her as he is of Chen Xi.
There were groups of suitors around her, and he looked at them coldly.
She wanted to go abroad after Fu Qingtian was in a vegetative state in a car accident, but he never thought of trying to keep her.
Ever since Xi Yan walked in front of him, she gave him a hint of warmth.
He then remembered her in his heart and wanted to be good to her.
There were too few people who were kind to him, and he cherished the little warmth that Xi Yan had given him.
Therefore, as long as he had it and as long as she wanted it, he would never refuse her. He was very indulgent to her and almost always responded to her request.
The outside world said that he fell in love with Xi Yan miserably.
Because he didn't understand, others said this was love, so he thought he was in love with Xi Yan.
Gradually, as he listened more and thought more, it became a fact that he loved Xiyan.
He has his own things to do and doesn't want to get entangled in love. For him, love is not very important.
He never delved into his feelings for Xi Yan again.
Since I believe it is love, I have always understood that the way I show love to Xiyan is love.
He just loves Xiyan but can't get it.
He is not Fu Heng, and it is impossible for him to love two or more people at the same time.
Since he has someone to love, he will naturally not fall in love with anyone else.
Therefore, since meeting Chen Xi, he has made a tacit agreement not to talk about love. It is impossible for him to love Chen Xi.
He has always thought so!
He can't help but pamper her and treat her well.
Help her solve all the troubles behind her and don't let those troubles bother her.
His possessiveness towards her became stronger and stronger, and he began not to tolerate the presence of other members of the opposite sex around her, or the sight of other people in her eyes.
She can only be his!
He always knew it was possessiveness.
He has always defined his feeling towards Chen Xi as possessiveness.
Because the morning light is his, it belongs to him, how can he allow others to covet it.
But he never thought that this crazy possessiveness could be anything other than love.
But he understood it too late.
He has now made a mistake that Chenxi will never forgive him for.
Fu Yanshen's lowered eyes were filled with pain and endless regret.
It has been four years, and every bit of it is before my eyes.
That bright and sunny girl has been infiltrating him since they met.
She has long been integrated into his bones and blood, flowing with his blood.
He never thought that one day he might lose the morning light.
Losing the morning light meant that his blood was drained. How could he survive?
Fu Yanshen suddenly looked up!
He can't lose the morning light!
[The author has something to say]
1st update. Xiaobai’s coding is slow, so I updated two updates at the same time, so late.
I said weakly, I like to watch the two updates together, so I’m saving up to watch them together in the evening, okay!