Without the cover of heavy makeup, the darkness under Mu Chenxi's eyes was obviously getting darker and heavier.
She hasn't had a good night's sleep since losing her baby.
If this continues, her body will completely collapse.
He looked at her.
Eyes full of heartache.
In his sleep, two lines of clear tears slowly flowed out of his eyes and went down from the corners of his eyes.
Fu Yan reached out his hand deeply.
One drop after another.
It fell into his palm.
Every drop was like a heavy hammer hitting his heart.
Dull pain.
Seeing her tears, Fu Yanshen asked softly in a hoarse voice, "Chen Xi, do you regret it?"
You are so sad about losing your baby. Do you regret it?
He wanted to wake Mu Chenxi up and ask her if she regretted crying every night?
But, he is also afraid.
Afraid of being stabbed by her again.
Fu Yanshen closed his eyes in pain and did not move for a long time.
…
The next day, Mu Chenxi put on heavier makeup to cover up her haggardness.
From morning to night, it was another day of failure.
In the evening, Mu Chenxi walked into the convenience store, picked out two discounted breads, and sat on a chair on the side.
I took out the thermos cup from my bag and drank a piece of bread with warm water.
She doesn't care whether it tastes good or not, she just wants to fill her stomach.
She has returned the card to Fu Yanshen, and the cash in her wallet is getting less and less.
You must find a job before the money runs out.
But faced with blow after blow.
She was really confused.
After filling her stomach at will, Mu Chenxi walked out of the convenience store and walked to the subway station.
She lowered her head, put her hands in her pockets, and walked forward slowly.
Obviously the subway entrance was not far away, and she knew she was going back to Yuejingxi Garden, but every step she took was empty and ethereal.
She came to the crossroads and walked forward in the crowd. She lost her direction in her heart. She didn't know where her road was.
Because of her confusion, Mu Chenxi didn't hear the phone ringing in her bag.
Return to Yuejingxi Garden and get out of the elevator.
She saw a man coming out of the house and passed her by.
She didn't pay attention and walked inside.
I put down my bag and took out my cell phone, only to find a missed call from Lu Jingxing.
He changed his shoes and ignored Fu Yanshen who was sitting on the sofa smoking.
It's not that they haven't bumped into each other in the past few days, but every time, she treats him as nothing and turns a blind eye.
Mu Chenxi walked directly upstairs, planning to go back to the room and call Lu Jingxing.
Before going upstairs, I habitually looked in the direction of the baby's room. With this glance, my steps suddenly stopped.
Eyes full of shock.
Turning around, Mu Chenxi strode into the baby's room.
Standing at the door of the room, looking at the empty room, I felt dumbfounded.
there is none left.
There is nothing left.
All the baby's belongings are gone.
Her last thoughts were gone.
These were purchased by her personally for the baby and are the only proof that the baby ever existed.
Mu Chenxi stumbled out of the baby room and rushed to Fu Yanshen, "Fu Yanshen, where are the baby's things?"
"Throw it away."
Fu Yanshen looked cold and spoke calmly.
Mu Chenxi thought of the man just now.
She chased him without thinking.
Fu Yanshen stood up, grabbed his wrist, and pulled him back, causing him to fall onto the sofa.
Just as she was about to stand up, she saw him suddenly leaning over, supporting her side with one arm, looking at Mu Chenxi with angry eyes, and said maliciously: "Want to find it back?"
"The garbage trucks have left long ago. They should all be destroyed by now. Where do you want to find them?"
Mu Chenxi bit her trembling lips hard.
He clenched his fists tightly into fists, his eyes were so fierce that he wanted to kill Fu Yanshen with his eyes.
But, in reality, she couldn't do anything about him.
He is so cruel!
In order to make her suffer, he spared no effort to attack her most painful place.
Fu Yanshen looked at her extremely angry eyes. Behind this anger, there was sadness that could not be concealed.
She was so sad that he just got rid of these things belonging to their children.
Why should they cruelly take away their children!
"Mu Chenxi, who can you show your sadness to? Do you think you can make your child forgive you by keeping your child's things and guarding them night after night?"
"No! If our child is aware of this, she will never forgive you for being such a cruel mother!"
"Mu Chenxi, you personally killed her right to live and prevented her from coming into this world! She will only hate you and will never forgive you!"
Fu Yanshen's every word was cutting into Mu Chenxi's heart.
Seeing her body shaking more and more violently.
The anger in her eyes was replaced by sadness, and tears poured into her eyes and swirled inside.
"Mu Chenxi, tell me, do you regret it?"
Fu Yanshen forced Mu Chenxi and deliberately stabbed her where it hurt the most.
He wanted to make sure that she really couldn't let go of this child.
He wanted to know, knowing that the divorce would not be smooth even if the child was taken away, did she regret it?
As long as she said she regretted it, he would forgive her.
They will have children in the future.
Mu Chenxi looked at the man who stabbed her heart mercilessly with a knife and asked her if she regretted it.
She slowly let go of her bitten lips, stared at Fu Yanshen, and sneered, "Oh, regret it?"
"Yes, I regret it very much! The thing I regret most in my life is meeting you."
Meeting what she thought was her salvation!
But it was the devil who completely made her fall into the abyss!
If you haven't met...
Unfortunately, there is no if.
"good!"
Fu Yanshen almost squeezed out the word "good" from between his teeth.
He stood up very slowly.
He clearly knew that this would not be the answer he wanted to hear.
But seeing how reluctant she was to give up her child, how miserable she was, and how hard she tortured herself, he still had hope.
Time and time again, I wanted to give her a chance.
I don't want to continue torturing her.
However, his reluctance was obviously not rare to her.
Really good.
Until now, she still has no regrets.
No matter how much I love my child, I can't help but want to leave him.
How much she loves her children and how sad she is means how much she wants to leave!
When he stood up, there was only indifference in his eyes. He looked down at Mu Chenxi with a cold curve on his lips.
"Mu Chenxi, since you don't regret it, then stop pretending to be so reluctant to let go of your child and love her so much. It's really disgusting to watch!"
Mu Chenxi kept her head slightly raised, forcing back the tears in her eyes.
She also stood up slowly, hiding the bloody wound, and met Fu Yanshen's gaze again.
Not to be outdone, she replied: "I feel disgusted. If you have the ability, you agree to the divorce!"
divorce?
Fu Yanshen smiled bitterly in his heart.
How could he give it up?
He blew out a smoke ring at her, looked at her and said softly, "Divorce? Chen Xi, I haven't let you experience a truly painful marriage, how can I be willing to divorce you?"
Hidden in his harshest words was his reluctance for her.