"In the fire in the hospital five years ago, I thought I had completely lost you and the young minister. I was so devastated that I was depressed for a long time and couldn't get out."
"Si Yin committed suicide in Shengshi Palace. I missed you and the baby so much that I moved directly to Boyue Mansion."
Mu Chenxi looked at Fu Yanshen with softer eyes.
Therefore, the reports that she read while lying in bed and photographed Mu Siyin entering and exiting the grand palace were not because something bad was about to happen, but because she was entering and exiting on her own, and A Yan did not know.
She didn't ask how Mu Siyin could get in and out!
At that time, Ah Yan must have felt regretful, self-blame, sad and painful, and could not even care about Mu Siyin.
But if Mu Siyin "deliberately" wants to advance, there are countless ways.
"Until one day Si Nian came to me and told me that he seemed to have seen you."
"I didn't believe it at first, because Si Nian and the others have been trying to persuade me to cheer up, and they don't want me to be immersed in the pain of losing you.
I thought Si Nian said that for the same purpose until he took out a photo that was taken with his mobile phone."
"The 'you' in that photo is a little blurry. The figure and most of the face are blocked by the crowd. Only the eyebrows and eyes can be seen, but it can be seen that they are very similar to you."
Speaking of similar facial features, Fu Yanshen remembered being in country H.
On Christmas Day, he rushed to find Chen Xi, and the two of them took a crazy look in the car.
Chen Xi went back to Fu Qingtian to explain things clearly, and he recalled part of her memory, remembering that he had harmed her by being stupid.
Hate him so much.
He went to find her, but she ignored him, and finally he passed out in the rain.
When he woke up in the hospital, despite the nurse's obstruction, he dragged his body weak and rushed to find Chenxi.
I rushed out of the ward and saw a woman wearing a mask.
He saw the familiar eyebrows and eyes again, which were very similar to Chen Xi's.
He suddenly thought he saw Chen Xi and asked him to inject the medicine.
After that, wake up again.
He left directly to find Chen Xi.
Mu Chenxi, "Pinched later?"
Fu Yanshen retracted his thoughts and continued: "He went to Country D to do academic research and accidentally took the photo with a sudden glance. There were too many people at the time, and by the time Si Nian caught up with him, no one could be found."
"But that photo rekindled my hope."
"Si Nian met 'you' in country D. Xinglan and I used all our connections to look for you. But in the vast sea of people, we searched for the needle in the haystack, but we couldn't find it.
I don’t want to give up, but my legs are disabled and it’s inconvenient for me to travel around the world to find you.”
At that time, even if he saw the body with his own eyes, he got DNA to confirm that it was Chen Xi.
But it doesn't matter if he doesn't want to accept the reality, he just doesn't want to accept the fact that Chen Xi and the baby are not here.
With a little hope, he doesn't want to give up!
"In order to make it easier for me to find you, I agreed to treat Si Nian's legs."
Mu Chenxi never asked about Fu Yanshen's leg being healed after her death.
His legs were disabled and he was sentenced to death by Tang Sinian and other consulting doctors. This was the most fundamental reason for his wrong decision.
Before the accident, she was the one who never gave up hope on his legs and didn't feel like they were a drag.
He was the one who gave up on himself and didn't want to drag her down.
But more than a year after her accident, his legs recovered.
She was pregnant at the time and was not afraid of hard work and persisted no matter what he did.
She tried so hard to cheer him up and not give up, but he chose to use the most extreme method to cut off the relationship between the two and push her away.
She died, but he began to heal his legs.
If you really think about this matter, your heart will be filled with thorns.
The thorn penetrates in, not deep and not painful.
But if you leave it alone, over time, it will grow into thorns.
However, she always felt that people should look forward while living.
Therefore, I never let myself look back and think deeply about these things.
She didn't want to affect her relationship with Fu Yanshen.
Now I heard Fu Yanshen say that he healed his legs because of her.
The deep thorn in my heart turned into tenderness, and the tip of my nose felt a little sour. I couldn't help but hug Fu Yanshen tighter.
His love for her was deeper than she imagined.
Fu Yanshen also tightened his arms around her, hugging her even tighter.
By embracing each other, you can adjust your inner depression.
After hugging each other quietly for a moment, Fu Yan took a deep breath before continuing: "Si Yin heard from Si Nian that I was willing to treat my legs. She was afraid that everyone would object, so she traveled across the country under the guise of traveling.
I went abroad for a few years, and when I returned home I wanted to see the great mountains and rivers of my motherland. In fact, I was looking for a way to heal my legs."
Hearing this, Mu Chenxi felt emotional in her heart.
She thought of herself.
A few years ago, if she hadn't been pregnant, she would have been the same.
If it wasn't for deep love, I wouldn't be able to do this.
Mu Siyin really loves A Yan.
I think about what she said at Musiyin Mall.
Pregnancy, miscarriage.
I was vaguely aware of what happened next.
The mood is still fluctuating.
Yes, it's sad and heartbreaking.
Fu Yanshen's arms couldn't help but tighten.
Fu Yanshen patted her back comfortingly with his big hand, silently comforting her and taking care of her emotions.
It wasn't until Mu Chenxi relaxed that he continued: "We didn't know about this at first."
"Until she had an accident."
"She mistakenly believed in the so-called 'expert', listened to the rumors, believed the rumors, and rushed to find it. She ran to City Y alone, and it turned out that the 'expert' was fake."
"They robbed Si Yin of all the valuable things he had on him, and then they revolted and insulted Si Yin as a group."
"It's Xi Yunqian who contacts Si Yin every day, but he has been unable to contact her. After a day's delay, he was really worried about Si Yin's accident, so he took the initiative to call Si Nian. Only then did Si Nian find out that she had gone to Y City."
If only Xi Yunqian had stopped listening to Si Yin so much, indulged her and told Si Nian in advance when he first learned about this matter.
Or, call Si Nian as soon as he can't contact Si Yin.
Si Yin's tragedy may not happen.
But in this world, there are no ifs.
Fu Yanshen's voice was a little lower, "We couldn't contact her, so everyone was worried. Xinglan has connections in Y City, and he quickly found Si Yin."
"But it was already two days later. After Si Yin was insulted by those scum in turn, they took her to the underground trading city. Si Yin was tortured for a day and a night."
Mu Chenxi's eyes turned red!
She thought an accident had happened, but she didn't expect it to be such a blow that could destroy a woman's life!
"When Si Nian found her, she had been tortured to the point of dying. When she was taken to the hospital, she refused to eat, drink or speak. She was relying on force feeding and nutritional fluids to hang on to her life."
"Sinian found many psychological authorities for her, but she was closed in her own world, unwilling to accept reality, and never spoke."
"The accident happened one month later, and the doctor found out that she was pregnant."
"After Siyin found out that she was pregnant, she went crazy and knocked off her child. When she found out, she was bleeding heavily and her uterus was damaged. She will never be able to give birth again in her life."
"Si Yin collapsed. She began to seek death frequently. Even if she was watched day and night, she still tried every means to seek death."
"After a long period of care, the Mu family and the Tang family were exhausted. After an oversight, Si Yin found an opportunity and committed suicide by cutting his wrists."
"Although he was rescued in the end, Si Nian felt sorry for Si Yin and he couldn't bear it anymore. So he found me and knelt down in front of me."
"He couldn't help but watch Si Yin die. He begged me to marry Si Yin so that Si Yin could live."
Hearing this, Mu Chenxi understood why the engagement between Fu Yanshen and Mu Siyin came about.
Although A Yan was not to blame for Mu Siyin's accident, it was because she loved A Yan too much and wanted to heal his leg.
She loved A Yan too much, and Mu Siyin was hopeless. Only A Yan accepted her efforts, thanked her for her efforts, and didn't mind and felt sorry for the hurt she suffered.
He is responsible for her and marrying her is the only way to keep Mu Siyin alive.
"Initially, Si Nian and I just wanted to give Si Yin hope so that she could survive."
"But this step was the wrong one."
"Si Yin survived and walked out quickly. She started eating well, taking good care of her body, and never mentioned the incident again. She sealed up the painful memories."
"This was a good thing, but as time went by, she actually blamed me for the pregnancy and miscarriage."
"To justify herself in her world, in order to reconcile her pregnancy, she outlined a past between me and her. She immersed herself in that self-fantasy world and convinced herself of it."
"Once upon a time, Si Nian and I saw that her condition was getting better and better, and we tried to make her face it so that she could really let go of the past and live a good life. But every time we touched it, she rebounded greatly."
"Sinian was afraid that another accident would happen, so he didn't dare to touch her anymore. He just kept asking her to take medicine to control her condition."
"After you came back, Si Nian said he would take care of it, so he sent Si Yin abroad. Later, Si Nian said that the condition was under control. I always thought that he had taken care of it."
"I didn't expect that her condition would get worse and worse, and she would sneak back from country C and hurt you and the baby..."
"Honey, I'm sorry."
Fu Yanshen's big hand gently landed on Mu Chenxi's lower abdomen, and his fingertips couldn't help but tremble slightly.
How lucky she is to be his.
But his presence always made her hurt.
When I am grateful to meet such a person in my life, I will also feel guilty for the harm I have caused to her over the years.
"I'm sorry, it's not your fault."
Mu Chenxi raised her hand and gently held his hand on her lower abdomen, and moved her face closer to the crook of his neck.
After hearing this past incident, she felt sympathy for Mu Siyin.
I feel sorry for her experience.
"Our baby will be fine."
She will take good care of the fetus and will definitely save their baby.
In this way, Ah Yan no longer has to go through obstacles.
Between her and Mu Siyin, Ayan would definitely choose her without hesitation and not let anyone hurt her and the baby.
If something happens to the baby, even with his past, Ah Yan's character will not let Mu Siyin go.
"Um."
Fu Yanshen's voice was slightly hoarse.
"You went to her to tell her the truth that you had deliberately forgotten? How is she?"
Mu Chenxi didn't want Fu Yanshen to be immersed in guilt. What she used to mind was no longer the slightest bit grudge after hearing him talk about Mu Siyin's past.
At that time he thought he was dead.
Faced with Tang Sinian's begging.
Years of brotherhood, coupled with Mu Siyin's experience.
Even though he didn't ask Mu Siyin to go, she did it for his legs.
For various reasons, Fu Yanshen nodded and agreed to allow Mu Siyin to survive. She had no reason to argue with him about this matter.
"Well, it's okay. Si Nian and I have already taken care of it."
Fu Yanshen's tone did not change, and Mu Chenxi did not notice anything strange about him.
At this moment, Chen Xi's pregnancy was still unstable. He didn't dare to tell Chen Xi because he was so angry that he lost his calm.
Without arranging everything, he ran to tell Mu Siyin and let tragedy happen.
Today's morning sun cannot bear the slightest stimulation.
He couldn't allow any accidents to happen to Chen Xi and the baby.
"You take good care of the baby and leave everything else to me."
"good."
Mu Chenxi chose to believe Fu Yanshen and believed in his words without thinking too much.
After talking for a while, tiredness came over me.
Leaning in Fu Yanshen's arms, he slowly closed his eyes under the gentle patting of his big hands.
Soon, even breathing sounded in Fu Yanshen's arms.
Fu Yan lowered his eyes deeply and looked at Mu Chenxi sleeping peacefully in his arms, but he didn't feel sleepy at all.
Closing his eyes, he saw in front of him that afternoon Mu Siyin jumped off the building in front of him because he was reminded of that unbearable past.
He failed to catch her, and she fell to the ground in a pool of blood.
The night is getting quieter and quieter.
It wasn't until Mu Chenxi fell asleep in his arms that Fu Yanshen let go of her and got up from the bed gently.
Get up and walk to the small balcony.
He took out his mobile phone and sent a WeChat message to Tang Sinian: [Si Nian, how is Si Yin doing?]
He was worried about Chen Xi and the child. After Si Yin was sent to the hospital for emergency treatment, he didn't stay to wait for the results. He went back to the hospital first and didn't know the results of Si Yin's rescue.
There was no reply there.
The first aid is not over yet.
Fu Yanshen looked at the night, feeling as if a huge boulder was pressing on his heart, making him breathless.
Putting the phone aside, he reached for the cigarette case in his pocket.
He knocked one out, bit it skillfully at the corner of his mouth, and was about to light it when he paused.
He glanced at Mu Chenxi who was sleeping soundly in the ward.
Chenxi is pregnant.
Silently he took off the cigarette, put it back into the cigarette case, threw it away, and threw it into the trash can.
The night is getting deeper.
The mobile phone that was put aside finally turned on.
There is a new message on the screen, from Tang Si Nian.
Fu Yanshen clicked it immediately.
Tang Sinian, [I just came out of the emergency room and was sent to the ICU for observation.]
【You take good care of Chenxi and the children.】
Fu Yanshen, [Sinian, sorry.]
Fu Yanshen didn't want such an accident to happen.
Chen Xi and Shaochen are what he cares about most.
If you hurt him, he won't lose his mind like this.
It's about morning light and children.
He really——
If Mu Siyin is truly an unforgivable sin.
No matter who she is, he has already dealt with it.
But Si Yin’s situation is special.
He was really angry today and was too impulsive.
Thinking about today when he saw Si Yin lying in a pool of blood, he rushed downstairs.
Xi Yunqian saw him and rushed up to hit him, but he fended him off.
Xi Yunqian attacked him like crazy.
"Enough!"
Tang Sinian, who was providing emergency treatment to Mu Siyin, shouted with scarlet eyes, "Do you still want Siyin's life? Come and help me."
Xi Yunqian immediately rushed over, and he also followed. Under Tang Sinian's command, they helped Mu Siyin up together.
Leave the villa and get in the car.
The bodyguard drove the car.
In the spacious back seat, Mu Siyin's head was fixed by Si Nian and protected in his arms.
Looking at that lifeless face, Si Nian's eyes became increasingly red.
In the quiet car where the needle drop could be heard, Si Nian whispered hoarsely, "I have convinced my uncle and aunt to agree to send Yin Yin to xx Hospital."
Just a little bit different.
He can keep his voice.
Fu Yanshen knew that Tang Sinian didn't really blame him for saying this.
It's just that he was too sad.
Tang Sinian, [It has nothing to do with you, don’t bear any psychological burden. I am the one who is wrong about Yinyin. If I want to say sorry, I am also saying sorry to you and Chen Xi. 】
【It's very late, go to bed early, I'm tired too.】
Fu Yanshen,【Go to bed early.】
Tang Sinian did not reply.
Throwing the phone aside, he took out the cigarette case from the drawer, took out one, bit it, lit it, and took a few puffs.
The astringent taste of nicotine couldn't suppress the sadness in my heart.
Ah Shen didn't even inform Ah Shen in the afternoon. Regardless of his behavior of revealing the truth of the year in front of Yinyin, he was not without complaints in his heart.
But he also knew that he had no right to blame Fu Yanshen.
The moral kidnapping came first, and I said I would handle it myself. Not only did I never handle it well, but the more I dealt with it, the worse it became.
Now, the worst result has happened.
He could only try his best to save Yinyin.
Even though he knew deep down in his heart, I was afraid that Yinyin wouldn't be able to be saved this time.
Thinking of Mu Siyin's situation, Tang Sinian's eyes turned red.
This is the sister he has loved and loved since childhood.
She is not a biological sister, but she is better than a biological sister.
In just a few minutes and after smoking several cigarettes, Tang Sinian's mood stabilized slightly.
I put out the cigarette butt in my hand and asked someone to bring me a cup of coffee.
I looked through the medical books on the shelf, trying to find out if there was any other way to save Hui Yinyin's life.
At the same time, Xi Yunqian stayed outside the ICU.
Yinyin is most afraid of being alone.
She was also afraid of hating the hospital.
He was like a living fossil. He could not go inside to accompany her. He could only stand quietly outside the glass, looking at Mu Siyin lying inside, and accompany her.
The blood on her body has been cleaned, she is wearing sterile clothing, lying on the hospital bed, and her body is filled with instrument tubes.
"Yinyin, Yinyin."
Over and over again, Xi Yunqian called Mu Siyin's name, he didn't know how many times he called it.
Her lips were already chapped and her eyes were swollen from crying.
But no matter how many times he called, there was no response from the musiyin inside.
It seems that there is no life left.
He could never forget the last look that Yinyin gave him.
Her despair.
Her life was full of love.
At that moment, Yinyin jumped down with the thought of saying goodbye to this world first.
Mu Siyin's last look was like the sharpest thorn, piercing his heart.
As time goes by, it becomes deeper and deeper.
The more it pricks, the more painful it becomes.
The person who forced Yinyin to jump off the building was Fu Yanshen.
It was him, so exciting that she didn't want to live anymore.
Why?
Why is Fu Yanshen so cruel to Yinyin?
She just loves him.
Because I love him, I will experience those unbearable accidents.
Yinyin got sick because she didn't want to face it.
The root cause is Fu Yanshen.
How could he disregard Yinyin's life and death just to please Mu Chenxi!
If something happens to Yinyin, he will definitely not let them live a peaceful life!