She squatted on the carpet beside the sofa, her chin resting lightly on her knees, and her back rested on the imperial concubine's couch.
Where she sat, her eyes were facing the door.
It was obvious that she saw it from the moment he stepped in the door with a guilty conscience and was too cautious.
He hurriedly took off his clothes, and the undisguised panic on his face the moment he turned his head was all visible to her.
She obviously saw it, but she didn't ask any questions.
Where was he last night?
Why didn't you come home all night?
Who are you with?
Why do you take off your clothes and take a shower as soon as you come back?
She kept that posture and looked at him calmly.
Those starry eyes were bright again, but he didn't know if it was his imagination, but he couldn't see any light in them.
Fu Yanshen was enveloped in huge panic. He stood there, in a dilemma.
She was so calm that it scared him.
How could she be so calm when facing him who hadn't returned home all night?
The calmer she was, the more frightened she made him.
He didn't dare to go into the bathroom again, and he didn't dare to get too close to her, for fear that she might smell Xi Yan's perfume on him.
He cautiously took a step forward and called her tentatively, "Morning..."
"Don't come over."
Her voice was as light as down, but it hit Fu Yanshen's feet like a lead ball, making him dare not take another step forward.
Mu Chenxi opened a pair of red eyes and looked at Fu Yanshen.
Heartbroken, that was probably how she felt at this moment.
Last night, the two had an argument. After he left, she sat alone on the bay window for a long time.
The night got deeper and deeper, and she tried to fall asleep, but couldn't.
She lifted the quilt and stood up, floating out of the room like a ghost.
Went downstairs and finally picked a spot facing the door.
Sit down with your knees bent.
She didn't close her eyes the whole night.
She knew it was not good for the baby, but she couldn't sleep, really couldn't sleep.
She waited persistently.
I don't know what I'm waiting for.
She had obviously seen Fu Yan kissing Gu Xiyan deeply, she knew that he had lied to her, and she and Gu Xiyan had already crossed the line of friends.
However, there was still a little fire of hope struggling in her heart, trying to burn.
The little flame told her that rumors are just rumors after all.
She also likes to read gossip, which is exaggerated and becomes more and more mysterious as it spreads.
Although there is a video, they are not actually seen kissing.
Maybe he didn't betray himself?
The voice told her to wait for him to come back and ask him carefully.
At least give him a chance to defend himself.
After all, I was so angry last night that I didn't even speak well.
Once your emotions have calmed down, you can open up and have a good talk.
Maybe she really misunderstood?
She persistently held the faint spark that was so small that it was almost invisible, and sat here waiting for the whole night.
Finally, when he came back, I watched him walk in from outside with a guilty conscience.
In fact, seeing his expression, she already had the answer in her heart.
Between him and her, he has always been the leader.
Even in daily interactions, he has used a way to make her feel comfortable and not let her feel that he is superior.
However, the gap is a gap, and the gap in status makes him always confident of winning in front of her, always feeling like he has her firmly in his palm.
If it was just a one night absence, if he had not done anything sorry to her, he would not have this attitude.
But even though she was prepared, she still suffered a devastating blow when she saw him take off his clothes and expose the nape of his neck, with those eye-catching kiss marks.
She watched helplessly as the little spark in her heart that she had carefully protected all night was ruthlessly extinguished by him.
This was the answer he gave her after she had been waiting for it all night.
She finally waited.
Holding his hand with my own hand, I gave myself the final blow, cutting off the last trace of expectations I had for Fu Yanshen in my heart.
She didn't cry, her tears seemed to have dried up last night.
not worth it!
Really not worth it!
Life is a gamble, she just lost the bet, what's the big deal!
She was the one who was greedy for his tenderness and love and chose to give him another chance.
It was she who gave him the chance to hurt her again.
Now he has been completely pushed into the abyss.
He is the murderer and she is an accomplice.
You can't blame anyone for your own choices.
It’s your own fault!
Mu Chenxi supported the sofa and slowly stood up.
I kept squatting in the same position for too long, and my blood was not flowing smoothly. When I stood up, my feet hit the ground.
It's like stepping on densely packed needles, the needles penetrate the flesh and blood and blend into the blood.
As it moves, it pierces the limbs and bones of the body.
It really hurts!
The pain made her body tremble and she fell down on the sofa.
"Morning light!"
Fu Yanshen looked at her with fascination and rushed to her in a few strides.
Before his hand even touched Mu Chenxi, she was staring at him in mid-air with a look he had never seen before.
She stared at him, opened her lips with difficulty, and said word by word: "Fu Yanshen, I said, don't come over, don't touch me."
She didn't sleep all night and cried most of the night. Her voice was hoarse, as if she had sand in her mouth.
Every word I spat out was filled with an extremely painful tearing feeling.
It's not that she doesn't want to lose her temper.
It’s not that I don’t want to ask hysterical questions.
Rather, the moment she saw the hickey, her heart fell into the ice cellar and became completely cold.
She was completely disappointed with him.
Questioning is meaningless.
Everything is a foregone conclusion and cannot be changed.
She and him finally reached a dead end.
He didn't have her in his heart. She broke her teeth and swallowed blood. No matter how hard it was to swallow, she forced herself to swallow it.
This was something she didn't ask for in the first place. She advised herself not to force it and just let nature take its course.
But, from the beginning of the relationship, they agreed.
Never betray.
If you want to break up, just say so.
She will leave and it will be fulfilled.
Don't betray her.
He clearly knew how much she cared, how disgusted she was, and how intolerant she was of being betrayed by her man's body.
She cannot tolerate such betrayal.
But he still did it.
Regardless of her feelings, he stuffed it into her mouth and disgusted her.
Fu Yanshen looked at Mu Chenxi. His eyes could see through people's hearts. At this moment, he couldn't understand her.
He couldn't figure out what she was thinking, and because he couldn't figure it out, he didn't dare to stimulate her even more.
She wouldn't let him touch her, and he didn't dare to stretch out his hand again. His eyes fell on her for a moment, and her eyes were all about her, and his voice was very soft and apologetic.
I was afraid that if I made a little louder voice, it would set her off.
"Okay, I won't come near you or touch you. Don't get excited."
Fu Yanshen stepped back a few steps in cooperation and stood still in a panic.
Mu Chenxi stopped looking at him, calmed down, stood up from the sofa again, lifted her steps, and walked slowly upstairs.
She walked slowly and with difficulty.
In front of her was no longer the familiar path up the stairs that she had walked many times, but a knife array filled with sharp knives.
Every step she takes puts herself in a sword formation.
She could see the knife, but she still stood firm.
The moment she landed, she clearly felt the pain of cutting flesh and bones.
She is making the final cut with these four years, resolute and firm.
This is a path that if she takes the first step with determination, she will never let herself look back.