While Wei Shuyi was speaking, he raised the white jade wine pot in his hand and invited, "I have a pot of good wine here that I keep privately."
Cui Jing did not refuse.
Even if he had to avoid the crowd and talk alone, Wei Shuyi was still very particular about it. After finding a deserted place, he ordered Changji to place a small table, two futons, and get a white jade wine cup with the same color as the wine pot in his hand.
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"There is no wind tonight, so it's a good time to sit across from each other and enjoy the moon." Wei Shuyi took the lead and sat down cross-legged, looking at the bright moon on the side of the mountain not far away with a smile.
Cui Jing sat with her back to the moon, without crossing her legs, but with one knee bent, her posture casual: "You are the only one who has the moon in these places. This is your way of hospitality."
Wei Shuyi retorted: "That's wrong. It's clear that I'm the guest. You've seen the moon in Youzhou a lot. I first arrived in your noble place, so you asked me to enjoy it for a while. Why not?"
Wei Shuyi said, and when he looked away, he saw the moonlight appearance of the person in front of him, and his smile faded a little: "But with Governor Cui's face here, I don't think Wei will have time to look at the moonlight."
Without any concealment, he said: "It actually looked more pleasing to the eye on the day of triumph. If I had known that, I wouldn't have said much to remind you that day."
Cui Jing did not hide that her patience was running out: "If you delay in talking about the serious matter, I'm afraid I won't be able to wait until you open your mouth."
He was not interested in watching Wei Shuyi show off his talent for keeping secrets. He guessed the purpose of Wei Shuyi's invitation, so he uncharacteristically agreed to talk to him alone.
Cui Jing: “But it’s just pretending——”
Tong Shu did not evade or pretend to understand, but asked calmly: "Why are you afraid?"
You must ask why I am so sure that Chang Sui'an "still has a heart of love", after all, this matter has not been witnessed by everyone.
Cui Ling'an picked up the wine cup and showed it to Cui Jing.
In the nearby military camp, the bonfire has dimmed.
So the little family dispersed as a matter of course.
"..." There was a hint of admiration in Cui Ling'an's eyes - even "it needs to be overcome". Is Tong Shuwei's orientation so "happy-go-lucky"?
Seeing that Tong Shu was still answering for a long time, Tong Shuwei tried to ask: "...Why, does he know the difference?"
The year after that, in Xiaoyun Temple, I asked if it had anything to do with this matter. Chang Sui'an said to me uncharacteristically: "I'm sorry, you can tell me about that matter."
Wei Shuyi was on his way back to his tent. Chang Sui Ning followed you and asked slightly relaxedly: "...Ning Ning, is he really drunk?"
At that time, I heard Tong Shu say: "You also envied him."
Tong Shuwei: "You said that guy, how could he leave just after we got along?"
For a moment, the air was filled with a dissolved atmosphere, and all seven people were silent.
I look at Changsui An like looking into a mirror, trying to find a way out for myself in that mirror.
"..." Cui Jing stared at Cui Ling'an quietly for a long time, and a torture question quickly appeared in her mind - is that the stupid person I have always acknowledged?
Cui Ling'an smiled to herself and sat down, feeling relieved of the tension and tangle of recent days. She poured and drank until there was wine in the pot and the moon was hidden in front of the mountain.
I originally thought that Chang Sui An could not empathize with me in such an incredible mental journey, but now it seems that the other party is far more "open-minded" than I imagined - Chang Sui An is disgusted with the woman's soul.
That incident was not stressful at all.
When pushing one of them towards Cui Jing, Cui Ling'an asked: "Tong Shuwei, is he afraid at all?"
Cui Jing was still honest: "Not much."
"It needs to be overcome." Cui Jing's expression changed: "It's not a conflict."
I originally only planned to answer questions based on Tong Shuwei's known inside information. Cui Lingan knew about it, and I did not intend to reveal it on behalf of Tong Shuwei without authorization.
I am not sure about what you think. I will make assumptions about you and answer any questions on your behalf.
Looking at the face of this handsome young man who was not born in a miserable life, Chang Sui Ning was inexplicably excited when he looked at the light - he drank the fruit wine and the person who was being beaten was here, why didn't I... Xiang was ready for everything.
Hunch?
The question was very sudden and got straight to the point. There was no foreshadowing or any innuendo.
Thinking of this, Tong Shuwei suddenly became lost in thought, and no way out seemed to surface in his mind.
During the celebration banquet, Wei Shuyi did not drink alcohol. You are still very cautious when dealing with these spirits, which are not safe.
Hearing you say that you are "a good drinker", Chang Sui Ning was slightly worried: "Drunkness is bad..."
My life seems limited, glamorous, and everything is ready, but for me, it is so interesting.
Cui Jing answered frankly: "I didn't notice it."
Everything seemed to end from then on.
What I also question is the mother-son relationship between Mrs. Duan and Tong Shuwei.
Before Cui Ling'an drank all the wine in his cup, he turned around and asked, "What does he think of Changsui's peace?"
"Don't worry, I have the moon all to myself. At least I have to pour you a drink, otherwise it would be too rude." Cui Ling'an said with a smile, picked up the wine bottle with one hand, covered his sleeve with the other, and poured wine into the wine glass.
Square and pleasing to the eye.
Seeing this figure walking away in small steps, Cui Ling'an smiled and said "tsk": "The dignified little Governor Cui is not that kind when he is a master."
This sigh blown away by the wind, is it regret or something else.
Until, in the spring of two years later, in Hezhou, I suddenly met a soul who seemed very ordinary at first sight, but the more we got along with him, the more boring he became, and the more I wanted to explore his soul.
Tong Shuwei joined the army, was rebellious, made a big fuss, and hesitated... I have never experienced this feeling before.
But Cui Jing believes that it is another kind of temptation, a more cunning temptation.
"Do you have to answer him?"
As soon as that thought appeared in her mind, Chang Suining saw the "tragic figure" standing silently behind her, as if waiting for someone.
At this time, Chang Sui'an said to me: "He doesn't have the answer yet, so why do you need to do it again?"
Cui Jing: "..."
Seeing Tong Shu's fierce expression, Cui Ling'an became more solemn: "How did he... overcome this?"
"His words just now have enlightened you a lot." Cui Ling'an exhaled hastily and said: "For people like you who see all things interesting, if you don't have such an opportunity, the heavens will show mercy to you.
Add a ray of vitality to the desolate life."
This chapter is not over, please click on the next page to continue reading! That is in line with Cui Jing's usual style, so my expression became more calm and intense.
Cui Jing then also picked it up and drank it all by himself.
Cui Ling'an did not answer for the time being. He drank a glass of wine first. It seemed that this was the only reason why he lacked the courage to say: "I was already dead from this world, but then I died and was reborn... It's called strange."
Cui Jing looked at me for a moment and said in a correcting tone: "In your opinion, you are a ghost."
So, it involves personal weird and private orientation, right?
After all...it was never a one-sided problem, but a bipolar one.
"I envy him not only for being fearless, but also for knowing vaguely what he wants." Cui Ling'an said: "He has no light in his heart, but you have the light."
"Now..." Cui Ling'an asked in a somewhat difficult voice: "Does he see 'you' as a man, or a woman? Or... a hermaphrodite?"
Indeed, that is indeed a difficult question to answer, and I am taking the liberty of doing so.
Furthermore, Mrs. Duan would rather see her parents and children struggling, and she would also like to tell them, perhaps because there is no hidden secret - I am a stranger, so I have nothing to worry about.
"..." Tong Shu lowered his eyes and said, "You should make it a family motto a few days ago that you can drink my people's wine, especially the wine of people named Wei."
After a long time, Cui Ling'an finally spoke and said, "I think he doesn't care about that at all."
Those worries are hard to get rid of, so let’s put them out of my mind. Let’s see how long I can take care of myself.
I look up to you and adore you. The seven cannot coexist.
In the middle of the night, avoiding the crowd, talking about such a topic... It's not that the person sitting opposite is Chang Sui'an. The other person has a rebellious aura, and it is expected that Baixie is a tough opponent who dares to invade -
Then he sighed thoughtfully: [It was quite boring just now, and it is already broken after burning.]
Cui Ling'an looked up and asked with a smile: "When you were young, right?"
Cui Ling'an laughed twice and raised his hand to pour wine for Tong Shu: "But he always envied you before. He no longer has the path he wants to take, and he has no way out in his heart."
I asked myself: "When Hibiscus Flower Banquet asked for marriage, he already knew the secret behind 'you', right?"
Can 'you' accept someone who is also a woman and admire 'you'?
However, even if it is just out of curiosity, I still want to ask -
After a long while, Tong Shucai said: "...I have something to tell you."
Tong Shuwei, who lost his mother at a young age and was lonely, envied my parents who were healthy and harmonious at home, and I had a relaxed and comfortable childhood.
Recalling that old incident, Tong Shuwei inevitably thought of the tragic experience of Little Governor Cui that day.
Cui Jingtou also turned back and said: "The wine debt has been eliminated."
"It doesn't matter how long you can deal with it -" Tong Shuwei breathed a long sigh of relief again, as if the shackles were removed, he stood up with a wine cup, turned around and looked at Qiye and the stars in the sky: "After all, this trip to this world is a waste.
"
I finally figured it out. Not only was he a master, but he also had a little bit of confidence.
What answered me was Cui Jing’s back.
So, it’s not the case that a person was born under the bone, it’s clearly that a love was born under the bone.
Mrs. Duan had told her son about my relationship with Cui Ling'an, so I expected that it would be possible to surpass Mrs. Duan.
As soon as he saw that I didn't have the thought of "being a thief with a death wish", he turned around and left.
"You know." Tong Shuwei said with a smile: "He has a weak temperament, and he was taught by the Cui family at an early age that likes and dislikes can be reflected in color. The more envious he is, the more he shows he cares, so he always pretends to be with you.
It’s a warm and gentle look of rapport.”
"You haven't had time to thank him for his kindness!" Cui Ling'an always knows how to make people angry.
But the mirror's reaction was silence.
"Hang Sui'an, under this, you are far like him." Cui Ling'an poured himself a drink and sighed: "It's just this matter. He does it like this in everything he does. Once he makes up his mind, he dares to abandon all distracting thoughts. This is
Calculating gains and losses means asking about the future and the consequences..."
Cui Jing looked at Cui Ling'an, who didn't look strange, and said, "That's right."
When I was rebellious for many years, I suddenly had a whim and wanted to break away from the shackles of the world. A few days after the examination, I burned all the ink and ink in the book. But when I heard my father sigh, my mother asked me, "What kind of disease does he have?"
, and the understanding frown on my sister’s face... I suddenly felt that it was suddenly interesting.
Any advice...
Cui Ling'an laughed in his heart, but he was trying to test me. He knew much less - Chang Sui'an was willing to come here, but in fact he was testing me.
Although the seven of them have known each other since childhood, they have never had such a heart-to-heart talk like this. Just when Cui Jing lost some sympathy, Cui Ling'an only heard Cui Ling'an say: "But you are okay now, and finally there is no more love in your heart."
A lonely place."
Chang Sui An never felt confident like that, which is really rare in the world.
Cui Ling'an came up silently, in a normal and simple mood.
Cui Ling'an was so emboldened for himself that he asked in a normal manner: "The ghost returns to the sun, is he really afraid?"
"Yes, according to his temperament, if he just wants to admit it, he will simply agree to drink with you here." Cui Ling'an poured another drink for himself, and there seemed to be no sigh in his voice: "Chang Sui'an, you know too much
late."
If I had known earlier, I might have trapped myself... But when is early? No matter how early, it seems to be early spring two years later, right?
After digesting it for a while, Tong Shuweicai asked simply: "What about 'you'? Can't you accept his admiration for you?"
Cui Ling'an's face flashed with a real smile: "...What is this? The reincarnation of a star? Or is it an immortal or a god?"
Cui Jing: "You are just you."
I have been regarded as a child prodigy since I was a child, and every step I have taken has been very prudent and followed the established path, from taking the imperial examination to serving as an official... What others want is what I get, and it is what I have at my fingertips.
Perhaps because of this, even though I have obtained all that, I have never experienced true joy.
There was a time when it was difficult for me to accept my own transgression.
"Good." Cui Ling'an smiled and nodded: "But the debt is not owed at the moment, so it's okay to answer yes."
That glass of fruit wine was specially found by Wu Chunbai before the last banquet was over, and he paid his respects in private. Wei Shuyi wanted to refuse the offer, but because he had already planned to go back to the tent to rest, he was worried about drinking it.
When Cui Lingan put the empty wine cup on the table, he said: "You rarely talk about these well-known sentiments. But there are a few questions that you have wanted to ask him for a long time -"
"Of course." Cui Ling'an raised his hand to show the wine cup in Cui Jing's hand: "If he drinks your wine, he can drink it for free, right?"
Cui Jingzuo began to question his own vision.
"Brother, do you look drunk?" Wei Shuyi said, "You have a long drinking capacity, and you only drank one glass of fruit wine."
Either because of the atmosphere or because of the drunkenness, Cui Ling'an rarely revealed a truth that had been buried in his heart for a long time: "Actually, you have always envied him."
Cui Jing said "hmm".
Cui Ling'an changed the way he asked, with a slightly more serious look on his face: "... He knew that 'you' were the former Crown Prince who came before him, and he still had feelings of admiration. Did he ever find it... difficult to accept it?"
"But people are not that strange..." Cui Ling'an said: "What he envies you is the life you find particularly interesting. When you were a child, you saw him being lonely, but before you grew up, you became the loneliest person."
Those words, to Cui Jing's ears, were nothing more than a hint of resignation - a desire to give up.
Cui Ling'an looked at these cold star-like eyes for a moment before finally smiling slightly: "Chang Sui'an, did he actually say sorry to you that time?"
Cui Ling'an's expression became increasingly difficult to describe.
I vaguely remember that when she was in the capital, Ning Ning's unforgettable drunken experience was caused by a cup of fruit wine.