The voice of the Holy Emperor was not heavy, but there was a deep persistence in it, as if this question had been lingering in her mind for too long. She had asked it countless times in her heart, insisting on hearing an answer.
Li Suining paused slightly and reminded: "Your Majesty, my aunt is the ninth mother of the Zhong family. This matter has been decided at the return ceremony."
"Yes...I know." The Holy Book Emperor was afraid that she would leave right away, so he looked at the figure and backed down and said: "But you must have heard of Ashang's story...if you were her, would you hate me?
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Li Suining did not move for a moment, as if he was thinking about whether to answer "instead of" Li Shang.
The Holy Emperor's voice was hoarse with guilt: "The reason why she married Beidi was because of my mother's request..."
"No." Li Suining calmly corrected: "She is recuperating for Da Sheng."
The Holy Emperor: "If she really thinks so, why doesn't she want to recognize me?"
Li Suining stood still for a moment and finally spoke.
Then let's make it clear, settle things, and finally give each other an explanation.
"Her original intention was indeed to prosper the country. At that time, she thought about it and it seemed that there was no better way."
"You noticed it, so you agreed." Li Suining: "This is not the worst solution, and it can repay the debt smoothly. Is it reasonable for you to agree?"
At this moment, you suddenly let go of the "preference" you had for Axiao when you were young, and you just felt that Axiao was also very pitiful.
The Holy Emperor's body was stiff, and he said subconsciously: "I made a mistake... I promised him that I would bring him back eight years ago. I originally planned to make up for him in a bad way, but who knew..."
The male emperor seemed to have been drained of all his strength. He held the dragon staff in both hands and sat back quickly.
"Your Majesty is willing to think that way to comfort you, or to make yourself worse?"
"People are born with the ability to choose their parents. The most overbearing and unreasonable thing in the world is to be unrelated. Even if they are suitable for mother and son, there is no way to change it - the bad thing is that I am very lucky."
Your man came back, but he also left completely.
These words are very intense, but they make you realize in a darker way that you have really lost Ashang.
Li Suining's voice was very soft, as if she was telling someone else's story: "But many people advised her not to agree. Her teacher said something at the time - if there is no better way, then choose a not so good way. For now
Use it as a temporary measure, and then we can figure out a solution together: Why does one person have to be the best at everything in this world?"
"But you suddenly think, for so many years, you have never seemed to have asked for anything from your mother. On the contrary, you have always just met all of your mother's expectations. Is it really too much for you to expect this just once?"
After Yi Yiwei finished speaking, he raised his hand to open the bead curtain and left the place.
"Your Majesty is afraid that my mother will waver. Even if there is only a slight possibility, Your Majesty will definitely allow such a mistake to occur, so as not to affect your layout. Therefore, Your Majesty would rather go to you than I am Beidi."
"You thought at the time that if your mother also allowed you to get married, you and your mother would discuss a 'such a bad idea' together, so you waited for your mother to come find you."
That kind of loss is far more complete than the separation between life and death.
"You refuted the teacher, but late at night you couldn't help but fantasize, maybe you were actually being raped and you thought of another way. After all, apart from the teacher and subordinates, you don't have a powerful mother -"
The grievance is to ask for attention and love, but those who are willing will give it.
"It's just that once the two are clear, the saint will no longer be persistent and reluctant."
The evening breeze had completely lost its chill, blowing under my cheeks as if being swept by soft and clean feathers.
"With your majesty's mind, you would have thought that grandma would be willing to marry Li Shang. But during the past few days when grandma was waiting for your mother to express her stance, your majesty became afraid."
In the middle of the journey, a male soldier came to you and said to you: "The Taifu asked his subordinates to send a message, saying that before you finish your work in the palace, you will go directly to the Taifu to have dinner outside."
The Holy Emperor was a little stunned. At this point, you didn't dare to listen to a word, but this sentence still came into your ears in a confused tone:
Did Ashang accuse, question, and complain? Did he mention Banzi’s experience with Li Shang...
"Saints are born with a lack of love and trust, and it is a bad thing to hand it over weakly. You will be exhausted and your children will be suffocated." Li Suining: "It's bad to owe each other like that."
The impact of that feeling of losing control is not even greater than the moment you fainted and fell to the ground when Bian Jun conquered Gyeonggi Province——
The Holy Emperor stood there in a daze. A moment ago, your eyes moved to the window lattice, and you saw the eunuchs and servants bowing respectfully. This figure, as magnanimous and heavy as the wind, disappeared from your sight.
"The world's requirements and expectations for mothers are always too low, and you suddenly feel that you should be so selfish and harsh."
"You hate it. You feel nervous."
Li Suining: "So at this moment, you suddenly don't feel aggrieved."
"If Your Majesty said you did something wrong, you were indeed wrong." Li Suining said: "But the fault is not that I failed to be a so-called bad mother, but the fault is that I have never looked at one thing vaguely - the heart of a son.
Regardless of whether it is bad or not, the people's hearts and minds, those things collectively called the people's hearts are like fine sand. If you only want to firmly control it in your hands, they will all be lost."
When the waiter walked back, he saw the emperor holding the dragon staff tightly, and his upright back suddenly bent up, as if he had become older in an instant. He was slightly startled, but he dared to step back rashly, but did not wait uneasily.
On the side.
"The bad thing is that this grievance only lasted a moment, and you quickly figured out one thing -" Li Suining: "Your mother is not a thoughtful person."
"——Who knew?" Li Suining tilted his head forward slightly and repeated the seven words: "I am going to Li Shang here and will die four times. How could your Majesty know that?"
Li Suining was blowing the wind without looking back.
"Your mother has really come to find you, and she is called Beidi just like your Majesty -" Li Suining's voice was still wonderful: "This Beidi is not as weak and tough as before, and the bad image has really become
An unusual Beidi showed a strong and ashamed look that he had never seen before, and asked you to go and get married."
"At this time, you suddenly have a very strange feeling. You will not be touched by such a request. But you feel inexplicably that such words should be said by a mother - "
At that moment, a hollow fear suddenly arose in the heart of the Holy Emperor.
"Your Majesty asked you whether you hate—"
"Bad." Li Suining smiled, raised his leg and stepped back: "Let's go and see what bad food the teacher has prepared here."