Seeing that his wife's hand was pricked by a fragment of the glass frame, and blood was flowing from the open wound to the floor, Chen Liangshan immediately stepped forward to dissuade her: "Yanran...be careful with your hands!"
Xiao Yanran struggled, but in the end Chen Liangshan was able to pull her away from the glass fragments on the ground. She fell to the ground as if she had lost all strength, and cried loudly while holding the broken photo frame in her arms.
"I'm sorry, Mom... wuwu... I'm sorry, I really didn't know this family would become like this, and I... I really didn't want you to be so worried about leaving... I was wrong... I was really wrong
...I should really have listened to you at the beginning...I shouldn't have married myself so hastily..."
Hearing these words, Chen Liangshan suddenly felt pain like acupuncture in his heart.
He knew that Xiao Yanran had always been a woman who scolded him mercilessly once she got angry, but now, in front of him, she was accusing her every word, and this was the first time she had regretted this unfortunate marriage.
These merciless words were like sharp blades, piercing his heart, causing a burst of pain that was as painful as suffocation.
But at this moment, Chen Liangshan knew that the other party was right, and that he had made many mistakes. His life was like a long journey in which he tried to seize every opportunity, but still made many wrong choices along the way.
Therefore, Chen Liangshan has no position to refute the other party, and now he just wants to find out what happened while he was being held in the detention center.
So he tried to calm down and asked in a low voice: "Yanran, tell me what is going on, when did mom go..."
"Go away! Don't touch me!"
However, the moment Xiao Yanran was touched, her whole body twitched as if frightened, and then she pushed the other person in fear, almost shouting in a crying voice: "Go away! Go away!"
"Okay, okay, Yanran, don't get excited, I won't touch you..."
Chen Liangshan was worried that his wife would do something self-harm again, so he quickly backed away. While saying words of dissuasion, he asked cautiously: "Calm down first, don't be anxious...Hey! Don't leave!"
However, before Chen Liangshan finished speaking, Xiao Yanran suddenly pulled away and left. Although Chen Liangshan was anxious, he still did not dare to touch the other party. In desperation, he had no choice but to use his body to block Xiao Yanran in the corner and continued to ask: "Yanran, you
Tell me, what is going on, why did mom suddenly... act like this?"
The smile at this time was inevitable. In her eyes, the man in front of her was no longer the man she trusted and relied on before.
On the contrary, Chen Liangshan became more and more strange in her eyes, and made her feel more and more scared.
Xiao Yanran hugged her mother's body tightly into her arms, and she huddled in the corner out of fear, crying uncontrollably.
If it weren't for his personal experience, Chen Liangshan would never have believed that the relationship between husband and wife could reach such an extent, and he would never have believed that his closest wife looked at him with undisguised fear.
And he is like a murderer or robber, surrounding the other party in the corner.
But all of these were his own sins. From the initial manslaughter to the subsequent act of actively collecting money to pay for people's lives, Chen Liangshan knew very well that he seemed to be heading into the abyss step by step.
He tried his best to compensate the other party, to restore the broken family, and to live a life of poverty, mutual trust and mutual dependence with his wife and daughter as before.
So at this moment, Chen Liangshan just wanted to repair the relationship between himself and Xiao Yanran as soon as possible, and he stood there silently, watching the other person squatting in the corner and crying for a long time. It was not until the excitement subsided slightly that he gradually
He knelt down and whispered: "Yanran, tell me, what happened to mom?"
After a long while, Xiao Yanran responded with her hoarse and trembling voice: "Chen Liangshan! I...I really don't know why you can say such things? You should think about it carefully with your own conscience. When my mother was sick,
I...I have to go to work and take care of my daughter, and I have to go to the hospital every night to take care of my mother, but what about you? You are actually spending time with other women outside these days. Can you be worthy of us, mother and daughter?"
Of course Chen Liangshan knew the difficulties the other party mentioned, which could even be called suffering. He also believed that no woman in the world could have the resilience of Xiao Yanran. If it had been another woman, she would have lost her spirit a long time ago.
Collapse under this pressure.
But at this moment, he didn't know how to explain it to the other party. He had had countless impulses to tell the other party everything he had done, but he had swallowed his words countless times.
After all, he didn't want to kill his wife, and he couldn't say the words "I killed someone again".
After much hesitation, Chen Liangshan just responded: "Yanran, there are some things I can't tell you, but things are really not what you think. I am by no means a person who abandons you and Nannan. I..."
"enough!"
Xiao Yanran interrupted loudly: "Chen Liangshan, do you really think I will believe your lies? I can see clearly what the truth is! You clearly gave all your love and time to that woman! You want to
You know, the one lying in the hospital this time is my mother! She is the woman who gave birth to me and raised me, but when I needed you most, where were you!"
After finishing speaking, Xiao Yanran gently touched the photo frame with her blood-stained fingers, as if talking to herself.
——"My mother has been suffering all her life, hoping that I would marry into a good family, but since we got married, she has never had a day of peace of mind..."
——"My mother suddenly suffered from m5 acute leukemia in the past few months. The doctor originally told me that the three-year survival rate was at least 80% certain, but in just a few months...she passed away."
——"Chen Liangshan, do you know why mom left?"
——"In the past few months, I mortgaged my house and borrowed money from all my relatives and friends who could borrow money, but I still couldn't raise the damn chemotherapy expenses."
——"Do you know how many times during this period, Nannan asked me where you were, but I still didn't know how to tell the child that your father was with another woman."
——"Do you know how those people in the hospital view our family? No other family like us has had their treatment forcibly interrupted because they were unable to pay for chemotherapy."
——"My mother's body can no longer withstand such tortures again and again. I will never forget the painful look when she was sick before she left. Her body was like an expired fruit, even if she was pressed lightly...
… There will be blood stains under the skin that cannot be healed.”
——"Chen Liangshan, what I said...have you really cared about it? If you really cared a little bit about our mother and daughter, and cared a little bit about this family, you...you wouldn't be like this now.
!”
Only then did Chen Liangshan finally understand what happened to Xiao Yanran during this period. At this moment, self-blame, guilt and regret were intertwined in his heart, making him not even know how to face his wife.
Thousands of mistakes all started with a manslaughter on his own impulse.
Xiao Yanran's heart felt like death at this moment. She no longer believed that the man in front of her would be the one who could accompany her throughout her life. She pointed to the suitcase next to her and said in a pleading tone: "Chen Liangshan, please go."
Well, I don’t want my daughter to see you now, and I don’t want her to become someone like you in the future.”
Chen Liangshan: "What...you call me such a person."
The other party suddenly raised his head, with a look of horror in his eyes: "You...you killed someone, right?"
"Where did you hear all this nonsense?"
Chen Liangshan tried his best to suppress his anger and said: "Yanran, think about it for yourself, if I really broke the law, will the police let me go? Will you still go to the detention center to pick me up like you did today? All of this is just...him
Damn misunderstanding!"
Xiao Yanran trembled and said: "You... you are lying. I have lived with you for so many years. You... I can tell if you are lying at a glance! You really... you really killed someone, you really
of……"
"You woman are simply unreasonable!"
Finally, Chen Liangshan couldn't bear it anymore and interrupted angrily: "Why are you forcing me one by one? I just want to give you a better life so that you can live a good life like other people's relatives.
But why do I become a damned, heinous man in your eyes! Who am I doing this for now? Yanran, do you know!"
After a while, Chen Liangshan was surprised to find that he had grasped a slender and sharp piece of glass in Xiao Yanran's hand.
The other party's body was shaking uncontrollably, and the glass in his hand seemed ready to stab him at any time.
Seeing that the woman who was once the closest to him would behave like this, the other person's eyes at this moment were filled with only fear for him.
Chen Liangshan felt that his heart seemed to be broken at this moment, and he silently turned around and left the house.
