Pictures of his past life emerged in his mind one by one, and finally he was shown drinking poison and jumping off the edge of a cliff, leaving no trace of his body.
Is all this unchangeable?
Even if he had to do it all over again, he would still have the same ending.
Unable to love.
His cold eyes were red with a bit of stubbornness, and he just looked at her for a long time, uttering a few words at a time.
"I do not believe."
That look was unbearable to look at.
Even Shi Lin was a little hesitant, but soon realized that she couldn't be anyone's substitute, even if she was occupying this body at the moment.
Since she is the one occupying the body now, she is the owner of this body.
No matter how much Zhisu likes the original person, she is not.
She didn't bother to accept the love that didn't belong to her, so it was better to stop the unwanted thoughts earlier.
"Believe it or not."
When he turned around and left, there was no trace of nostalgia. His heartless look was exactly the same as in his previous life.
She is still her, and she doesn't love him either.
But it doesn't matter, she just met him this time, so it's normal not to have feelings, and she can take her time.
Zhisu knew that he was deceiving himself, but there seemed to be no other way.
He couldn't let her go.
I can't let go until I die.
Then just let it sink in, just like before.
During this period of time, no matter how cold and hurtful Shi Lin was to him, Zhi Su still turned a deaf ear and treated her with gentleness, consideration and meticulousness.
He looks calm and cool on the outside, but his behavior is very focused and serious.
Anyone else would be soft-hearted.
Even Shi Lin was shaken for a moment, but it was only for a moment.
The person he likes is not her.
Therefore, she will not be willing to be someone else's shadow.
Everything that happened in this life has deviated from the track of the previous life. Shi Lin did not return to the palace, nor was he poisoned. This avoided the possibility of acquaintance with Jun at first, but it also disrupted the original marriage.
For example, Ouyang Lan has decided that Shi Lin is his fiancée, and comes back to the Imperial Master's Mansion to see her every three days, and sometimes takes her out to play.
"Alin, do you still want to go today?"
When Zhisu asked this question, he had a bit of hope.
Every time Ouyang Lan asked her to go, she would go.
"Um."
Today, she was wearing plain white, which she was a little uncomfortable with, but the novelty was the factor, so there was no harm in wearing it.
What she didn't notice was that Zhisu rarely called the original person by his first name in the past. Even if he did, he always called him Shi Ye and never Ah Lin.
That's the only way she would shout.
He lowered his head slightly, his silver-gray eyes dimming, but he still retracted his hand and pursed his lips.
"Then come back early."
I felt a little upset for no reason at the time, but I couldn't explain it specifically, so I finally chose to ignore it and go out to keep my appointment.
Today I made an appointment to go to the lake with Ouyang Lan. The young general bought her a beautiful rabbit lantern, but it was daytime and it looked a bit ordinary.
He thought his daughter's family would like this kind of gadget, so he picked one for her.
Until nighttime, the rabbit lanterns emit a halo of light that illuminates the surroundings.
"You seem to be in a bad mood today?"
"Um?"
Shi Lin raised his eyebrows slightly, in a bad mood?
"I saw that you talked less today and smiled less, so I guessed that it was because you were in a bad mood, or if I had done something wrong that made you unhappy?"
The young man in front of him was dressed in flamboyant red. He was different from Su Qing, who was cold and dignified. He had sharp eyebrows and starry eyes, red lips and white teeth, and beautiful facial features. He looked like a flower of wealth in the world, easily obtainable.
That's enough.
How could you think of Zhisu?
Now I'm getting even more annoyed.
"I'm not in a bad mood. It's getting late today, so I'll go back first."
"Okay then, I'll give it to you."
Ouyang Lan didn't ask any further questions, and sailed the boat to the shore, waiting for her to land before getting aboard.
"No, thank you for the lantern."
Shi Lin returned calmly and walked away with the rabbit lantern in her hand. In fact, she didn't like this kind of thing that much.
There was still a person standing outside the Imperial Master's Mansion. He had been waiting here since she left, and he had not moved until dark.
Her silver hair was blown by the cold wind, and the mask covered her face coldly. When her eyes saw the person coming, she moved her steps.
"came back."
"do not wait for me."
Temporary attitude was very cold, so I walked around him and left, but my wrist was grabbed. His hand was very cold...
It's already late autumn and winter is about to begin. If he still stands here for a day, is he really not afraid of the cold? This chapter has been completed!