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Chapter 45 What if I have a guilty conscience

Although Guo Jing is usually clumsy in speech, when he talked about that day when he and Huang Rong were boating on the lake, he was very articulate and talked about the whole meal.

Although Gu Chaoci suddenly solved the mystery and suddenly realized it, the turmoil in his heart could not calm down for a long time.

A few months ago, when I left home, I killed a few scumbags. How could I bump into Huang Rong, who also ran away from home?

How evil!

It was not surprising that she was following me. At that time, I had been wandering around the world for more than a year without a single defeat, and I was growing stronger!

Although she is not good at martial arts, her Qinggong and body skills are very good. After all, she is not the one. She performs Qinggong and runs all the way, as if she is traveling around mountains and rivers. It is very difficult for people to do calculations mentally and unintentionally without being detected by themselves.

normal!

Even so, Gu Chaoci never expected that this girl would have such great resentment towards him. She would have a false reputation for her job, and she would dare to do it but not live up to it. It really hurts her to stand up and talk!

Your father is not a man who is seeking fame, but he just keeps some bad things secret in order to maintain his majestic image in your mind!

Also, I secretly learned martial arts and didn't dare to admit it. The fundamental reason was that I didn't want to be an ungrateful villain, so I just told a white lie.

Besides, wait for the day when I can overthrow your father, and see if I dare to admit anything, then it will be over!

This little girl knows so much about movies!

Gu Chaoci was thinking about it. After a while, he turned around and saw that Guo Jing was still looking at him. He couldn't help but sigh and said: "Why are you telling me this? To be honest, if you didn't tell me

, I can’t think of anything about her!”

Guo Jing said seriously: "I don't know if you know, but I know that a man should act openly and aboveboard!"

Gu Chaoci chuckled and said, "Above and aboveboard? Are you talking about me?"

Guo Jing waved his hand and said: "I'm not talking about you, I'm talking about myself. Masters taught me that in life, in the world, you must act with a clear conscience, and then you should tell others everything you want!

You saved my seventh master, and you have always treated me very well.

I don’t know, it’s the same thing, but I know it, and if I don’t tell it, I will be wasting my mother and master’s teachings!”

Gu Chaoci also knew that Guo Jing did not express his opinions and acted according to his thoughts and actions throughout his life.

However, he still said with a calm face: "You also know that as long as you have a clear conscience, you can tell people anything you want!

What if I have a guilty conscience?

How can we be aboveboard?"

When Guo Jing heard this, he couldn't help being startled. In his heart, Gu Chaoci said that he was not ashamed of anything he did, so why did he say that he was guilty of it?

Gu Chaoci is telling the truth. Don't say that he is now. He has nine yang and nine yin in his hand. With time, as long as he can fully understand it, he is not afraid of anyone. His reputation can be easily washed away.

Even before, he didn't have much fear of the Shaolin Temple itself. It's just that the "Nine Yang Manual" is the foundation of his martial arts, and it comes from Shaolin, so it has a cause and effect.

He still has the basic moral bottom line of not forgetting the man who dug the well.

At the beginning, he had not yet achieved his magic skills, and he did not have a relatively powerful method of exerting his inner strength, so he shamelessly picked some Shaolin scum to attack.

I originally thought that as long as I secretly acquired a good and profound martial arts such as "Seventy-two Special Skills", I would be able to protect myself.

In the future, I will have a good choice. I will no longer use Shaolin Kung Fu and people will not notice it. How great!

Although Gu Chaoci secretly learned martial arts, from his own standpoint, he could use force to comfort himself. However, he knew that this approach was wrong and even more despised by others.

Unexpectedly, not only did I not eat the meat, but I also made myself embarrassed.

Even if this happens, if it's another sect, it doesn't matter. The big deal is fighting and killing, who is stronger and who is more domineering.

But decades ago, the Huo Gong Toutuo incident occurred in Shaolin. They deeply hated people who secretly learned Shaolin martial arts. They knew what they had done and would never let it go.

Once he started taking action, he would be ungrateful if he acted too harshly. If he just surrendered, he would be killed, or his martial arts would be ruined. This situation was even more unacceptable to him.

This is what troubles Gu Chaoci the most.

Gu Chaoci saw that Guo Jing was stunned and obviously couldn't turn around for a while, so he continued: "Anyway, after you said this to me today, do you know what will happen?"

Guo Jing's thoughts turned around, he nodded slightly and said: "I know, if I tell the truth, you will definitely cause trouble for Ronger, and you may even kill her!"

Gu Chaoci laughed and said: "I'm serious, my father is the owner of Peach Blossom Island, how can I dare to trouble her? Kill her? You think highly of me, you have no such intention!"

Guo Jing shook his head and said: "That's not the case. It sounds like you have some concerns about the seniors of East Evil, West Poison, Southern Emperor and Northern Beggar, but in fact, you are not afraid of them at all. Everything is just a temporary measure.

So if you don't dare to deal with her obviously, you will find a way to do it secretly, just like you did with Ouyang Ke!

I also know that you will kill Ouyang Ke secretly, you will also kill Yang Shidi, and you will even kill Wanyan Honglie!"

Gu Chaoci was still smiling, but after hearing this, the smile on his face faded, and he snorted coldly: "Huang Rong told you this?"

Guo Jing shook his head and said: "No, this is my own feeling.

Ever since Ronger told me this, I have been observing your words and actions, and I have been thinking about what you said to me and Taoist Wang.

Seeing how you treated them today, I know you are suppressing your murderous intention."

At this time, Gu Chaoci's eyes were very deep, and he was really surprised! He believed that Guo Jing would not tell lies, but in this case, was this still the so-called silly and naive Guo Jing?

At that moment, he said in a cold voice: "You are right! Huang Rong said that I am ruthless and murderous without calculation, which is not wrong!

I will definitely take revenge!

The issue of my reputation is not that important. After all, I had no intention of concealing the fact that I had killed someone and left a note. No matter how she publicized it, she even said that I secretly learned other martial arts. Considering that she was young and loved to play, I didn't care.

But laugh it off.

But the reason why I concealed my secret study of Shaolin martial arts was that it had a lot to do with it. It was not just a question of being afraid or not!

Did you know that the people from the Shaolin Temple have already found me? If I hadn’t had some skills, I would have been captured by them and either dead or maimed!"

Seeing his face as cold as ice, Guo Jing did not flinch and said solemnly: "I don't understand any big principles, but I know that grudges must be repaid!

Ronger treats me sincerely. She has caused trouble for you. I have no ability to clear up the misunderstanding and solve the trouble for you!

You saved my seventh master and resolved the great grudge against Mei Chaofeng for me and the six masters. You have been very kind to me!

I just hope that if you vent your anger, you will take it out on me, and you will never go to Rong'er, no matter if you want to kill or hack her, that's fine!"

Gu Chaoci laughed wildly and said: "Kill you? You put it lightly! I only ask you, as the saying goes, the hatred of killing the father is irreconcilable, so you don't care about it!"

He was not surprised at all that Guo Jing could say this. He wanted to see how the other party chose!

Guo Jing said without hesitation: "This is the last thing I want to say. My father's revenge has not been avenged, so I ask Brother Gu, for the sake of our acquaintance, to grant me two months' grace and allow me to avenge myself.

When the time comes, tell me a place and I will personally come to receive you!"

After hearing what he said, Gu Chaoci was shocked: "This man's heart is bright. He has thought about everything and is willing to beg me to take revenge for him. He is also willing to beg me to vent his anger on him instead of troubling Huang Rong.

But there was never a word that made me give up the idea of ​​revenge!

It’s really rare!”

He only thought about lightning for a moment, but he waved his hand and said: "Come on, you still have beautiful thoughts!

After you die, Huang Rong will try every means to avenge you, but I don’t know how many conspiracies and tricks are waiting for me!"

Guo Jing frowned and thought: "That's right. Rong'er treats me deeply and will definitely avenge me. If the six masters knew that I had lost my life, they would not sit idly by and ignore it. But how could I do it because of me?"

, harmed the masters?

I must settle this matter alone!"

He cupped his hands into fists and said loudly: "Well, Brother Gu, after I finish avenging my father, I will find a place to kill myself. What do you think?"

After Gu Chaoci heard this, logically, he should laugh!

Because this is too real!

I have no grudge against him. If I want revenge, I have to go to Huang Rong. What's the use of taking his life?

However, Gu Chaoci knew clearly that Guo Jing would do what he said. As long as he obeyed, this man's life would be gone.

It can be seen that Guo Jing has a calm face and does not care about life and death at all. He couldn't help but secretly sighed: "No wonder in the original novel, he was able to sacrifice his whole family for the sake of the country and the nation. This attitude towards life is really amazing!

If he is like me and only cares about himself, with his ability, there is no place in the world where he cannot survive?

He was still young at this time, not yet eighteen, naive, a little restrained, but morally awe-inspiring. "A great chivalrous person serves the country and the people," Guo Daxia had already begun to take shape.

Although Huang Rong caused trouble for me, she was able to accompany Guo Jing and grow from a little witch to a "female Zhuge".

It took a lot of effort to raise troops, money and food to fight against the Mongols and fight them out!

These two people risked their lives and resisted the invasion for decades, but in the end not even a single bloodline was left. This kind of sacrifice and dedication, knowing that it is impossible to do, is something I will never possess.

I am usually selfish and do not have the noble sentiments of a great hero. How can I, at a time when the country is in ruins, have to hurt people like them for my own personal grudges?

Furthermore, if that mysterious master is really Huang Laoxie, he didn't take action when he saw me bullying his disciple, and even let me get a copy of the Nine Yin Manual, I will still take revenge...

Who has he become?

Could it be that I really can’t have some courage?”

Gu Chaoci kept thinking, and when he saw Guo Jing's proud face, his eyes were full of begging for permission. He knew that what he asked for was for him to stop taking revenge on Huang Rong and agree to his request.

It's not that he begged me to spare his life. He was not very tall, but in front of me, he looked upright.

It was easy for Gu Chaoci to kill Guo Jing at this time. When he looked at his sincere eyes again, he suddenly felt a sense of shame in his heart.

People can give up their lives for what they love in their hearts, and they can destroy their families to relieve trouble for the sake of their righteousness!

And me?

Do you care about your own gains and losses every day? Do you have your own beliefs?

When I was a child, I did not have a comprehensive understanding of the world. I thought it was an ordinary historical era and I was not good at it. I also looked at all problems from the national perspective of later generations.

Therefore, he is indifferent to so-called national affairs.

But in reality?

I have traveled a lot in the past two years, and the half of the country occupied by the Jin Dynasty fully proves that the rule of a minority by a minority means enslavement or killing!

Even the Yuan Dynasty a few decades later regarded us Han people as inferior people, ordinary people, not even worthy of a serious name!

In this era of humiliation, I have nothing to show for it, so why should I just watch everything happen and not do something?

In previous lives, there were countless revolutionary ancestors who worked hard and fought hard regardless of sacrifice, in exchange for decades of peaceful life.

And people like Guo Jing and Huang Rong, according to their destiny, are not the epitome of those heroes who have stood up to resist aggression in China for thousands of years?

I can't sacrifice my life for the country and the people. Is it possible that I can't even do what I can do?

Am I willing to be a bad person, a bad person with great martial arts skills?

Why have I carried the "Nine Suns Manual" in my heart, but in the past two years, I have not been able to make any breakthrough in my cultivation?

Could it be because there is no benevolent and heroic heart in my heart?

No, Ouyang Feng's viciousness is definitely not inferior to mine. How can he be ranked at the top of the world?

No, I am young, and although I have extraordinary heritage, I am still weak and can't even tolerate a few bad words. If I encounter any setbacks or hardships, I will definitely become slack.

How can a person become a great person if he does not have the capacity to be generous?

If I can't become a great weapon, wouldn't it be a waste of all my magical power? How can I be worthy of such an adventure?

No, Huang Rong, she promoted my bad reputation and made me frightened, but I turned a deaf ear?

Should I just pretend that nothing happened?

He was framed for killing the Quanzhen Sect again...

No, that's not her. She won't tell lies to Guo Jing. This is my own name, and it was borrowed by others. Without Huang Rong to publicize it, someone would still blame Gu Chaoci, or something else.

Scholar', yes, yes, that's it...

If I hurt her, it would be unforgivable...

No, it’s not a gentleman to not avenge one’s grudges…”

In an instant, all kinds of thoughts in Gu Chaoci's mind were changing rapidly, right and wrong, right and wrong, constantly intertwined, as if the two countries were engaged in a major war.

Suddenly, the whole mind felt like lightning and thunder, like the sky was shattering and the earth was shattering, and like a huge wave of the sea, sweeping over the sky and covering the earth.

Guo Jing suddenly saw that his face was red, white, and green for a while. He was breathing rapidly and was panting. Beads of sweat were oozing out from his forehead. In an instant, he fell down on his back.

Seeing that the situation was critical, Guo Jing immediately rushed to him. Without thinking about it, he held him up. Suddenly he felt that his whole body was cold, like ice. He hurriedly helped him get into a cross-legged position, using his inner strength to tap his right palm.

On the "Dazhui point" on the back of his neck.

The human body has four qi, warm, hot, cold and cool, also known as the four natures, and internal energy can be divided into negative and positive.

The inner breath of this "Nine Yang Divine Art" moves the Yang meridians and counteracts the Yin meridians, that is, it relies entirely on a pure Yang energy to open up all the relevant meridians, so that both Yin and Yang can be connected, achieving the supreme wonder of mutual support of Yin and Yang.

, and during the practice of internal energy, when the heat in the body melts away the cold air, the cold air will be emitted from the body surface to support the yang energy.

The opposite is true for pure yin internal strength. For example, the "Jade Girl Heart Sutra" internal strength of the Ancient Tomb Sect, the running route is to circulate the yin meridians and return to the yang meridians, exhale the yin and cold, and the body emits heat. At critical times, you need to take off your clothes to dissipate heat.

The twelve main meridians and eight extraordinary meridians of the human body have nine yang and nine yin meridians. To practice internal strength, after cultivating one yang meridians, you have to cultivate the corresponding yin meridians. The yin and yang are reconciled step by step until the last two meridians, Ren and Du, are

"The sea of ​​yin and yang", the two are connected, the yin and yang are connected together, and the internal breath and internal strength can reach the state of great success.

Therefore, people who have achieved internal strength know how to reconcile yin and yang, and they are no different from ordinary people at ordinary times. However, Gu Chaoci's body felt cold at this moment, as if all the heat had disappeared.

Although Guo Jing didn't know the specific reason for this, he also knew that something was wrong with the opponent's internal energy movement, so he immediately came to the rescue. This move was also learned from "Danyangzi" Ma Yu.

When he was practicing Qigong in Mongolia, whenever his thoughts were wandering and his mind could not be calm, Ma Yu would often gently touch his "Dazhui point" and use a stream of hot air from his palm to help him calm down and avoid going crazy.

Naturally, he had something to imitate, so he put it to use by Gu Chaoci, and kept chanting: "Thinking calmly will lead to forgetfulness of love, weak body will lead to luck, death of heart will lead to spiritual vitality, and strong yang will cause yin to disappear."

He also continued to expound the true meaning of this magical Taoist method that calms and tranquilizes the mind.

Yes, Guo Jing made a mistake and saved Gu Chaoci. His current state was a precursor to going crazy.

This "Nine Yang Manual" is so mysterious and profound. It integrates the essence of Confucianism, Buddhism and Taoism, and is the foundation for guiding people to be good.

Gu Chaoci relied on Jue Yuan's guidance, his extraordinary talent, and his bravery and diligence. In six years, he was able to practice the Nine Yang Divine Art to the last level. This progress is not unpleasant!

But what he did with his magical powers was not only incompatible with the word benevolence, but could also be called evil!

Although most of the people under his command were guilty of heinous crimes, there were also a lot of innocent lives. After all, such cruel and inhumane things as exterminating a family have never been done by people with lofty ideals from ancient times to the present!

He knew everything well, but he used his sophistry skills to comfort himself. In fact, the inner demons were born and hidden. However, although he had accumulated a lot of internal energy before, he could not use it and could not use it at least 30% to 40%.

The inner demons never broke out.

However, after obtaining the second volume of the Nine Yin Manual, once the various methods of energy movement are known, the whole body is like opening the floodgates to release water. Although it has powerful power that is difficult to control, it also amplifies the inner demons several times.

At this time, his whole body was like a powder keg, which would be detonated if there was even the slightest spark. He was at war in his heart just now, and his inner demons took advantage of it. It was like a fuse was lit, and his body was about to explode with no way out.

Fortunately, Guo Jing took action in time and used his inner strength to help him settle down, while he kept chanting the secret of tranquilizing his mind and calming his mind.

His internal strength was far less profound than Gu Chaoci's, but because the parts he pressed were just right, the words he spoke were like enlightenment, which made Gu Chaoci's mind clear.

Gu Chaoci had internal strength, and with the help of external forces, he immediately took the opportunity to close his eyes and practice, using the Nine-Yang Magic Technique, the method of breathing and luck, and the technique of sitting quietly and concentrating. At first, his thoughts were still ups and downs, and his mind was difficult to focus on.

But the internal force in Guo Jing's palm, although relatively weak, can always exert great power at critical moments.

After a while, Gu Chaoci calmed down, and the breath in his Dantian gradually warmed up, flowing along his meridians and to his limbs and bones. His whole body felt warm and strong. He immediately knew that his catastrophic crisis was over.

Guo Jing saw that his asthma was gradually disappearing, his breathing was calm, his breath was hot, and his body was gradually returning to normal, and he was extremely happy.

Suddenly, Gu Chaoci's eyes opened, his eyes sparkled, and he sighed: "I don't know if you are really stupid or not. As long as you ignore me, I will die in a matter of seconds. Wouldn't it save you a lot of troubles!"

Guo Jing stretched out his head to take a look and saw that his face was rosy and his speech was clear. He felt relieved. He took off his palm, stood up straight, scratched his head and said, "Brother Gu treated me well and saved the Seventh Master again. I will take my life with my life."

It is natural to change one's life, how can one sit idly by and ignore it!"

Gu Chaoci was quite ashamed. What he meant by that was the bowl of snake blood, so he was going to use him to lure him to Mei Chaofeng. As for the grace of saving his teacher, only he knew the reason for it.

Mostly.

But he still feigned anger and said: "Then I still want to seek revenge from Huang Rong, what should I do? Don't you regret it?"

Guo Jing shook his head and said solemnly: "Don't regret it, one size will be the same!

I just thought, Brother Gu, as long as you don’t hurt Ronger, I’ll be grateful even if I die!”

Gu Chaoci was completely convinced by Guo Jing. He seemed a bit pedantic, but in terms of life, he was way ahead of himself!

Who can interact with him and not be heartbroken by him?

Those things about myself are nothing!

He immediately burst into laughter and said, "You really value love and justice. After what happened just now, even if a huge beam has been lifted, how can I go to seek revenge on your little daughter-in-law!"

However, as a useful person, you should have done some great things and left your name in history, so that you can live up to your righteousness!

You exchanged your own life for Huang Rong's. You really value love and justice, which is certainly respectable and admirable!

But you also have relatives. Your mother is in my heart a truly great husband among women. She is still in the desert, waiting for you!

From now on, don’t talk about exchanging lives anymore!”

When Guo Jing heard him mention his mother, he admired her very much. He felt happy and ashamed at the same time, and couldn't help but lower his head.

Gu Chaoci said seriously: "Brother Guo, let me ask you, if everyone in the world wants to embarrass Huang Rong, what will you say? What will you do?"

Guo Jing suddenly raised his head and said with a serious expression: "Rong'er is sincere to me. She will not take away wealth and honor, and will not bear hardships and dangers. Who in the world can be like her!?

Even if everyone in the world is in trouble with her, I will sacrifice my life to protect her!"

At this time, Gu Chaoci felt very envious after hearing these words. He had never felt this way in his two lifetimes and decades.

They have been together for fifty years since they were teenagers, and they chose to die together! Guo Jing and Huang Rong are really a perfect match!

He immediately clapped his hands and laughed and said, "Okay, that's good! Then let me teach you something, whether it's a person like me or anyone else, if you want to hurt Huang Rong, the right thing for you to do is to do everything you can to hurt Huang Rong.

Find a way to kill me and eliminate the threat in advance.

After all, as a man, sometimes you have to choose the lesser of two evils, and you can't just stick to any principle!

Your method of exchanging lives for lives is not advisable!

Although you have no regrets for Huang Rong and died peacefully, those who truly love you will be heartbroken.

And if I am a heartless, ungrateful person, and end up breaking my promise and getting fat, wouldn’t your death be in vain?”

Guo Jing opened his mouth and wanted to say that you are not that kind of person, but the words did not come out.

Gu Chaoci sighed again and said: "There are thousands of ways to save people, but you chose the stupidest one, but it is also the one that touches me the most!

To be honest, Brother Guo, I feel so ashamed in front of you. I feel that I have been living in ignorance for decades and my life has been in vain!

I can finally understand why people with extreme personalities like Yang Guo are moved by you!"

"Yang Guo? Who is it?"

Guo Jing was a little overwhelmed by his praise. When he heard the name "Yang Guo", he couldn't help but scratch his head, which was very confusing!

Gu Chaoci was stunned for a while, then laughed loudly and said: "I said you were happy, you said you forgot!"

However, Guo Jing was definitely happy, so he still asked: "Brother Gu, are you really not going to embarrass Rong'er in the future?"

Gu Chaoci stood up, waved his sleeves, and said casually: "What's the problem?"

"Since I can do it, others can also say it. What your little wife said is quite right!

It's just that if others can say it, then I can naturally kill it too!

But that’s the truth!

But I, Gu Chaoci, have always behaved differently, and it varies from person to person. There are no rules at all!

If this matter were left to others, I would work hard to get revenge. But Huang Rong, for your sake, brother, everything can be changed!

Besides, this matter is my disaster and I cannot avoid it!"

"If I continue to keep arguing with your little girl, how can I deserve you to call me big brother? Is it really because I am older? Haha..."

When Guo Jing heard this, a big stone fell to his heart, and he shouted: "Rong'er, come quickly! Ron'er..."

Just after shouting twice, Huang Rong burst out from a big tree only two feet away from the two of them with a "swish" sound and said, "I've been here a long time ago!"

But at this moment, her eyes were already red and tears were streaming down her face.

Guo Jing was so happy that he blurted out: "Rong'er, Brother Gu, I won't embarrass you in the future, and you don't have to worry."

Before you could say anything, you saw Mu Nianci emerging from behind the tree. She looked the same as Huang Rong, her eyes were red and she was crying.


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