Although, I can't sleep recently, and I may not even sleep in the future.
But... Isn't this hobby better not to mention it?
But under Mr. Chen's eager and curious gaze, Jing Ming still plucked up the courage to say: "My hobby is - hobby... Chen Ning."
Looking at Mr. Chen's somewhat stunned gaze, Jing Ming lowered his head and said dryly: "I know this is very presumptuous...but I just don't want to lie. I like Chen Ning."
As soon as she finished speaking, Chen Ning sat behind the curtain, and couldn't help but smile a little on the corners of her lips.
This stupid girl is really... she is also an advantage in being honest.
Mr. Chen looked at the girl with her head lowered and her back in front of him, but suddenly sighed.
"For Miss Jingming, are these loves enough to make you marry him, and from then on, the wife follows her husband, serves her parents-in-law and takes care of her children?"
Jing Ming raised his eyes and looked at Mr. Chen calmly: "I don't want to. I just want to serve the eldest lady and realize my dream of martial arts. In the future, I will either travel alone in the world, or establish a school like my adoptive father, and have disciples all over the world."
Mr. Chen was stunned and couldn't help but take a look behind him.
Chen Ning sat behind the curtain, his heart felt as if soaked in the cold lake.
Mr. Chen turned back and looked at the annoyed icon, and sighed—
"Guan Yuecheng must be very sorry that you are not a man, otherwise there will be someone who will succeed you."
Jing Ming said lightly: "My adoptive father is now a successor. I am a daughter, but I am better than any male disciple he has taught, so I am his successor."
Mr. Chen was criticized and paused, but suddenly he couldn't help laughing and handed her a cup of tea.
"Miss Jingming is ambitious and determined. I believe you will be able to establish a school like the head of Emei, and I also believe that you can make a name for yourself."
He paused: "But, I heard from that stinky brat Chen Ning, you...ahehe... are already husband and wife."
He was really uncomfortable saying this in front of the little girl, but there was no way. Who made him love his eldest son the most?
Jing Ming lowered his eyes and said softly: "Sir, Chen Ning and I were a stopgap solution at the beginning, but later... we were in love with each other."
She paused: "The children of the world have never abide by worldly rules. You are actually from a scholarly family. It is normal for you to look down on me."
Mr. Chen was stunned: "Is my Chen family a kind of pedantic family?"
He didn't expect that Jing Ming could say these "sensible" words and even think that she was a naughty girl.
Jing Ming suddenly looked at him: "Sir, may Chen Ning accept that I will not have a child, do not serve my parents-in-law, make achievements on the battlefield, and establish a faction in the world?"
Mr. Chen was not asked, and he pondered for a moment: "In the past, Princess Pingyang Zhao of the Tang Dynasty, after marrying Chai Shao, she also made achievements and conquered Chang'an, and even later guarded Niangzi Pass."
"This does not delay the princess giving birth to a child and accompany her husband. As for serving her parents-in-law, my Chen family should not pay attention to the pedantic nature of Chen Zhu Neo-Confucianism..."
"But I am not Princess Pingyang Zhao, I am Jingming. I have my ideas. I don't want to be born, but I don't want to be born."
Jing Ming said lightly—
"And why should women be like Princess Pingyang Zhao, who can go to the hall to fight for the country, and be good wives and mothers? Why do people only require men to earn money to support their families?"
Mr. Chen looked at her and was silent for a while: "There are three unfilial things, and no descendants are the best. If a woman does not have children, wouldn't her life be perfect? Even the eldest lady gave birth to Young Master Xiaoxi."
"Who defines the perfection of life? At least my perfection of life is to realize my ideal. Although I serve the eldest lady, the eldest lady cannot live my life for me."
Jing Ming looked at him seriously but neither humble nor arrogant again.
Mr. Chen looked at her quietly: "Even if you will lose Ning'er because of this?"
The news he has been asking for and the things Chen Ning revealed.
All of them made him think that Jing Ming was a martial arts fanatic who was too honest and perhaps had no clue in some aspects.
But now it seems that this is not the case. She actually understands the worldly ways, but...
She has her own dialectical ideas and way of thinking, and she understands it.
But in her world, she uses her standards to judge things right or wrong.
Jing Ming looked at him calmly, and the young man behind the curtain was also looking at her calmly.
It seems that I can see her and see the eternal life.
After a long time, Jing Ming whispered: "I like Chen Ning, but there are too many women in this world who compromise. Not everyone has the conditions to do what they want like me. They are good wives and good mothers, and I have many of them.
,so......"
She paused and looked at Mr. Chen: "I don't want to compromise, I just want to do things that men can do."
Mr. Chen looked at the girl in front of him, his small body, but what she said was so deviant and so deviant from the worldly cognition.
He was silent for a while and sighed: "But Chen Ning likes you too, lovers should not be broken up."
If he and Hongting had not missed their lives, he would not have the patience to ask for a daughter-in-law here to marry a completely disobey the worldly definition.
Jing Ming whispered: "A person like me shouldn't delay Chen Ning. I know that few people in this world can accept my ideas. I'm sorry."
She said to Mr. Chen and Chen Ning.
This is why later, after she discovered that Chen Ning was angry with Mr. Chen for her identity, she did not reconcile the relationship between the two.
Chen Ning’s biggest rebelliousness was that he had that night with her and those "sweet" nights later.
After that, she could not become Chen Ning's wife in the traditional sense.
She didn't want to, and in the end, she would rather break up as soon as possible.
"I understand, you go back first." Mr. Chen sighed deeply.
Jing Ming stood up and looked at the curtain quietly. She had been waiting until now, but he never came out.
She smiled, feeling a little sad, and the tip of her nose was sour, so that would be fine.
From now on, let's do it...brother.
Don't hate me.
She turned around and walked out slowly without looking back.
I don't know how long it took.
Mr. Chen said lightly: "Come out."
The slender and silent figure walked out from behind the curtain.
"You are not like a man, you are not as good as a little girl. They dare to face the differences in life paths between you and dare to do and recognize them. What about you?"
Mr. Chen looked at his son coldly.
If Chen Ning just likes this girl, he has to face two things-
Jing Ming will never be the good wife and mother he imagined.
She could never sacrifice the life she wanted for him.