The entire basement fell into an atmosphere of silence.
Everyone wants to do their best to express what's on their mind, but they don't know how to speak. They keep cutting and making things confusing.
This tragedy is twisted into a deadlock, from which no one can find their own relief.
Yuan Zhisheng smoked silently, and the white smoke spread out and filled the entire basement.
He felt that what Zongnu said was right.
The previous kabuki scenes were performed specially for him by Minamoto Chisei, and from those kabuki scenes, Minamoto Chisei knew that he was wrong.
In his heart, he always believed that this evil spirit had killed his younger brother, so the childish girl would do such atrocities.
But it wasn’t until those kabuki plays that Minamoto was born that I realized that a child has always been a child. From the beginning, there was no so-called evil ghost, and there was no so-called Kazama Ruri. The other party was just blocked in mind, or perhaps
Said to be trapped in another illusion.
But in the same basement, Yuan Zhisheng pierced his brother Zhongnu's heart with a long knife.
He couldn't imagine how much the young girl must have hated him over the years. This hatred may have been twisted into reality. What did he need to say and do to untie this knot? Now he felt that no matter what he did, he would never be able to untie it.
Don't open this knot.
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However, in another dream, at that shrine, Minamoto saw another side of his brother, or in other words, another side of his life.
so good……
In that life, the young girl found the meaning of her own life. He no longer felt inferior or sensitive. His life was full of direction. This direction guided him and allowed him to seek the beauty that belonged to him. He became
The priest of the shrine is destined to become a person respected by the villagers in the future.
If everything that happened before was really just a mistake, then Yuan Zhisheng only solved this mistake in a simple and crude way. For these murders that he had committed, wouldn't he feel pain in his heart? After all, the other party is a
Wouldn't a sensitive and kind-hearted child feel distorted in his heart after learning about the atrocities he had done?
It is this kind of distortion that makes the young girl fall into a very crazy state.
Yuan Zhisheng could completely imagine this scene. As an older brother, not only did he fail to protect his younger brother, but when the other party made a mistake that he didn't even know about, his older brother just pierced his heart with a long knife.
This will solve all problems once and for all.
This kind of behavior makes a young girl feel desperate.
In the rest of his life, those atrocities in the past will produce terrible memories in his heart over and over again. He will not be able to get rid of them at all. Every day he will fall into a twisted and painful whirlpool. It can be said that every day a young girl
My life is like living in hell.
It's ridiculous, really ridiculous. Before this, Yuan Zhisheng was even hoping to be forgiven by Yuan Zhisheng. Now it seems that his idea is really naive.
For a person who has always lived in the abyss of pain, and now faced with the person who once made him hate so much, it may be a miracle that the other person did not directly chop him with a knife.
"Yuan Zhisheng, why don't you speak? Are you feeling sad? Haha, hasn't your heart always been as solid as a rock? You are the head of the eight Sheqi families, and you are the emperor in the darkness of this country. How can you allow it?
What about your own weaknesses?
Stop acting like that hypocritical and hateful person, Yuan Zhisheng, show your determination to stab me to death in this basement. That is the real you.
Stop pretending!
If you keep pretending, it will only break the last bit of illusion I have about you, and even the last bit of goodwill will be wiped out."
Yuan Zhisheng walked step by step around Yuan Zhisheng, like an actor, a sarcastic actor.
He planned to use the most vicious words, like a knife piercing Yuan Zhisheng's heart again and again. He wanted to make this man feel extreme pain, just like what this man did to him back then.
However, Yuan Zhisheng did not speak from the beginning to the end, and even the expression between his eyebrows did not change. He was just smoking there, and the white smoke made his stern face looming.
"Children..."
After a long silence, Yuan Zhisheng finally spoke.
He called to the boy in front of him.
But this call made Yuan Zhennu slightly shocked, because the man's tone was very similar to the way he used to call him to get up in the morning. This long-lost feeling made his spirit feel a little blurry.
The woman's subconscious sigh seemed to be responding to the man's call.
He stopped talking and just stared at Yuan Zhisheng.
"Young girl, actually we were able to meet each other, especially with Mingfei's help, we were able to temporarily reach reconciliation. I'm really happy, really.
At that time, I felt that although we would no longer have the same deep brotherhood as before, at least we would no longer be facing each other with swords, and we would not fight each other to the death like the patriarch and the dragon king did, until the last drop of blood was shed.
I don’t dare to expect that we can be like usual, but occasionally we may have a meal together, go fishing together, or when you perform kabuki on the stage, I can sit in the audience and enjoy it silently like an audience.
, maybe that’s enough for me.
When I thoroughly understood everything in this dream, and all the tragedies that had happened to you, I realized how naive and ridiculous my fantasies were. I even feel ashamed now.
I was wrong, and it was so ridiculous.
It was I who abandoned you in this basement, and it was I who made you feel pain and despair in the deepest hell.
But please believe that my heart has been in great pain over the years. I even struggled every day. In the end, I was exhausted. I just wanted to escape from this place, Tokyo, Japan, France, and sell me on that beach.
of sunscreen, because I don’t dare to face the past, and I don’t dare to face you again.
This chapter is not over, please click on the next page to continue reading! I have been a coward since I was a child. I stabbed your heart with such determination in the basement and wanted to kill you impatiently. In fact, it was my cowardice.
performance, because only in that way can I naively think that I have ended the pain, avenged you, and fulfilled the justice in my heart.
But in the dead of night over the years, I realized that I had not actually been freed. My heart was full of pain and I was scarred."
Yuan Zhisheng slowly told all this, as if he was talking to himself, but also as if he was confiding in true feelings to his younger brother.
"Hahahahahaha... Yuan Zhisheng, are you being funny here? Or do you think you can impress me with words like these and make me regain my love for you as a brother?
Minamoto Zhisheng, you are already a mature patriarch. You have almost become the emperor of the entire Japan. Can you please stop speaking in such a play-acting tone?
In fact, sometimes I also think about it.
If you had taken me away, left the small town of Shikatori, and the two of us worked hard together in Tokyo, even if our lives were a little harder, as long as we brothers were always together, protecting each other and relying on each other, I would not have fallen.
For today’s evil spirits?”
Yuan Jingnu said in a leisurely tone.
In a sense, Yuan Zhisheng's words just now indeed caused ripples in his heart and touched the deepest part of his heart.
If Yuan Zhisheng had really made the decision to take him away instead of leaving him alone in the town, would there have been a very different ending?
Probably so...
At first, Yuan Zhisheng admired her brother so much. To him, Yuan Zhisheng was everything to him. He would do whatever Yuan Zhisheng asked him to do, and he would not do anything he was told not to do.
How could he become an evil ghost like this?
But thinking about Yuan Zhennu's heart was filled with ridicule.
It's too late, it's really too late. It's completely meaningless to say these things now. If he agrees with Yuan Zhisheng's words, doesn't it mean that he is as funny as Yuan Zhisheng?
That's funny. Who can change time and change the past? Unless you don't know whether what happened at the beginning was right or not. Even if you are a person, he can really change the past and go back to the past. But if you already know what happened,
Can we really go back to the past?
The answer is definitely no.
Facts are facts, the cold facts are there, like iron rules, no one can shake them!
Thinking of this, Yuan Zhisheng suddenly felt very irritable. He looked at Yuan Zhisheng and said in an almost yelling tone:
"Yuan Zhisheng, I am no longer the Yuan Zhisheng I used to be. Don't speak to me in that tone anymore. I'm not your brother. Don't lecture me. What is my fate? It's not your turn to help me.
Pointing fingers.
Don't care if you took me out of the town before, I am who I am, and I have many choices. Why should I follow you? I want to be the king of kabuki, I want everyone in Japan, even
It is the people all over the world who are intoxicated by my singing and dancing. I want everyone to know that it is not me who has to rely on you, but you who have to be worthy of me.
Yuan Zhisheng, after saying so much, don’t you just want to win? Don’t you just want to walk out of this dream of mine? You were like this before, you always thought you would win, you always exuded a
A very annoying and inexplicable self-confidence. But in my opinion, it is simply hypocritical and a sign of lack of confidence..."
Yuan Zhennu's tone was very cold. In the blink of an eye, he changed from a crazy actor to the noble concubine who walked out of the ages. It seemed that he had seen all the joys and sorrows in this world, and also all the so-called emotions in this world.
.
But isn’t this so-called calmness not an extreme mental distortion?
"Brother, do you want to know how I will live alone in this small town after you leave? Come on, come on, let me tell you now, when you were here before, our drunken girl was always there
Exploiting us, but at that time you could work and earn money, and he could get some money from here to buy alcohol.
But after you left, he kept exploiting me. My strength was small, and I didn’t have your cheerful personality or even all kinds of excellent conditions, so I couldn’t make any money.
The alcoholic foster father was very dissatisfied with this, and I would be beaten with a cane every day.
Those canes broke one after another, and they hit me hard. I was beaten to pieces, but I gritted my teeth and did not cry, nor did I cry out for help, because I knew that the more I screamed, the more I would cry.
The more fierce he is, the harder he will fight.
There were times when I even thought I would be beaten to death by him. At that time, no, at that time, I was extremely scared.
From then on, I had nightmares every night, dreaming that my alcoholic adoptive father suddenly rushed into the bedroom, strangled me to death, threw me into the cold wind and rain, and took off all my clothes.
And this is just one of the injustices I suffered in the small town, even a trivial one.
When you were around in the past, because of your halo, although I was mediocre, at least those classmates would not do anything bad to me. But since you left, they will have the resentment and resentment they once received.
All the discomfort in my heart was put on me. Several times I was blocked in the toilet and beaten. Even the so-called teachers would not speak for me. I could see disgust in their eyes.
Yes, it is disgusting, just like the kind of person who sees a very disgusting insect crawling in front of them. Even if this most disgusting insect is covered with bruises and will die at any time, they will not have any sympathy.
, they would even hide far away, for fear of disgusting themselves, or even have a bad temper and would step on it and burst into tears.
It can be said that since you left, my world has become a disaster, and this town is the so-called hell. I live in hell every day, enduring beatings and difficulties from everyone. But I am not desperate.
, every time I get injured, I will go back to our secret base, where no one or anything can disturb my peace. There is Kabuki that I like very much, and I listen to and watch it over and over again.
, imitate it over and over again, and get unimaginable happiness from it.
Actually, brother, do you know? From the beginning to the end, I didn’t hate them, and I didn’t even have much hatred towards those people in the town. Even if I had the power, I wouldn’t kill them, because I think they just don’t understand me, so
In my fantasy, my subconscious thought was that my kabuki performance was so captivating that they were all moved by it. Later, they all respected me and admired me, and I gained satisfaction and happiness from this.
It can be said that in my deepest dream, I did not complain, nor did I gain strength and kill them to get the so-called pleasure. I just showed my superb Kabuki performance to make them worship me and become eager.
And it creates a care that cannot be ignored.
Brother, this is the real me. I have never been an evil ghost from beginning to end, but you are the only one in this world. You are the only one who regards me as an evil ghost. You even killed me in the end and threw me into the deepest hell.
, my body has been cold these years and I can never keep it warm.
Because I have no heart at all, my brother."
Yuan Zhennu spoke in a leisurely tone in the cold basement, just like a female ghost who had been dead for many years sadly telling her life.
Yuan Zhisheng stopped talking. He really didn't know what to say. He just felt that he was about to suffocate.