Chapter 513: The so-called bondage, the so-called father
"In the letter, he mentioned more than once that he had been with many women. In the end, he even couldn't remember the names of those women at all. He only knew that he almost met those women by chance, and he only knew that they were in the bar.
There are bright faces under the flashing neon lights.
Of course, those women also met him by chance, and only a few very affectionate women would chase him and never let go, but the vice-principal had never been tempted, because from the beginning he just wanted to have fun.
In the end, those women who collapsed committed suicide in front of him, and some even actually committed suicide. Either they cut their wrists and blood sprayed directly on his face, or the women fell directly from the tall building in front of him, and died in pain in front of him.
Twitching.
However, no matter how crazy these women's behavior is, they can't make that guy feel a little bit distressed. Because he didn't care at all, or maybe there is always a deep fear deep in his heart. He is afraid of himself.
He doesn't look like a human at all because of his extremely terrifying dragon bloodline.
To a certain extent, his thinking is completely controlled by the thoughts of dragons, and dragons are such a murderous race. Dragons are very cruel, very ruthless, and also very vicious. In the concept of dragons
There is no emotion in it, only iron-blooded rule.
If a dragon wants to rule other dragons, it must use this extremely powerful method instead of using so-called emotions. This is what every dragon has in mind.
They feel that in that world, nothing can be gained without power, especially this violent power. Therefore, in the vice-principal's mind, I always feel like a wolf walking outside the flock of well-behaved sheep.
When I walk among these people, I can easily crush anyone by relying on my own bloodline advantage. In that world, there are no so-called rules that can restrain me.
Because I am the only lone wolf outside the earth full of big sheep, and I cannot eat these lambs prudently. And I cannot do whatever I want with the power provided by this weak advantageous bloodline.
I even love these men at all, because in my eyes, these men are no less graceful in figure and beautiful in appearance, but in my eyes they are just lambs waiting to be slaughtered."
Cassell narrowed his eyes deeply. There seemed to be swords hidden outside these iron-gray eyes, spitting out a deadly fierce light. But Man Jiang Pingqing also knew that real change was only a matter of time. At the end of the day, I
I feel that I should "forgive" the vice principal in another way.
The cigarette in his hand was burning rapidly, and the white mist was rising straight down. Cassell thought about it for a long time, and said with emotion.
You also know that with your strength, you cannot resist the entire dragon clan, but if you try hard, fewer people will die before."
But when I learned that I lost my son, especially when I was with you, every minute and every second I lived was very empty. On the contrary, for the first time, I no longer had the feeling of completely getting rid of these rules, even if I was like this
The fear that had been hidden in my heart since I was a teenager also quickly dissipated.
Every time I think about it, I can't help but breathe slowly, as if I am listening to the prayers of a demon. This kind of prayer is extremely terrifying. Although I dare to listen, these voices sound like those of a crazy demon.
Especially drilling out of my ears and drilling out of my soul.
When we truly conquer that world, we will suppress it in such a brutal and iron-blooded way, but let the world change for good or bad.
But you know that I must be a very good hunter. It was I who gave Stein Academy these bronze fragments and sea area coordinates. Since I was still alive, this is not a bait, so your opponents are only dragons, not others.
s things."
In short, I still have to complain to others because of you, and I can't even cook for you myself, make a sumptuous breakfast or dinner for you, or prepare gifts for you.
To a certain extent, they are definitely dragons, and they are still living people. So, Minister Cassel, please forgive me for not being alive in what you just said. You should say sorry to him. This is what you should say.
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At the same time, in that kind of prayer, Manschneider could even feel the joy of the vice principal. Although I don't have demonic power, I also long to be an abnormal human being.
From now on, I felt that life was meaningless, so every day I lived with full heart and soul, because I lost a son, even though that son was bald and the bald one was getting more and more alive."
Of course, I know that the process is long and difficult. Even if the vice-principal said so little and changed so little, Man Jiang Pingqing might also directly recognize the vice-principal as his father. This is a long and subtle process.
Change is definitely possible overnight.
I often even watch you carefully, lest you live a happy life, for example, if you are bald, I am even more worried than you are, and I even want to develop various alchemical potions.
This will help you grow hair again.
It turns out that's the case, it turns out it's really like that, it turns out that this very weak guy hides outside the bell tower every day, drinks alcohol, and lives a miserable life. It turns out that it's really just an escape.
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And I am this wanderer myself, so I am very much alive. Cassell sighed faintly. Although I didn’t say anything, I also understand this feeling. After fighting the dragon for a long time, I naturally
Can feel what the dragon is thinking.
It was a very contradictory conflict, which made me happy. When I read this letter, I knew that the vice-principal was not a wolf. At most, a wolf would definitely think about the so-called
Wolf and sheep.
This chapter is not finished yet, please click on the next page to continue reading the exciting content! Because the constraints of this rule make me extremely conflicted, and even that conflict has not been resolved to this day.
Cassel's expression was very intense, and even my tone fluctuated a little. I looked at Mannschneider and said hurriedly:
Manschneider's so-called reconciliation with the vice-principal is also an imaginary father-kindness and son-filial piety, and it will always be like this. Maybe when the two meet again, Manschneider will tear each other's faces apart, and maybe he will treat Jane badly.
Just saying hello or having a drink is not enough for me.
But I discovered once again that I was actually deeply bound by another kind of bondage. However, that bondage only did not make me feel depressed and alive, and even made me feel liberated.
Manschneider said in a deep tone while recalling.
And it’s not embarrassing at all. This is completely a subconscious behavior. Just to make my son depressed and happy, I will do whatever I am asked to do.
When he started talking, Manschneider could not help but shake his head and smile bitterly.
The awakening of the dragons must be definitely contained, and you must definitely drive us all out, otherwise it will definitely be a disaster for mankind. You don’t want to see the teachers and students of Jiang Pingqing Academy sacrificing themselves for this day. You must
If this moment comes, the tragedy will still happen again.
Even if I enjoy slow happiness time and time again outside these men, this is definitely real slow happiness, and it will only bring me endless fulfillment.
Although they just want to kill all the dragons, and they may not even think about how to change the world, at most they have never thought about conquering the world, have they ever thought about ruling the world, so that
It's not that they are really the same as dragons.
But I have the same idea as Manschneider. I think since the vice-principal doesn't have that kind of deep thinking, then the other party is definitely a wolf, or a so-called dragon.
"Minister Cassel, thank you for being able to contribute so much to the teachers and students of Stein College and the whole world. For ten years, he has never slackened off with the utmost care in mind and body. He is the one who truly makes people
Awe-inspiring people.
This is what you are absolutely willing to see, so you would rather be more iron-blooded and compassionate now, and cause less harm to these dragons. The crises you can face in the future will be greater, and the people who die will be
A little more.
I don't even feel that I am suppressed by the so-called rules instead of another kind of restraint, and this kind of restraint is not you.
"But nothing happened before that made me change, or that I was freed from this struggling happy whirlpool. And that change was not that I suddenly found myself in that world without a single person.
Son, you are wrong. That son is not you.
And I also mentioned in the letter that I was not yet bound in that life. I originally wanted to completely free myself from all the bounds in my life, so that my soul could be saved.
This is true caution, without any pretense. I mentioned in my letter that when I knew that you were still alive as my son, I cared very much about your thoughts and your joys and sorrows.
"You've been preparing for this day, and you suspect it's just as far away.
I seemed to be very emotional, and also very depressed, but amidst the emotion and depression, I was not in any way inexplicably moved. A few years ago, I hated the vice-principal so much, I
I even ended up silently accepting my father in my heart.
When I know that you are my son, when I know that you are my only bloodline in that world, even if I have no bloodline in that world, I feel that I am really a human being, but a human being with no blood.
The emotional wolf or a dragon.
"Minister Cassel, you know that he is not as heartless as you said, because you know that to a certain extent, his thoughts are not the same as those of the vice principal. This is not because they both have deep feelings.
think.
Man Jiang Pingqing also nodded and said:
I struggled outside of your rules, but I couldn't find a way to escape, so I created a very happy myself.
But after that you will find a person, a guy named Prince, because this guy has not released all the information about the Greenland incident, nor has he completely disappeared from the Internet since this moment.
No one has ever seen me.
"It turns out that a person can really feel angry because of some kind of restraint."
But despite my efforts, your hair is still falling out less and less. Until the end, I didn't dare to retreat to any development method, for fear that you would become bald completely.
My lowest point is Shenghan. Even when I think, I think alone. There is no one who can help me share that kind of sorrow, and there is no one who can help me get out of that predicament. I can only rely on myself.
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And at this moment, I finally understood that no matter how weak a father is, as long as he can make his son depressed, he can't even lie down on the ground and act as a horse for the other party, or even pretend to bark like a dog.
, pretending to be a donkey and braying.
Although the bad boy is over, I still can't forget the content of this letter, because this scene is very memorable to me, and the impact on me is also very small.
Manschneider's expression seemed very sincere at the beginning, and it was also a very sincere apology.
You doubt that under his leadership, the future will really never come true."
Manschneider continued.
It was at this moment that I truly realized that I was a real life on that earth, because I had not lost the continuation of my life, and I would continue to live a lonely and hesitant life like in the future.
And when the other party doesn't think that way, it means that the other party has been struggling to get out of this predicament, but the other party is capable. Because as the other party said, are there any rules on the entire planet that can restrain me?
,because I am too weak.
It was also at this dinner at Stein College that I recognized you. I knew that in that world before I had a son, the vice-principal's originally careless character, or perhaps his deliberately disguised character, suddenly changed.
You have to be very cautious.
Since they don't have that kind of thinking, it means that they have self-contradiction in their hearts, and without that kind of self-contradiction, it means that their so-called thoughts are not definitely dragon thoughts. At most, dragons can think.
In order to avenge their dead relatives, dragons think about domination and how to rule the world.
There is no independent thinking in the other person's mind, but that kind of thinking is enough to change my current dilemma, so although there are no rules to restrain me, I am bound by your own rules.
And you also feel that what you said before will make him feel very heartache, so solemnly say to him again, I'm sorry, Minister Cassel."
"In fact, what you have done so little is just for yourself, and you also want to pave the way for those who came before you.
That is not Manschneider's hypocritical idea, but once you forget the past, it is not a betrayal of the past. No matter how lonely or sad that woman is, it is precisely because of what the other person did that she makes herself
My mother and I once lived a very sad life. How can we forget this living past so easily? It can be forgotten, and it can be erased.