After settling in Yichan, Yang Erbin stayed in Qingcheng Mountain for half a month. Seeing that Taoist Qingshi was busy with his affairs, he couldn't continue to disturb her.
The night before leaving, Yang Erbin called Yichan into the room and made dumplings for his daughter with his own hands. As soon as the hot dumplings stuffed with chives were put on the pot, the atmosphere of reunion filled the whole room. Yang Erbin brought the wine jar to the table. This is
The local wine "Dicui" brewed from Qingcheng Mountain Spring. Yang Erbin removed the old mud sealing the altar and opened the lid. The wine was clear and fragrant. Yang Erbin couldn't help but take a deep breath.
"Chaner, sit down and have a drink with daddy." Yichan heard the words and quickly poured the wine for his father. Yang Erbin raised his glass and touched his daughter's wine cup lightly, saying: "Tomorrow morning, daddy will be back." After that,
He drank it all in one gulp, and without waiting for another drink, he took the jug and poured another glass.
Under the illumination of the oil lamp, Yang Erbin looked at his daughter lovingly and said in a gentle tone: "I have been walking around Qingcheng Mountain in the past two days. Zhengyiyi is indeed a famous sect, with magnificent Taoist temples, prosperous incense, prosperous personnel, and standardized precepts. I feel relieved once I see it.
In the past few years, my father and I have been traveling around here and there, with no fixed place to live. You have suffered a lot with my father. Now that you have settled down, my father will feel at ease."
"Dad, I don't want to leave you, I can't bear to leave you." Yichan looked at her father, wrung her hands, and begged in a low voice.
"Silly boy, don't blame dad for being cruel. If dad was doing well, why would he be willing to leave you here alone? But as you have seen in the past two years, dad is no longer the "snow wolf" who roared in the mountains and forests.
I'm gone, my father's health has collapsed, he's already a cripple, alas..." Yang Erbin looked at the palms on which he was famous, shook his head helplessly, and took a sip of wine.
"Dad, no matter how hard it is to follow you, I am willing to do it." Yichan poured wine for her father and drank it herself.
"Silly girl, what's the benefit of following dad? You don't have enough to eat, you don't have warm clothes, and dad beats you when you're drunk. After you wake up, you never complain about dad, but dad feels even worse." Yang Erbin burst into tears, and his hands felt a little
Shaking, some wine spilled out. Yang Yichan also had tears in her eyes.
Yang Erbin raised his glass and continued, "If your mother was still here and our family was still together, dad wouldn't let you suffer like this. Alas..." After that, he poured the wine into his throat.
"Dad, don't think about Mom anymore. Let the past go. In the future, I won't be around and no one will take care of you when you grow old. You should drink less!" Yang Yichan took Yang Erbin's cup and refused.
Let daddy drink again.
"Good girl, don't imitate your mother. Although your father is a coward, he really loves your mother. It's a pity that true love is no match for ruthlessness... From now on, when you find a husband, don't be vain and choose a good man who truly loves you.
, will you be truly happy... Only if you live a good life will your father be at ease... Yang Erbin burst into tears and lay drunk on the table, talking back and forth.
Yang Yichan took the clothes and put them on her father. Thinking about her miserable life experience, she couldn't help crying...
Early the next morning, the sun rose and the morning haze had just dissipated. Yang Erbin put his luggage on his back and walked on the bluestone road going down the mountain. Yi Cicada followed closely behind him, passing one mountain pass after another.
Finally, Yang Erbin rubbed his bloodshot eyes, gritted his teeth, turned around and said to his daughter: "Good girl, just send it here." He pointed to the small package in his daughter's hand and said, "Dad left some silver coins for you.
, not much, just use it sparingly. Although Taoist Master Qingshi said that after entering Qingcheng, you will not have to worry about food and clothing, but it is more convenient for girls to have some money on hand. These jewelry belong to your mother, I have never had them.
If you are willing to sell it, I will keep it to make your dowry. If you miss your mother, take it out and have a look."
"When you are alone outside, you should feel sorry for yourself. Don't get sick when you are cold or hot."
"You must listen to the Master's words. Once you are a teacher, you will be a father forever. Don't take the Master's scoldings to heart, don't be willful, be well-behaved, and have a discerning eye in everything."
"As the old saying goes, rely on your parents at home and your friends when you go out. There are many brothers and sisters in the same school, so make more good friends and take care of each other. Be generous to others, be tolerant in dealing with things, and be diligent in doing things. Don't make people laugh at me for not knowing the rules.
.Don’t cause trouble, and don’t be afraid of trouble.”
"Zhengyiyi is a famous sect, powerful in the world. If you study hard with your master and senior brothers and sisters, you will definitely surpass your parents in the future."
"There are many talented young people in Qingcheng, so be careful and have the opportunity to choose a good husband for yourself. Choosing a man with good character and who truly loves you is better than anything else. Only when I truly love you will I cherish you, love you, and give you
happiness."
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Yang Erbin rambled on, talking about whatever came to mind, as if he wanted to finish all his lifelong instructions. Finally, he hugged his daughter to his chest, hugged her tightly, and then let go for a while. He looked at his daughter lovingly, accustomed to
Xing touched her daughter's head and said, "Girl, take care of yourself, dad will come back to see you."
After that, he stamped his feet and walked down the mountain in long strides without looking back.
"Dad~~~~~"
His daughter's miserable cry came from behind. Even Yang Erbin, a tough man from the Northeast, couldn't help but burst into tears. He didn't dare to look back, for fear that if he looked back, he would never have the heart to leave his daughter behind.
Although she knew separation was inevitable before going up the mountain, Yang Yichan was still extremely frightened at the moment she actually left her father. She felt like she was floating powerlessly on a stormy sea, letting the huge waves pick her up and throw her away.
Looking at her father's back, she cried loudly, tears blurring her vision. Her heart was pounding, she had difficulty breathing, and her gastrointestinal pain was so severe that the pain made her squat down involuntarily. She just looked at her father's back.
, already a little rickety back, walking farther and farther away on the bluestone road, leaving me step by step, not knowing when we will see each other again.
At this moment, she once again tasted the pain of separation and death, the heart-wrenching pain, her vision went dark, and she collapsed on the bluestone road...