Guan Jiyu was about to retort, but he saw Jiang Yingnian's eyes were red. He seemed to be trying his best to suppress the tears that were about to burst out, and turned away from looking at her.
"No, it's not..." Guan Jiyu sat slumped on the ground, thousands of thoughts flooding into her heart, but she couldn't say a word of explanation. What should she say to him? Guan Jiyu just felt that this matter could not be discussed with him.
She said that this was not a big deal, and she did not want to disturb Jiang Yingnian's peace of mind because of this incident.
Asking herself, Guan Jiyu herself does not want to leave the military camp. There is no place for her in this world. Only this military camp is the place where she has just taken root...
"Guan Jiyu, I always thought that after we have been through life and death so many times, you would..." Jiang Yingnian wiped his eyes and said angrily: "Forget it, don't mention it, you are just a cow, you decide things
No matter how much I advise you, you will never change. If you want to leave, just leave, go far away, and don’t let me see you again!"
Jiang Yingnian stood up slowly with his hands on the ground. He looked at her deeply and said, "There is no need to keep people who are truly willing to stay. I won't stop you from finding the life you long for. Think about it.
Over the years, your life has been almost always within the high walls of Qingzi Camp in Jiangfu. Have you ever had a life that truly belongs to you?"
Guan Jiyu had a severe headache, and every word he spoke hit her hard, causing her great pain.
Guan Jiyu's chest felt uncomfortable, and he was stimulated by Jiang Yingnian's words, so he couldn't help but said: "But where can I go? What should I pursue? Do you think I really hate this place?
?What I really hate is that they harm the people around me! As a person, what I have pursued from the beginning of my life is to be able to
Come to the border military camp and fight for the eldest son! But I am really tired. I don’t want to leave, but I have to leave. I don’t know anything. I just want to escape from here temporarily. I am really conflicted and collapsed. My mind is confused.
Chengma, can you just think of it as giving me a long vacation to let me rest and sort out my chaotic thoughts?"
She held her head and poured out all the words in her heart. She didn't know what she said. The first words and the last words didn't match up. She didn't know if Jiang Yingnian could understand it.
Jiang Yingnian seemed to be shocked. He was stunned for a long time and then whispered: "I know you suffered a lot to save me this time. I saw Qu Yin when I came out, and she told me
I understand that you feel uncomfortable about some things now. No one can bear it. Do you want to
You can hide and have a good rest -" He licked his chapped lips, thought for a while and said: "The Well of Purgatory has been breached, and the True Fool's Army should not make any moves in a short period of time. Do you want to be alone for a while?
Jing, just go. You don’t have to worry about what happens next, I’ll explain it to the general.” qo
Guan Jiyu tensed up for a long time, and finally couldn't help crying at this moment. She didn't know whether this surge of grief was for Jingcun who died, or for herself who had been reduced to a tool.
Jiang Yingnian took her into his arms without hesitation. He gently stroked her back with his palms, trying to soothe her emotions: "Don't cry, don't cry, Ayu, it will all get over. You still have me."
!Jingcun’s sacrifice will not be in vain, I will definitely avenge him.”
Guan Jiyu held his shoulders and shed tears unscrupulously, then slowly pushed him away and looked directly into his eyes, saying: "Jiang Yingnian, I will not really leave the military camp. This place is not just for revenge for the eldest son."
From the beginning, it was originally my dream, do you understand?"
Jiang Yingnian's eyes met hers, never leaving her for a moment. He nodded and said, "Ayu, I understand."
Guan Jiyu sniffed and said: "I want to take a good rest this time. Please tell the general that until the war here in Guan ends, I will still be a member of this camp!"
She twitched the corner of her mouth, smiled at Jiang Yingnian, and said: "I will never forget the matter of "Defending Honor and Defending Riding". I have been working hard for this honor. No matter what happens, I will never give up. You will never give up."
Wait for me, wait for me to come back, everything will be as usual..."
Guan Jiyu looked in the direction of the eastern camp, looked at it for a long time before slowly looking back, and made up his mind: "I'm leaving."
"Okay." Jiang Yingnian's eyebrows twitched, but he still said uneasy: "If you have anything to do, just write to me. If you encounter something unhappy, just come back. I will always be here."
Guan Jiyu felt soft in his heart and said: "I know, don't worry, it won't be used. (This chapter is not finished yet!)
Chapter 130 I will satisfy you whatever you want
How long will it take? I'll be back soon after I adjust. Our Xuli Dynasty has no precedent of a woman becoming a general. I want to try it out and see what it feels like?"
After that, Guan Jiyu took the horse aside and said, "I will take this horse away. I can only trouble you to walk back to the camp by yourself."
She got on the horse neatly, threw the red tassel gun to Jiang Yingnian, and said: "Take my gun back and keep it safe for me. I will continue to use it when I come back."
Jiang Yingnian still had a worried look on her face and said, "Ayu... be careful along the way."
"Okay! Don't be such a mother-in-law." Guan Jiyu pulled up the reins and said: "Have you forgotten who I am? I was selected into the military camp with the first place. In terms of real swords, real guns, real kung fu, I haven't even
How many people are my opponents?"
After that, Guan Jiyu left quickly as if he was running away. She didn't dare to look at Jiang Yingnian's face again. For some reason, she didn't dare to look into his eyes.
Those eyes were full of worry and inability to let go.
It seemed that no one had ever looked at her with such a look in her life. Although she deliberately avoided it and never looked back, she still felt a burning sensation on her back.
This is something she can't afford.
"Jiang Yingnian, it's all worth it." Gale passed her by, and she suddenly said this to herself.
Guan Jiyu didn't know what she was about to face, but she was inexplicably very at ease. No matter what kind of pain, even if she suffered all the physical pain in the world, she was not afraid.
Jiang Yingnian is still alive. As long as he is alive, she will be worthy of the eldest son, and she can still live in this world peacefully.
After wandering all the way, Guan Jiyu rode his horse to the gate of the Sixth Prince's Mansion alone.
She stood at the door, in front of this unfamiliar mansion, silently looking at every brick and tile here. The place that she once had to look up to, now she had to step into this door again with an inexplicable sense of belonging.
The servant who greeted Guan Jiyu outside the gate saw her arrival, and his eyes instantly brightened, as if he had been waiting for her here early. She came empty-handed, without any luggage, and even her body was dirty.
After entering the capital city and going to crowded and prosperous places, there were inevitably people pointing fingers and talking about her outfit.
The servants at the gate of the palace hurriedly came to greet her. Seeing her empty hands, they asked in confusion: "The girl's luggage...?"
Guan Jiyu breathed a sigh of relief and joked: "Your prince invites me to come over to do things. Is he still reluctant to provide me with the things I need?"
The servant smiled hurriedly and said: "What the girl is saying is that our palace will naturally do our best to provide convenience for the girl. Just tell us what you need."
Guan Jiyu nodded and followed the servants into the palace.
Prince Ying was not in the palace, and there were not many people in the entire palace, so Guan Jiyu was taken to his room to rest.
The room she stayed in was very big. When she went to Xiang Lincheng's mansion once, she felt that the wing room arranged for her by Xiang Lincheng was big enough. At this moment, Guan Jiyu looked at this room. It was actually bigger than the room she had stayed in before.
That room is half the size!
"Well, I didn't expect that it was the first time in my life that I lived in such a mansion because of this..." Guan Jiyu sat on the couch, which was covered with several layers of quilts and was very soft. After sitting for a while, she couldn't help but face the back
Lying down, the layout here was really comfortable. Guan Jiyu was tired from riding all the way, and soon fell into a drowsy sleep.
When she woke up, it was already evening. When Guan Jiyu opened her eyes, the room was extremely dark, which made her feel a little lonely.
A servant knocked on the door outside and said, "Girl, would you like to have something to eat?"
"Here we come." Guan Jiyu stood up and opened the door. Only then did he realize that Prince Ying was back and asked her to come over and have dinner with him.
Along the way, Guan Jiyu relied on his memory of this place to walk ahead of the servants, and actually found the right way and came to the place to eat.
Prince Ying had already taken his seat, and Xia Mingzhong was still behind him, holding his knife in his arms. There were about twenty dishes on the table, including chicken, duck, fish, and some that Guan Jiyu couldn't name and had never seen before.
After seeing the dishes she had seen, she sat silently next to Prince Ying. Maybe it was an illusion, but Guan Jiyu felt that even Xia Mingzhong looked at her with a little more sympathy.
King Ying greeted warmly: "Are you hungry after waiting? Come and eat quickly."
This time I met King Ying, Guan Jiyu (this chapter is not finished yet!)
Chapter 130 I will satisfy you whatever you want
Unexpectedly, I felt that he was much more radiant than before. Perhaps he had found a cure for his leg disease and felt that there was hope for his life.
Guan Jiyu unceremoniously pulled off a chicken leg, took a bite and said, "I haven't had a good meal for several days. If you don't come back, I will really starve to death."
King Ying couldn't help but laugh out loud. He was in a very happy mood. Seeing Guan Jiyu not hiding his love for her, Guan Jiyu could also see this.
But she was sure that it was not the love between men and women.
King Ying put another chopstick dish into her bowl and said, "Eat more. The rest of the day will depend on your strength. You have to eat enough to have the strength to work."
Guan Jiyu chewed heavily in his mouth, glanced at him, and said: "Thank you very much, Your Majesty. Since you said so, please trouble me to get me more desserts every day. There are many in the capital."
Actually, I’m not used to the taste, but I still like our Nanqin sweets.”
"Okay." King Ying agreed without hesitation. He took another look at all the dishes on the table, picked out a dish of honey lotus root, put some in her bowl, and said, "I've written it down, but for this meal you
I have to make do with it first, I forgot to ask you about your taste beforehand, I'm really sorry. This honey lotus root is also sweet, try it and see if you like it?"
Guan Jiyu spit out a piece of chicken bone and looked at King Ying carefully choosing vegetables. Inexplicably, he felt that his behavior was quite touching.
At this time, even if she said she wanted stars in the sky, King Ying would not hesitate to send someone to find a way to pick them for her!
"Uh... I just said it casually." Guan Jiyu tasted a piece of honey lotus root and it tasted very good. She swallowed it and said: "Nanqin's desserts have to be hot and fresh from the oven. It's too far from the capital to Nanqin.
, which is simply impossible to achieve.”
Prince Ying raised his eyebrows and said, "You don't have to worry about this. As long as you ask, I will satisfy you whatever you want."
"Then thank you, Your Majesty." Guan Jiyu was indeed very hungry. He ate too fast and too much, and soon he felt his stomach was bloated. She put down the bowl and chopsticks and said, "Do you mind if I go out for a while?
"
Prince Ying responded cheerfully: "It's up to you. Just remember to come back when you're done shopping."
