Finally, it was time to get off work at noon, and other colleagues went out to eat together in twos and threes.
But I was the only one who didn't move in my seat, because I didn't have much appetite at the moment, so I just lay down on the table and slept.
Sister Gao noticed something was wrong with me, and came over with concern and asked in a low voice: "Yiyi, why don't you go out to eat?"
I said with some embarrassment: "I don't want to eat it, I have no appetite."
Sister Gao looked down at me and said, "Are you okay?"
"It's okay." I shook my head gently.
"Why do you feel that you are not in good spirits and your face is a little pale? Are you sick?" Sister Gao said, reaching out and touching my forehead, and then her own.
"I don't even have a fever."
I shook my head and said, "It's okay. I recently came back to my hometown. I only came back yesterday. Maybe it's because I was too tired from riding in the car."
"That's good. Take a good rest these days and recuperate." Sister Gao said with a smile.
"Yeah." I nodded lightly.
"How about I go down and bring you some food?" Sister Gao asked.
"No need, I really have no appetite." I smiled helplessly.
"Okay, I'll go down first." Sister Gao waved goodbye.
"Yes." I raised my head slightly and watched Sister Gao leave, then lay back on the desk again.
Originally I just planned to sleep for a while, but unexpectedly I fell asleep directly.
In my sleep, I actually saw Bai Haotian's figure.
I saw him wearing a white robe, standing upright on the top of a cliff. At this moment, his back was to me, standing with his hands behind his back, looking up slightly at the red clouds on the horizon.
What's wrong with him?
I was slightly surprised.
Although I can't see the expression on his face at all at this moment, it is not difficult to tell from the lonely back that his mood at this moment must be extremely melancholy.
I thought to myself, he wouldn't be able to think about it, this is the rhythm of preparing to jump off the cliff.
Thinking of this, I panicked and ran towards him crazily, shouting loudly as I ran:
"Bai Haotian, please don't be impulsive. Impulsiveness is the devil. If you have anything to discuss, it's easy to discuss."
Bai Haotian heard my voice and turned slightly to look at me.
At this time, there was a sad expression under his eyes. After staring at me deeply, the corners of his mouth raised slightly, revealing a strange smile and said:
"You're here after all."
"What?" I stopped subconsciously, not knowing what he meant.
"Feng'er, I will love you well in the next life and exchange all my love for your forgiveness, okay?" After saying that, he took two steps back in front of me, jumped directly into the abyss.
middle.
"don't want."
When I rushed over, I was still a step too late, and I just watched him fall off the cliff.
"Bai Haotian" I cried his name heartbreakingly.
"One by one, one by one, one by one, wake up quickly, wake up." Sister Gao's voice suddenly came to my ears.
My body shook violently, and I opened my eyes, only to find that I was asleep on my desk.
I stood up suddenly and found that my colleagues were looking at me with strange eyes. "Yiyi, are you okay?" Sister Gao said in a low voice.
"I, what's wrong with me?" I raised my eyes strangely and looked at Sister Gao beside me.
"You, you suddenly started crying just now, and you kept shouting someone's name." Sister Gao explained awkwardly.
"Hahaha, is that so? Maybe it was a nightmare." I stretched out my hand to touch the side of my face in embarrassment, but I didn't expect it to be filled with tears.
I actually cried.
And she still cried for that snake spirit Bai Haotian.
Even I find it a bit incredible.
Before, I had always been afraid of being haunted by him and wished that he would disappear.
Now that he suddenly disappeared and no longer bothered me, I felt a little uncomfortable.
What do the words Bai Haotian said to me in this dream mean?
Could it be that he really owed me something in his last life?
But from what Bai Yu said, it seems that I owe Bai Haotian.
Who do we owe to whom?
I'm a little confused.
"It's okay." Sister Gao reached out and patted my shoulder gently, then turned and left.
I took a deep breath and looked at the time aside. I didn't expect that it was almost two o'clock.
I calmed down a little, took the information aside and prepared to work peacefully, but I couldn't see it at all.
The scene of Bai Haotian jumping off the cliff in my mind seems to have been deeply carved into my mind, and I can't get it out of my mind.
What happened between me and Bai Haotian?
Why did he do this.
What is the relationship between me and the 'Feng'er' he calls me? Is it because we look alike or something else.
I really want to figure out the whole story, but I don't know where to start.
When I was in the village, I could ask the goddess for help, but now that I'm back, I'm at a loss.
How about I sneak back to the village and ask the goddess for clarification.
But when I think about the words the goddess said and the way she looked at me the last time I met her, I don't dare to go back.
After getting off work in the afternoon, I rode a small electric donkey back home.
My mother went out to buy groceries and hasn't come back yet.
My dad usually works overtime at the company until seven or eight o'clock in the evening, so I am the only one at home.
After I parked the car, I was originally going back to the house, but suddenly I seemed to remember something, so I walked to the yard, took my mother's clothes pole, and sneaked to the door.
I looked up and got the snake-repelling talisman. After a moment of hesitation, I stretched out the pole and broke the talisman.
I would like to see if Bai Haotian will come to me at night if this snake-repelling charm is destroyed.
"Yiyi, what are you doing at the gate?" My mother's voice came from behind.
I was startled, but I quickly pretended to be nonchalant and hid the clothes pole behind my back and said:
"Mom, you're back."
"What are you doing with my clothes pole?" My mother looked at me strangely.
"No, it's nothing." I hurriedly turned around and put the clothes support rod back to its original position.
"This kid doesn't know what to do." My mother shook her head helplessly and walked into the house carrying a bag of vegetables. She didn't even look up at the snake repelling charm above her head.
I also felt secretly relieved.
This snake-repelling charm has been posted outside for many years, so everyone is accustomed to knowing about its existence, and it is normal not to pay attention to it.
"Hehe, it's nothing." I said with a smile, looked at the bag in my mother's hand and said:
"Mom, what delicious food did you buy today?"
"I bought two kilograms of pork ribs and I will cook your favorite braised pork ribs for you tonight, okay?"
"Thank you, Mom, you are so kind to me." I stepped forward and took the bag from my mother's hand with a very flattering look on my face, and kissed me on the cheek.
"You kid, no matter how old or young, why did you kiss me?" My mother said, pretending to be disgusted, and stretched out her hand to wipe the spot where I just kissed her.
"Mom, aren't I expressing my love for you?" I said with a smile on my face.
"Come on, you'd better find a boyfriend as soon as possible to express your feelings, I can't stand it." My mother said and walked towards the house.
"Oh, Mom, am I still young?" I coquettishly grabbed my mother's hand.
"You are still young. You are already twenty-two years old. When I was your age, you almost learned to walk." My mother said with a look of disgust.
She now hopes that I will try my best to find a man to marry.
When she was in college, she had been asking about her boyfriend.
However, when I was studying, I had no intention of finding a boyfriend, so during the four years of college, I stayed with Qingdeng and read nuns’ scriptures for four years.
I graduated from college, started working, and started to work hard again.
"Okay, I'll find one for you this year, that's alright." I said with a smile.
Anyway, it’s only the middle of the year, and there’s still half a year to go.
"This is what you said. If you can't find it, just listen to me and go on the blind date obediently." My mother once again put the 'blind date' on the agenda.
"Okay, okay, okay." I nodded and agreed.
If you want me to go on a blind date, naturally you can't.
"That's pretty much it." My mother nodded with great satisfaction.
After dinner in the evening, I excused myself as I was a little tired and wanted to go to bed early, so I took a shower early, lay in bed and waited expectantly.
