This chapter is a special update, the two chapters in the evening will remain as normal.
Happy birthday to book friend "iv Xiaoxi"!
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On the way back from Zhang's hometown, Xu Guangling was immersed in a rather strange state of mind.
Trees, roads, neon lights on the street, pedestrians and cars passing by, etc., etc., everything in the exterior scene seemed to have become a bit unreal, or in other words, at this moment, Xu Guangling felt that he was as if he was in the body.
In a dream.
This was a feeling that Xu Guangling had never had before, even after the change that night.
There is no doubt that tonight, his world view has been refreshed again, his horizons have been opened again, and the world has once again opened a new window in front of him. But this window seems a bit too big.
, so that the window suddenly opened, and the strong wind suddenly swept in, making him a little unstable.
Not to the point where the world is broken.
But indeed, at this moment, Xu Guangling felt that many things were a bit blurry.
Fortunately, his steps are quite stable and very stable. Whether it is the Tai Chi practice in the morning or the irregular practice of four moves and one Sanshou every day, his body balance has now reached a certain level.
His steady and stable pace, coupled with the smooth flow of Qi and blood in his body, made his steps casual and casual, but underneath the casualness, there was a kind of solidity that "did not relax on the green hills".
Probably this is the only thing that can prove that he is not an alcoholic, that he is not confused, and that he is not in a dream.
So, with firm and orderly steps, Xu Guangling moved closer to the rented community little by little. The blurred illusion in his consciousness was gradually blown away by the gentle night wind, and it appeared like the bright moon and clear sky outside now.
state.
But the confusion is gone, but a certain emotion remains.
Xu Guangling now knew how to deal with similar emotional impulses. He entered the room, took out the manuscript paper, and sat down at the desk. Xu Guangling wrote freely and without any restraint. So, a few minutes later, another piece of music came to him.
was born under the pen of
It's said to be one song, but it's actually two songs.
Because these two poems were produced under a kind of opposing yet unified emotions, for Xu Guangling himself, they are inseparable.
Above this written piece of music, Xu Guangling inscribed its title, "The Flowers Are Burning", which comes from the Book of Songs, "The peach blossoms are shining brightly, and the flowers are burning".
It's related.
In spring, the peach blossoms bloom brilliantly, as brilliantly as the clouds.
The image can probably be used as a foil to the first two sentences of another poem, "Green peaches and dew seeds in the sky, red apricots planted against the clouds by the sun." - This is a tree that is blooming wantonly and brilliantly.
, a peach blossom tree surrounded by colorful clouds and illuminated by the sun.
This is also a brilliant, gorgeous and passionate life.
Xu Guangling marked a 3 after Zhuo Qihua, then removed the page of manuscript paper and started composing the fourth song. In fact, during the creation process of the third song just now, most of the fourth song had been completed at the same time.
At this time, only the formal overall processing is carried out.
Soon after, the fourth song was also announced, but Xu Guangling encountered a small obstacle when drafting the title of this song.
Real person.
This was the title that Xu Guangling wrote on the top of the page after he finished writing the song. But just after he finished writing, Xu Guangling frowned slightly, crossed it out, and changed it to "Immortal". However, the next moment,
Xu Guangling found that it was still inappropriate, so he crossed out these two words and added "Taoist".
But then, looking at these two words, Xu Guangling still frowned. These two words were still inappropriate, and they were very inappropriate!
What he wrote in this poem is not true, not immortal, and not Taoist.
Besides, as of now, as of now, he actually doesn’t know what a real person is, what an immortal is, and what a Taoist is.
Upon closer inspection, he just wrote about a person standing beside the peach blossom tree that was "scorching its flowers", looking at the peach blossoms in full bloom, loving and appreciating them, but mostly appreciating them, and after appreciating them, he
Sitting under the peach blossom tree, I took out a book and read it quietly.
The splendid peach blossom tree gradually faded into the background, and beside the peach blossom tree, there was a winding stream, flowing slowly, carrying the peach blossoms, the faint mood of the scholar, and the passing years, so slowly
Land, flowing into the distance...
How should I name this song?
After rejecting three names in a row, Xu Guangling carefully studied the piece itself, and then planned to name it "Peach Blossom Flowing Water", but before the title could be written on the manuscript paper, the name was rejected by him again.
Too straightforward.
Being straightforward in itself is not a problem, the problem is that the naming does not represent the song itself, it only shows its appearance but does not reveal its meaning.
Or, "years"?
But this name is too old and too vague. Moreover, it is not only old and vague, but also like the previous naming, it fails to accurately capture Xu Guangling's mood when he created this piece.
Xu Guangling completely let go of his thoughts from this piece of music. He was thinking about everything for a while. After a long time, he finally put pen to paper again. Next to the title that had been crossed out three times in a row, he slowly wrote the following two words:
"Lanke."
There was a man who went up the mountain to cut firewood and saw someone playing chess. He stepped forward to watch. After the game was over, he was reminded: "You should go back." This man suddenly realized, so he reached for the ax he had just placed beside him, but
I found that the ax handle was rotten.
"Lan Ke", this is the title of Xu Guangling's fourth song.
It's a title and a theme.
It’s about peace, about time, about eternity, about the vicissitudes of life, about the human world, and about the non-human world. It’s very complicated. Even Xu Guangling himself can’t pinpoint the real idea entrusted in this piece of music. Probably the real idea is that
Many expectations, assumptions and contradictions are intertwined.
But no matter what, after the creation of the two pieces of music, Xu Guangling's emotional impulse accumulated in his heart has been consumed mostly, and there is still some left, but it does not hinder his calmness. Then in this calm state, Xu Guangling
Guangling put away the manuscript paper, walked to the middle of the room, and started practicing the four moves and one form of Sanshou again.
No expectations, no delusions.
Some are just focused, as always.
Because of the fourth song just now, when Xu Guangling was practicing these four moves, he unknowingly entered a quite calm and profound state. In general, when he came back to his senses,
When I arrived, I looked at the time and saw it was already half past ten o'clock.
In fact, it was about half past nine when he finished practicing the last move and then put away his airs.
Then just stand there, not even in the open posture of the golden rooster, but with both feet on the ground, standing there firmly yet loosely, letting the blood flow up and down the body, rushing and circulating, and then a little more
It gradually transitioned to gentleness, subtlety, and made him forget everything inside and outside him.
Just like the second half of the song just now.
The flowing water of peach blossoms gradually fades away, but it does not flow to the distance, but dwells in the heart.