Chapter 167 Returning to the Roots, Returning to Life
In fact, strictly speaking, this piece of music does not live up to its name.
The title of the song is called Great Master, but the song only depicts "grand" and "zong". There is no "master" behind it, because this song is basically Xu Guangling's description of Zhang Lao's life, and what Zhang Lao described
, that is, the great master, not the great master.
Xu Guangling didn't know who the last "teacher" was. He couldn't even imagine it, and he had no clue.
But after Xu Guangling thought about it for a while, he still named it Grand Master. Not only does "Grand Master" seem a bit weird, but "Grand Master" is more in line with the usage habits and sounds better. There is still something about Xu Guangling in it.
Sustenance, or self-encouragement.
The presence of this piece of music reminds him that he still owes the teacher a "teacher".
After the song was completed, Xu Guangling also copied the title page of the afternoon song "The World" onto the manuscript paper. Again, a good memory is not as good as a bad pen. He will definitely not be able to forget a single note of the song he created in a short period of time.
It’s impossible to forget! But as time goes by, it becomes hard to say.
After putting these two manuscripts into the file box specially designed for storing manuscripts, Xu Guangling was slightly startled because inadvertently, there were already nine manuscripts.
"Father", "Mother" and "There is no wind and rain".
"The Great Dream", "The Road of the Saints", "Scorching the Flower", "Lan Ke", "The Page of the World" and "The Great Master".
These are nine songs, which are also his experiences or mental journey after the incident that night. Looking back suddenly at this time, Xu Guangling realized that these more than half a month seemed to be longer than the past several years.
, this is from the perspective of physical and mental changes.
Both his body and his mind were completely different from those days.
For a moment, Xu Guangling was flooded with thoughts. He couldn't tell whether he was happy or sad. But the next moment, he simply carried the file box to the desk and sat down. Then, he inspected the nine documents one by one. The inspection process
All the experiences of the past few days were slowly replayed in Xu Guangling's mind.
After going through it all, I can't say that it has changed a lot, but it does feel like a lifetime ago.
This emotion directly gave birth to Xu Guangling's third piece today. After it was completed, Xu Guangling also directly named it "Across the World" without adding a number to the title. This piece is the same as the previous piece.
All three songs are the same.
It won't come out.
It will only echo in his own heart.
"Mom, I suddenly miss you again, very much. If you could appear in front of me again, even for just a second, I would be willing to have nothing, and then start over again under your gaze."
"Father, even if you are in another world, you should remember that she is your eternal lover. You have to be tolerant, you have to care, you have to love, and you have to hold up a new world for her."
"Bless you."
After putting back the manuscript, Xu Guangling sat in the dark. After a long time, his emotions completely calmed down, and then he turned on the light again and started taking routine lecture notes.
Today is not the main lesson, but another "appetizer".
But he doesn't know how long it will take him to finish this dish.
This old man refreshed Xu Guangling's impression of him time and time again, and today, without a doubt, was another huge shock and refresh. Although the people he listened to this time were only "big ones", they were no less impressive.
The shock I felt when I heard about the "Grand Master" was even worse than the last time.
However, in fact the two properties are not the same.
Last time, it was the opening of a new world, but this time, Mr. Zhang used his own experience to tell him how to walk in this world and what level he could reach.
For Xu Guangling, the previous "Road to the Sages" was the morning star hanging in the sky.
But now, for Xu Guangling, the old man's experience is a lantern that he can hold in his hand. It is not so lofty, but it can actually lead him to move forward step by step.
After today, Xu Guangling knew what he should do.
Finishing the notes also meant the end of the evening class. After Xu Guangling cleaned up a little, he entered the evening practice in the room. The practice content was still the five-finger play taught by Zhang and the eight-meter dance taught by Chen.
Sanshou style.
Now he can probably complete the eight Sanshou movements in one go. No matter in terms of difficulty or strength, it should not be difficult for him. However, Xu Guangling still did not try more and still gave the previous three movements to him.
Practice.
One doesn't have enough time.
Inspired by what Mr. Zhang said today, Xu Guangling felt that the first three movements could still allow him to experience them longer and gain more experience.
The result of having all four hearts connected is that qi and blood flow freely between the hands, feet, and organs. However, because of the experience in the dream, Xu Guangling knew that this unimpeded flow was only at a superficial level. At a deeper level,
His body is not unobstructed, but has "knots" one after another.
Only by getting through all those knots can we enter another world.
And this is exactly what the dream is about.
After letting go, when his energy and blood calmed down, Xu Guangling lay down on the bed. A moment later, without any accident, he once again entered a dream. Well, let's call it a dream to call the strange situation in which his consciousness is.
"Gathering" again, "falling" again.
But this time when he fell, Xu Guangling's consciousness became clearer, and among the clarity, there was a sentence that Xu Guangling found in the library this afternoon:
If a tree has roots, it will be prosperous; if the roots are bad, it will wither.
Fish live when there is water, and die when the water dries up.
If the lamp is filled with ointment, it will be bright; if the ointment is gone, it will be extinguished.
People have true essence. If you protect it, you will live long, but if you kill it, you will die young.
"A tree will be prosperous if it has roots, and it will wither if its roots are bad." This is the beginning sentence, which made Xu Guangling remember this sentence deeply.
In the dream, what he saw were five-color flowers.
Under the flower is the stem.
What’s under the stem?
That was also where his consciousness fell after gathering many "floating catkins".
After the fall, it was a heavy night.
When he woke up again, his consciousness was no longer like last time, as if he was still in a falling state, but seemed to be resting peacefully in a very deep place, so that after waking up, Xu Guangling felt that the whole world outside was like
It's all very clear and very peaceful.
Faintly, Xu Guangling seemed to have some realization.
The world is definitely still the same world, and there should be no change. And the reason why he feels this way is probably because his feeling itself has changed. Where do people's feelings come from?
It comes from the body, it comes from the heart, it comes from consciousness.
The feeling has changed.
It means that at this moment, his body has changed, his heart has changed, and his consciousness has changed.
It may not change much.
However, he noticed it, and obviously, this should be a welcome change.
After a long time, the feeling remains the same.
Xu Guangling was therefore sure that the mysterious "Fuxi Jue" and the equally mysterious dream practice would lead him, his whole body and mind, step by step, into a new realm.
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