Parents are to their children, and children are to their parents.
There is a term called "close relative".
In terms of blood relationship, this is the most direct and closest bond in the world.
But humans are higher-level and more complex animals than ordinary animals. Complexity often means chaos. Therefore, the actual relationship between parents and children ranges from being able to sacrifice their lives for each other to being generally close to being strangers.
Yes, there are also those who are resentful and even sworn in.
None of this is surprising.
In front of her, Zhou Qingzhu's mother's gratitude, the kind of gratitude that extends from her love for her daughter to the doctor, is direct, sincere and strong.
Xu Guangling's nose was slightly sour.
In this situation, it was difficult for him not to think of his parents.
After his parents' accident, if there was any god in the world who told him that he could turn back time and prevent this from happening again, then he would really be willing to sacrifice his life and soul. However, this is just a fantasy and a luxury hope in the end.
To Zhou Qingzhu's parents and grandfather, he undoubtedly played the role of a god.
Perhaps, this is the meaning of being a doctor.
Because of him, there are fewer sad people in the world.
"Teacher, why did you study medicine in the first place?" Xu Guangling asked Mr. Zhang once during a chat in the living room when talking about how to be a doctor and the medical ethics of ancient and modern doctors.
"My humble opinion is that my teacher's answer may disappoint you."
"When I became a teacher, I didn't have any awareness to save people from illness, and I also didn't have any kindness and kindness."
"When I started working as a doctor, I just wanted to make a living."
The old man replied like this.
Xu Guangling couldn't help but laugh. After thinking about it, he felt it was natural.
Zhang Laoyou once said that when he was a child, he worked as a herder for a landlord's family, so he later became a doctor. The direct purpose was not to save others, but simply to save himself?
"However, the profession of doctor is somewhat different from other professions."
"I have to say, you will know in the future, and you will feel it sooner or later. After dealing with patients and life for a long time, people will change, be touched, and be affected."
"So no matter what your mentality and ambition are when you start medicine, after one year or two, three or five years, ten or twenty years, under the influence of various influences, you will either regard your life as leisure, oh, or regard others as
Life is idle and the patient is not regarded as a human being, or life is taken very seriously and it is often difficult to take care of oneself for the sake of the patient."
"Is there no intermediate state?" Xu Guangling asked.
"There are some ordinary doctors, but very few high-level doctors." Mr. Zhang said calmly.
Some memories flashed through Xu Guangling's mind.
At this time, Zhou's mother was very grateful, Zhou's father was very drunk, and Mr. Zhou just fell drunk at the table.
Little girl Zhou Qingzhu held his arm and remained silent, showing a bit of reluctance.
Xu Guangling could generally understand the little girl's mood, so he didn't say much. He just patted her on the shoulder and said: "Girl, go back and study hard, and try to get into Tsinghua University and Peking University. Then give me the good news."
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The little girl said nothing, pursed her lips, and just nodded repeatedly.
Returning to Zhanglao's small building with Chen Zhihe also meant for Xu Guangling that this incident was now a thing of the past.
It was already very late, almost ten o'clock, almost eleven o'clock.
At this point in time, it was obviously impossible to go to class or gossip. So Xu Guangling just took a look at the two old people and then returned to his residence.
The night passed as usual.
Because the light rain had not stopped, Xu Guangling did not go to the park that night, but stood in front of the window all night.
He seems to like to "sleep" standing up more and more.
The two feet tap the ground gently, in a very soothing and relaxed state, but it seems as if it is as motionless as a mountain, and as if the body is like a tree, deeply rooted in the earth. Then, the blood starts from the heart, flows to the hands, and flows to the head.
It flows to the feet and flows all over the body.
That quiet yet turbulent feeling made Xu Guangling both quite sober and deeply intoxicated.
In such a physical and mental state, one night is as short as a blink.
At noon the next day, Xu Guangling played chess again.
"Fighting against the sky, the fun is endless; fighting against the earth, the fun is endless; fighting against people, the fun is endless." These are the words of the librarian, which are very famous and known to many people.
The chess game during this period was very important to Xu Guangling.
It is a kind of fun to confirm and implement what you have achieved in your dream little by little; it is a kind of fun to deepen your own understanding of chess little by little; it is a kind of fun to kill each opponent in the game of chess.
It is also a kind of fun to play around with the chess game on the chessboard and interpret the chess game between the enemy and ourselves.
The opponents that "wine is too thin to drink" are becoming more and more high-end.
In high-end games, many key chess game changes, whether one's own or the opponent's, are like good tea or fine wine, worth savoring.
Xu Guangling's advantage is that he can deduce these changes in his mind in an intuitive way, deduce their many changes, and then put the results of the deduction on the chessboard.
So his opponents during this period were, in fact, very painful.
Among the contestants this time, "Jiu Bo Yuan Yu" is already a dark horse that deserves considerable attention from other players. Not only has he gained many fans, many people have also begun to study his game carefully.
This person's chess style is extremely changeable, and he often pretends to be a pig and eats the tiger. He doesn't look like software, or even a human-machine. This is one of them.
This person has an extremely high level, an absolute master level, second to none.
Because of these two points, many people speculated that this was a real master who put on a vest, let himself go, and had a great time. In this way, the reason for his changeable chess style has also been explained.
Many masters have fixed chess styles. For example, some are good at attacking, some are good at defending, some like screen knights, and some like knights.
But that doesn't mean they don't know other ways.
After putting on the vest, without the constraints of status and reputation, they can play freely, for example, play the tricks of their old opponents?
You think he is Lian Po, but in fact he may be Lin Xiangru.
You think she is Xi Shi, but actually she may be Zhao Feiyan.
It has even become a pleasure for many people to guess which master the "wine is too thin to drink" is.
Xu Guangling's first opponent today has an ID called "Drunk in the Past".
"When an old wine meets an old drunk, there is something to behold!"
"When you meet your opponent in chess, you will meet a good talent. It will be a happy game. You should fight for three hundred rounds."
"Fight until dawn, don't leave!"
Reading the comments below, Xu Guangling knew that he must have encountered a tough problem.
But in fact, none of his current opponents are soft.
Xu Guangling made the first move, and he was able to draw a hit. Unexpectedly, the phone rang. When he picked it up, he saw that it was Dasha's call.
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