The atmosphere in the room was very depressing, and the sound of rain outside was extremely violent.
"Why do you do this?" Yuan and Yilong asked softly for a long time.
"I like her."
"What exactly do you like about her?" Yuan and Yilong looked at him quietly.
"Originally I just liked her ordinary and simple nature, but now I like her more and more." Yu Xian answered seriously.
He would not say that he initially wanted to use her to make Yukiko angry. Miyamoto Yukiko had been trying to arrange his life, so he wanted to be the obedient child.
He wanted to see if she was really willing. Even she herself didn't understand what was going on in her heart.
So he sent the letter and got an unclear answer from her.
After that, he seemed to really fall in love with her. From the moment when Hua Niao Fengyue brought salted cherry blossoms and the cotton clothes dripped in front of the window, there was nothing happier than being nestled in her warm bed.
People can't all be perfect, and neither can he.
He was tired of being forced to move forward all the time, whether it was promising Yukiko to become the number one in Tokyo, or whether Minamoto and Ichiryu kept making him like Kurokidou under the guise of shadow.
He tried to explore his heart and found that deep down he still longed for that ordinary peace.
So he gave the flower, bird, and wind a kiss at the beginning of the month, completing the long-awaited ‘o kiss.’ Perhaps from that moment on, he fulfilled his wish and truly became himself.
He did not choose to escape, but took on this responsibility. Even if he had to pay a price, he was willing to do so.
Yuan and Yilong were stunned. After a while, they smiled bitterly: "So what you said is true."
"What?" Yu Xian asked naively.
"I remember what you once said. You have always wanted to live an ordinary life. When you said these words to Principal Sawano, I also heard it. We were not familiar with each other at that time. I thought you were ridiculous."
"What is an ordinary life? Are you worthy of living any other life? Until I became more and more familiar with you, until I watched you get to where you are today."
Yuan and Yilong's eyes became calmer and calmer: "So you have never forgotten, Zhisheng."
He once thought that the child was just joking, and only people without strength would use ordinaryness to cover themselves up, but now he doesn't think so.
He was finally willing to believe that there really was such a person in the world, with all his abilities, but pursuing a small dream.
The biggest weapon of Hua Niao Fengyue is not her beauty and her figure, but her ordinaryness.
These things that are ignored by the world are what Yu Xian desires most as a child. Everyone is watching him go higher and higher, even picking off the stars, but no one knows that he is getting more and more tired.
The further you go on this road, the harder it is to turn back.
This era is dragging him deeper and deeper, and he is destined to be unable to live the kind of life he wants.
Yuan and Yilong once thought that he should be the happiest young man in the world, surrounded by flowers, gaining both fame and fortune, and easily getting things that others would find difficult to achieve in their lives.
But now it seems that Yuan and Yilong actually feel a little sad for him.
"What are you going to do next?"
Yuan and Yilong asked softly, "Should we continue to maintain a relationship with her, or should I personally go out and cut off the relationship between you."
"Do you have to do this, Brother Yilong?" Yu Xian's naive eyes were quiet.
"For me, this is the right thing to do." Yuan Heyilong said softly, "I will be the villain, and I will bear the consequences."
Yu Xian shook his head naively: "Yilong, can I ask you a question?"
"you say."
"You have always wanted me to be the shadow of the Yuan family, right?"
"Yes, I believe you can do it."
"Then if I don't become the shadow of the Yuan family in the future, will you still let me be with Kuro Mutou?"
Yuan and Yilong were suddenly stunned.
Yu Xian's childish question was simple and straightforward, yet terrifyingly sober.
In other words, the essence of the relationship supported by Yuan and Yilong can be seen clearly at a glance.
Yuan and Yilong trembled their lips, not knowing how to answer.
He has never thought about this problem. To him, these two points are not conflicting. It is natural for Yuxian to marry his own lady after becoming a shadow.
But he just ignored this.
Yes, if he failed to become a shadow in the end, would I still support him unconditionally?
"No, the Yuan family will not allow you to be together."
Li raised his eyebrows and answered the question for him. "Because you have nothing and have no competitiveness at all."
"So, this love is based on power, right?" Yu Xian asked softly, "If she is no longer a vassal of power, you won't allow me to like her, right?"
"No." Yuan He Yilong raised his head, his voice hoarse.
"Okay, if we fall in love with each other but fail to be together in the end, who do you think is hurt?" Yu Xian continued to ask.
Yuan and Yilong no longer need to answer.
Everyone present knew it.
Everyone can see Miss Kuromutou's love for him, and she even likes him so much that she can even let go of her arrogance.
But if, as he said, he failed to become the person they expected in the end, they would separate them at all costs.
At that time, the one who was hurt the most was still Heimutong.
Compared to that huge hurt, whoever he gave his first kiss to was a very small matter.
"But I believe you, Zhisheng." Yuan Heyilong said eagerly.
"It's not because you believe in me that your wishes can come true. Brother Yilong, don't you understand? Reality is not a fantasy. It's not because you believe in me that I can do everything!" Yu Xianzhisheng yelled, "You stand there
Think about my position, do you know what I am facing! The entire Yuan family!"
The Minamoto family is the top violent kingdom in Tokyo. It is not like the literary club that kills people invisible. Anyone who disobeys them will be devoured by their violence.
Nothing is false.
When the emperor gets power, he will be the first to kill Yuan and Yilong.
The second one is Yuxian Zhisheng.
Yuan and Yilong were too anxious and exposed Yuxian Zhisheng too early. And he was still indulged in the fantasy of a beautiful future, unaware that Yuxian Zhisheng had been pushed to the gallows invisibly.
As long as Emperor Fan is a wise person, he will not give Yu Xian Zhisheng any time to develop. Once Yu Xian Zhisheng and Hei Mu Tong confirm their relationship, he will find a way to get rid of him without waiting for him to become a shadow.
There is also the throne of the Yuan family. They play with him on the surface, but no one really thinks highly of him. Those flattering and antics turn out to be a joke.
Even a child like Yu Xian understands this.
The so-called 'you are my idol', 'please give me your autograph', and 'we all like your songs' are all based on no influence from interests. Once the balance of the scales tips, they will take action.
They will not be merciful, just like how they treat the Fujii family.
If he believed Yuan He Yilong's sweet words and believed in the future he had planned for himself, then he might still believe in the Yuan family until he was killed.
This is not a child playing house, where you can be the bride and I can be the groom, and everything will go well for a hundred years. This is the most ruthless and ruthless power confrontation in Tokyo. The winner gets everything, and the loser dies in the garbage.
Yu Xian was never such a fool.
The hugeness of the Yuan family contrasts with his smallness.
Sister and brother are already the safest and not alienating distance he can think of.
After tearing apart the sweet disguise, he placed the bloody reality in front of Yuan and Yilong.
This made Yuan Heyilong begin to realize that the direction of his design might be wrong.
Yuan Heyilong lowered his head and held his head, fingers tightly intertwined in his hair, looking as desperate as a patient.
...
Yuan and Yilong have always disliked Huang.
It can even be said to be annoying.
He instinctively felt that the emperor's ambition was too fierce, and the emperor's feelings for Miss Heimutong were more like possession of objects than love.
The emperor once said privately that on the wedding night, Miss Heimutong and Dafeng should wait together.
"Two at a time?" The warriors of the Yuan family all laughed.
"This is the romance of men." Huang crossed his arms and said with a smile.
The Yuan family has always been a men's world, and force is respected. They respect Kuroki Dou because of the strength of the Kuroki family in the past, and because her father was once one of the kings of Tokyo in the old days, but as his death became more and more serious,
As time passed, and as the emperor's power became stronger and stronger, they gradually forgot the word respect.
Everyone knows who the future new master is.
Yes, that's just a girl. Even if she is held in the palm of the old man's hand, she is still just a girl.
Yuan and Yilong started fighting with Huang on the spot.
He fought hard and won, but the emperor was beaten until his nose was bruised and his face was swollen.
After the matter was brought to the attention of the old man, the emperor was forgiven, while Yuan and Yilong were left to serve the family law.
He was stripped of his shirt and tied to a pillar, and his skin was beaten until his flesh was torn.
The old man has married ten wives, and his attitude towards women has always been indifferent.
In the eyes of the old man, since Huang is Miss Kuromutong's fiancée, there is nothing wrong with proposing such an idea, because it is only a matter of time before they get married.
Or maybe the old man hopes that they can get married as soon as possible, and when they are of childbearing age, he can give him some great-grandchildren as soon as possible before he dies.
Therefore, Yuan and Yilong stand unconditionally on Yu Xian's side.
Because he believed that Miss Heimutong would not be wronged if she was a child, and he could take good care of her and Dafeng.
From beginning to end, this was the only belief in his heart.
At this moment, his supreme faith collapsed.
He finally realized that he didn't think carefully. He was too anxious and made a mistake. He didn't even know how to make it right.
...
The rain outside was rustling, and the light on Tokyo Tower shone brightly in the rain.
The lights in the room lengthened the men's shadows.
"Sorry, I was too anxious...Sorry."
Yuan and Yilong talked incoherently and completely forgot the original intention of coming.
"To be honest, I am a person who is quite afraid of death. I know there is someone who will definitely die if I die, so I am very scared." Yu Xian smiled softly.
"But although I am afraid of death, I am not afraid of anything. Who can say what will happen in the future? I just want to do something I want to do before I go deeper and deeper on this road."
"That kiss was for ordinary people. It fulfilled my only wish. In the future, I will be able to face everything calmly without regrets."
"Can you understand, Brother Yilong?"
"I, I...can understand." Yuan He Yilong whispered.
It was just a little strange. He suddenly felt a little strange.
Why did this child suddenly become the guest? But he couldn't find any reason to refute it. He even wanted to praise you for doing a good job! You are perfect!
"Um, Zhisheng, answer my last question, do you like my lady?" Yuan He Yilong slowly raised his head and asked softly.
"I like it."
Yu Xian nodded naively, "She is my good sister, she is so kind to me, how could I not like her?"
"No, you know what I mean, I'm talking about the kind of love between men and women." Yuanhe Yilong asked pleadingly.
Yuxian Zhisheng didn't answer, his eyes were on Li and Shu next to him.
"Can you please not tell anyone? Please!" Yuan and Yilong looked at the two of them.
"I won't say it." Rat shrugged, "It has nothing to do with me, and I won't cause trouble for myself."
Li sneered, with a hint of amusement at the corner of his mouth: "I said, Brother Yilong, what's the use of getting your answer? Even if he likes it, so what, do you expect him to be such a loser?"
"I just want an answer, that's enough." Yuan and Yilong looked at Yu Xianzhisheng.
Yuxian nodded, confirming his feelings: "I like it."
Yuan Heyilong's eyes lit up slightly, then dimmed quickly: "I'm sorry, I may not be able to help you."
"No, no need." Yu Xian smiled childishly.
"Brother Yilong, I hope that my love for her is a true love. There can be no vassalage of any power in it."
"Like normal lovers?" Yuan and Yilong raised their eyebrows.
"Yes." Yuxian nodded naively.
"So I want to slowly become stronger. Even if I don't become a shadow, I hope to have other strength to marry her. Do you understand, Brother Yilong?"
"When I have that power, I can say that love to her again."
"That's great, brother." Yuan and Yilong stretched out their hands.
"Hey, I'm still tied up." Yu Xian smiled naively and shrugged.
"That's enough, that's enough. You're just pretending to be your mother. Aren't you fucking ashamed to say these things!" Li suddenly rushed over and grabbed Yu Xian's childish collar.
"I advise you to give up on my young lady as soon as possible. Really, don't you understand? Without us, you are nothing. You will just cry like a baby and come to us to wipe your butt!"
"Are you worthy? How can you be worthy of it? You are so handsome and amazing?"
"Are you kidding me that you are also using other fucking forces? Who else will help you besides us? Mr. Ansanji? The Council of Ministers? Or the Tokyo Secret List?"
"We have a cooperative relationship with the Literary Society. We are not afraid of anyone on the Tokyo Dark List. Even the Hermitage of Kame no Ruri is related to us. Who do you think you are? Compared with the emperor, I really
I don’t know where you get your self-confidence. We are the king. If we suppress you casually, you won’t have anything to do. Don’t you understand? Don’t be too greedy. I’m begging you! Isn’t it good to live!”
"Shut up!" Yuan Heyilong shouted angrily.
"Let him speak." Yu Xian looked into Li's eyes naively.
From beginning to end, his eyes did not waver at all, like the surface of the sea that could not be moved by the wind.
"Okay, I won't say anything anymore."
Li grinned, raised his chin, and looked down at Yu Xian Zhisheng.
"Don't you think you are very good? It's okay. You have used a lot of favors from the Yuan family during this period. I will give you a month to return the favors owed to the Yuan family to us."
"Stop talking, he doesn't owe the Yuan family anything!" Yuan and Yilong grabbed Li's collar.
What Yuan and Yilong said is true.
The Yuan family gave a lot of help to Yuxian Jiaosheng, and Yuxian Jiaosheng also accepted the help, but all this favor was invisible to Miss Kurobutou.
He gave her a violin piece that she liked very much and helped her get the Super S Star Badge.
He gave her the most suitable song and made her like singing, who had never thought about singing.
Even the fact that he was out recording the MV for the semi-finals these days was actually for her. The semi-finals were a team competition, and it was his own strength that made the School of Art Maintenance of Dongda ranked first.
Ms. Kurobutou's ranking has also steadily risen, entering the top ten in the personal player list.
This was a result they had never dared to imagine since Keio Private School dominated the competition, and the old man was also very happy. He invited Lu Huoqing and Hua Niao Fengyue to help her practice dance, and he borrowed points to set off fireworks for her birthday.
He did all this in obscurity.
"Then what the hell does it matter? Miss can become powerful without him!" Li tore at Yuan and Yilong's big hands, "We can live without him, but he can't live without us!"
Yuxian Zhisheng, who was sitting by the bed, suddenly spoke: "Okay, how can I pay it back?"
The two people who were tearing at each other were stunned at the same time.
Yuan and Yilong let go of Li's hand and shook their heads: "It's not necessary."
"Are you ready? You are still a man." Li sneered.
"Okay, let me do the math for you. We will help you kill the Dragon Tiger Club in Narita District, and you will also help us kill a Yakuza of the same level, as well as the Fujii family last time. You will also kill a similar one.
You have the points you used to set off fireworks last time, so you can transfer them to us as much as you use, no problem."
"It's too troublesome." Yu Xian looked at Yuan and Yilong, "To kill those two Ji Dao, if we ask the Tokyo Dark Ranking, how many bounty points will it take?"
"One thousand points." Li Qian answered in front of Yuan and Yilong.
"In other words, including the 350 points for setting off fireworks, the total is 1,350 points, right?" Yu Xian asked naively.
"I'll forward it to you."
The air suddenly became quiet.
Yuan, Yilong and Shu had a look of astonishment on their faces.
Li was stunned for a moment, and then a crazy and arrogant smile appeared on his face. The sneer was like a cold knife, scanning the young man's calm face inch by inch.
He laughed loudly, laughing hard.
"Hey, did you hear that? He said he wanted to transfer it to me!"
He reached out and patted Yu Xian's naive face: "Boy, do you know how many tasks you need to do to reach the 1,350 points?"
"Also, I know you have money, but we don't want money, just points, understand?"
"I understand, so please stop barking, okay?" Yu Xian looked at him and said, "Yilong, help me untie the rope."
The rope was untied, and in this incredible atmosphere, the three men stood there, watching the boy take out his mobile phone from his pocket and log into the Tokyo Dark List web page.
"How to turn, I don't know how." He said something frightening again.
"Stop pretending! Damn it!"
Li grabbed the phone and his eyes fell on the personal information on the Tokyo Dark List. The expression on his face instantly became extremely exciting. First, his brain went blank, and then he became confused due to a short circuit in his brain, until his nerves completed transmitting the 10,000 points on the screen.
, the cruel smile on his face turned into a frightened smile like a puppy.
10,000 points means S level.
This guy's authority is even higher than that of any throne, including the emperor.
Even on the Tokyo Dark Ranking, he was only below Kame no Ruri.
Li blinked, and the world was turned upside down in an instant.
"Don't be stunned, turn around quickly." After Yu Xian finished speaking, he looked at Yuan and Yilong and asked, "Brother Yilong, you said before that the Tokyo Dark List can do almost anything, right?"
"Ah, ah, yes, as long as you have enough points." Yuan and Yilong swallowed.
"Okay, I'll post a reward of ten points and give him a slap in the face, okay?" Yu Xian Zhisheng pointed at Li standing in front of him.
"It won't take ten points to slap him." Yuan Heyilong said frankly, "Give me a little, and I'll take it."
"Brother, can you post more, I can beat you to bankruptcy." Rat said.