Moreover, Su Yan even took the initiative to kiss her.
Xu Bing's eyes darkened in an instant, and he hugged the boy in his arms tighter with both hands, and then he became a little more serious, and his activeness and passivity were reversed in an instant.
She was like a general on horseback, crisscrossing the battlefield. The enemy seemed to be tightly defended, but she directly opened a gap, and then drove straight in decisively. Even if she went deep behind the enemy lines alone, she would still kill the enemy.
He was defeated, with no armor left behind, and his body was only stained with a lot of bright red liquid, and he returned in triumph.
Xu Bing let go of Su Yan.
The young man got a chance to breathe and took a deep breath, his chest rising and falling rapidly.
Seeing this, Xu Bing smiled with a smile on his lips, the look in his eyes became deeper, and he came closer again.
"etc......"
Su Yan's face turned red with embarrassment and he turned his head slightly.
But in the end, he still didn't resist much, so he closed his eyes and chose to accept it.
This is the gesture of giving your whole heart and soul to the other person without any reservation.
Just like a cat showing its soft belly to its owner, it is the ultimate form of trust.
Under the young man's trust, even if he is as abstinent as he is, he will still feel an unspeakable tremor in his heart.
Plus, this is the person she loves...
Soon, Xu Bing slowly let go of the boy.
Su Yan was extremely embarrassed, but still had no intention of resisting.
When Xu Bing saw the young man's face that was so red it looked like he could bleed at any moment, he thought about it and turned off the light.
——Anyway, she has special powers. Even if the lights are turned off, she can still see.
In the dark environment, Su Yan obviously relaxed a lot.
However, he felt a little nervous inside again, and his hands suddenly clenched into fists.
Xu Bing's voice rang in his ears, comforting him: "Xiaoyan, it's okay, just relax."
"Um......"
Su Yan slowly let go of his hands.
Tears flowed down the next moment...
[System eating melon seeds:?]
[System: Host, what are you doing?]
[Su Yan: Yes.]
【system:???】
The system directly threw away a handful of melon seeds held in his little hands.
[System: Didn’t you say you want to settle old accounts? This is an old account?!]
It also thought that the host would not let Xu Bing touch it, so it took action directly!
[Su Yan: Well, I just want to experience it again.
OK, let’s do it now.】
Xu Bing raised her hand and caressed Su Yan's face, her heart filled with tenderness and love.
But at a certain moment, the boy's crying suddenly became fainter.
Xu Bing quickly looked at Su Yan.
Suddenly, Su Yan was full of love, and a look of pain gradually appeared in his shy eyes.
The next moment, he suddenly held his head and cried again, but it was a cry of pain.
Hearing this, Xu Bing's expression changed and he quickly stood beside the bed, feeling extremely anxious and said: "Xiao Yan, what's wrong with you?"
"It hurts... I have a headache..." Su Yan said hoarsely, and the hand holding her head stretched out towards Xu Bing, as if to grab her hand.
But a sharp pain came from the depths of his mind again. The boy retracted his hand in an instant, hugged his head tightly again, and let out a heartbreaking cry from his mouth. The pain was so painful that his body curled up together and trembled uncontrollably.
Xu Bing hugged Su Yan into his arms, raised his hand and patted his back, coaxing: "Xiao Yan, it's okay, I'm here."
But her heart was broken. Looking at the young man who looked like this, she wished she could bear all this on his behalf.
However, all she could do now was to activate her own powers and gently place her palm on Su Yan's forehead, trying to ease his pain.
But it had no effect. Her superpower seemed to have lost its effect on Su Yan, and there was no longer any therapeutic effect.
"Sister Xu Bing...I feel pain..."
The young man cried and his words gradually became hoarse.
Xu Bing's eyes suddenly turned red, and she looked extremely flustered. She couldn't figure out what went wrong.
The reason why Su Yan failed to heal Su Yan the first two times was because the young man used his own powers and took on the injuries that others deserved. But what about this time?
Suddenly, Xu Bing thought of something and her body stiffened suddenly. A chill suddenly came out of her back and spread all over her body in an instant, making all the hairs on her body stand up.
She froze there, not even paying attention to Su Yan who was crying.
I don't know how much time passed before she came back to her senses.
Then, Xu Bing looked down at the young man in great pain, and the original thoughts in his heart had been replaced by new thoughts.
But how could she do it?
The boy is already in such pain. If she erases his memory again, will he die from it?
Thinking like this, Xu Bing's heart trembled with fear, and the green light in his palms dispersed.
She can't do it, she really can't do it...
In this short period of time, the pain in Su Yan's head suddenly eased a lot. Before he could relax, a picture appeared in his mind!
what is that?
That was a scene he had seen not long ago. It was Shen Xing who was forcibly treating him...
Seeing this, the boy's body trembled even more violently. He looked at Shen Xing in his mind and kept shaking his head just to get rid of this picture.
He doesn't want to see her, doesn't want to see her, doesn't want to see her!
It was this woman who treated him so forcefully, making him feel unprecedented despair and pain. Why would he still think of her!
Su Yan was in great pain and felt that thinking of Shen Xing at this time was a betrayal of Xu Bing.
Will Xu Bing forgive him?
Thinking of this, Su Yan quickly opened his eyes and planned to apologize to his lover.
He couldn't hide such a thing from Xu Bing.
However, after seeing Xu Bing's face, all his words were stuck in his throat, and the pupils in his eyes trembled slightly.
In my mind, the woman in the picture no longer looks like Shen Xing, but...
Xu Bing?!
In just an instant, Su Yan's heart was filled with unspeakable fear and disbelief.
He stared blankly at the picture in his mind. The woman in the picture was the one who had brought him fear, humiliation, and despair.
Before that, he always thought this person was Shen Xing.
That's why he felt such disgust and even hatred towards Shen Xing.
For any woman to do something like that to a man for any reason, in Su Yan's heart, it is an act that can never be forgiven.
But at this moment, the woman in her mind showed her true face, and she was not Shen Xing.
But it was someone he had never expected, who was also his current lover—Xu Bing.
No, it’s impossible, how could it be Sister Xu Bing?!
Subconsciously, Su Yan wanted to deny the picture in his mind, unwilling to admit that this person was Xu Bing.
This is his lover, the one who just promised to protect him for the rest of his life!
How could she do this to him?
Su Yan thought like this, but his heart could not calm down at all. Instead, his fear became more intense.
Because the picture in his mind was too clear, and the feeling transmitted to him was also so intense.
Pain, humiliation, despair...
No matter how much he deceives himself or others, no matter how much he tries to deny this picture.
But the profound memories in his mind forced him to admit,
This is the truth.
Su Yan came out of his daze and slowly raised his eyes to look at Xu Bing.
"Why...would it be you..." the young man said one word at a time, and by the end, his words were filled with trembling and weeping sounds.
Xu Bing's heart was already filled with fear and panic.
Now, after hearing Su Yan's words, her body started to tremble slightly.
She looked into the boy's eyes, and there was no longer the hatred in them, but the look of love, pain, and despair made her feel more heartbroken than pure hatred, and even breathing became difficult.
.
"Xiaoyan..." Xu Bing's words also trembled, and he called softly.
However, listening to this familiar call, Su Yan could no longer feel any warmth or sweetness.
There was nothing but coldness all over his body.
Xu Bing couldn't get a response from the boy and looked even more panicked.
However, no matter what she said, Su Yan would not respond to her.
He just lay on the bed quietly, his eyes gradually dimming, like a bright sea of stars disappearing, all the light completely dissipated.
Just like that, a long time passed. Su Yan's body could no longer hold on and he slowly fell asleep.
But his sleeping face was no longer peaceful, his brows were furrowed, his body was shaking from time to time, and even in his sleep, his heart still couldn't calm down.
Shen Xing naturally didn't fall asleep, and she couldn't sleep at all.
She just looked pale and looked at Su Yan who was sleeping. She slowly raised her palms, and a green light suddenly flashed in her palms.
However, after hesitating for a long time, she still did not take action.
She didn't dare.
The boy's body was extremely weak now, and she had already erased his memory once. If she tried again, she could not guarantee what would happen.
Perhaps the best result is that she erases the boy's memory again, but it causes irreversible damage to his mind.
Thinking of this possibility, Xu Bing's palms continued to tremble, and the light in his palms finally dissipated, giving up the idea.
If she could really do it, she would have done this to Su Yan long ago.
It was precisely because she couldn't do it and was unwilling to hurt the boy any more that she felt so fearful and uneasy now.
Tonight, Xu Bing had no sleep at all.
The next morning, Su Yan's long eyelashes trembled slightly as she slowly woke up and turned around.
As soon as he saw him waking up, Xu Bing, who had not slept all night, quickly looked at him and said hoarsely: "Xiaoyan, forgive me, I used to..."
Xu Bing kept talking, almost frantically begging Su Yan for forgiveness, but the young man just turned his gray eyes slightly, glanced at her lightly, then looked away, and made no further moves.
If it weren't for the fact that his chest was still a little heaving, it looked like he might have been dead.
Unknowingly, Xu Bing fell into the same helplessness and despair as before.
But what made her even more desperate was what came next.
Su Yan went on a hunger strike.
Just like at Shen Xing's place.
But at that time, it was an expression of resistance and disgust towards Shen Xing, and it was also an act of resistance in order to leave Shen Xing's side.
But now, the person being resisted and disgusted has become her...
Boy...does he also want to leave her side?
However, just as Shen Xing was unwilling to let go of Su Yan, Xu Bing was equally unwilling to let go of her young man.
Moreover, Su Yan's hunger strike method was different from the method at Shen Xing's place.
He didn't resist eating. As long as Xu Bing fed him, he would eat 'obediently'.
But after eating, he always vomits it out directly.
So, back and forth.
In the end, Xu Bing felt so distressed that she did not dare to feed Su Yan anymore.
Just like that, Su Yan began to lose weight again.
Seeing the young man's appearance, Uncle Lin and Xu Chun suddenly changed their expressions. The former asked Xu Bing what he had done to Su Yan.
Xu Bing looked bitter and wanted to explain, but he opened his mouth and couldn't say anything.
What she did to the boy was so ugly and unbearable that even to Uncle Lin, she found it difficult to talk about it.
Only Xu Chun recalled the past memories and vaguely guessed some reasons, and then his face turned pale.
If this is true, then brother Su Yan may never forgive his sister!
With no choice but to contact her, Xu Bing could only contact her, the owner of the villa where they now lived, and arranged Su Yan to a certain hospital.
The reason why he did not contact Shen Xing was naturally because of the relationship between the two of them.
After such an incident, the two of them were almost back on the same starting line.
Xu Bing would never contact Shen Xing unless it was absolutely necessary.
Su Yan was admitted to the hospital again after more than ten days.
In recent days, Lin Qingyue, who had not come to visit Su Yan because of the tasks assigned by her mother, spent a lot of energy to deal with it and completed it, rushed to the hospital after getting the news.
Then, he looked at Su Yan, who was lying on the bed with her face extremely pale and her eyes dim. Without holding back, he raised his hand and slapped Xu Bing hard.
Snapped!
Xu Bing must be able to react to this palm and avoid it.
However, because of the deep guilt in her heart, she accepted the slap without evading it.
It was as if Lin Qingyue slapped her, which was equivalent to Su Yan hitting her, which could alleviate the pain in her heart.
"what are you doing?!"
Xu Chun was stunned. Although he was a little angry at his sister's behavior, it did not mean that he could allow outsiders to teach her a lesson.
He quickly stood in front of Xu Bing, then raised his hand, wanting to slap Lin Qingyue.
"Xiao Chun." Xu Bing reached out and grabbed Xu Chun's hand, shaking her head at him.
Lin Qingyue was also stunned. He just took action subconsciously because he was angry for a moment. He had no hope of actually hitting Xu Bing.
But Xu Bing did not dodge and received the palm forcefully, which shocked him.
But soon, he figured out something, ignored Xu Chun, looked up at Xu Bing, and said coldly: "Do you think taking my slap like this will make you feel better?
No, you are wrong!
I can't speak for Xiao Yan, and your mistakes can't be offset by just a slap from me.
I just want to tell you that if something happens to Xiaoyan, I will definitely fight you forever!"
Hearing this, Xu Bing opened the corners of his mouth, revealing an extremely painful expression that looked like a smile but not a smile, and a look that looked like crying but not crying.
There was no need for Lin Qingyue to say this. If something unexpected happened to the boy, even she would not be able to forgive herself...