After dozens of minutes, Su Yan finally returned to the downstairs of the house Jiang Meng bought.
However, he looked at the 'home' that had brought him endless warmth and touch a few days ago, but he did not dare to get close to it at all.
It was as if those few short steps were some kind of terrifying abyss.
He lowered his head slightly, looking at his toes, his lips pursed until they turned white, there was no color on his face, and he couldn't lift his steps.
He didn't know how he should face Jiang Meng.
When he was sitting in the taxi, he was still eager to go home. It was not until now that his home was so close that he couldn't help but think about this issue.
Should I confess everything directly to Jiang Meng?
No, this is not allowed
As early as when he was in the hotel, he had already thought that he must not tell Jiang Meng what happened to him last night.
It's not that he doesn't believe her, he's just afraid of losing her.
That's really it
That's why I didn't want to confess this matter to her.
But in this case, can he really continue and take this relationship seriously in the future?
With such a dirty self, is he really qualified to be with sister Jiang Meng?
Not only was it difficult for him to let go, but it was also unfair to Jiang Meng.
Moreover, even if he wanted to conceal what happened to him last night, there was a high probability that Jiang Meng would figure it out.
What should we do then?
Thinking like this, the young man suddenly raised his head and found that he had walked to the door of his house without knowing it.
In an instant, his heart trembled violently, and a layer of cold sweat broke out on his back. He turned around and wanted to leave here quickly.
He is not ready to face his lover yet.
But after Su Yan turned around, his movements became stiff.
Because, he remembered that there was a surveillance camera above his head.
If Jiang Meng was at home, the scene at this moment would have been seen by her.
At this moment, the door behind Su Yan suddenly opened, and a woman's figure appeared.
"Yanyan" Jiang Meng said softly, her voice was extremely hoarse.
When he heard such a familiar call, the young man only had the thought of 'leaving' in his mind, but he was afraid that Jiang Meng would notice something strange, so he could only turn around slowly and stiffly.
Then he looked up at Jiang Meng and was stunned.
Because, Jiang Meng's face looked extremely haggard, there were some black marks around his eyes, and some bloodshot eyes could be faintly seen. It was obvious that he had not slept all night and was always mentally uneasy.
"Yanyan, where have you been?" Jiang Meng spoke again, and her words began to tremble.
"I've been looking for you all night, and I haven't found you in many places. If you don't come back, I'm going to call the police right away." Jiang Mengdao said, and there was even a hint of crying at the end of his words.
By the end, her eyes were turning red, and a tear fell from the corner of her eye.
It is said that daughters never shed tears easily, but Jiang Meng, a grown woman, shed tears at this moment.
Seeing this, Su Yan felt a little pain in her heart, and subconsciously opened her lips and said, "I'm sorry, Sister Jiang Meng."
Before she finished speaking, Jiang Meng suddenly reached out and hugged him, tightly and unwilling to let go, as if she wanted to integrate him into her body.
"I am the one who should say I'm sorry. I didn't protect you. I'm sorry, Yan Yan." Jiang Meng blamed herself, with a few tears falling down her cheeks and onto the boy's neck.
Hearing this, Su Yan's eyes instantly turned red, and he could no longer control his emotions. He completely buried his head in Jiang Meng's arms and cried loudly.
"Sister Jiang Meng"
The young man did not expect that the first time he met Jiang Meng when he returned home, she did not question him or ask him to confess. Instead, she took the initiative to apologize to him.
This is his lover, this is the person he loves.
It turned out that everything Sister Jiang Meng said was true, and she would really love him forever.
She didn't abandon him because of this.
Really do not have
At this moment, the despair, fear, fear, worry and other emotions in Su Yan's heart all turned into tears and flowed out at Jiang Meng's words.
Then, maybe Jiang Meng's behavior proved her love for him, or her behavior moved him, making the young man cry for a while. After that, he slowly raised his head in her arms, opened his lips slightly, and
Planning to tell her everything that happened to him last night.
He wants to tell his lover all the truth.
As expected, he still couldn't hide this matter from Jiang Meng.
Moreover, only by confessing it could he feel much better inside and continue to love her wholeheartedly as before.
But Jiang Meng seemed to be aware of Su Yan's thoughts and stopped him.
"Yanyan, you don't need to say anything, you don't need to tell me anything, I believe you." Jiang Meng said softly.
Su Yan was stunned when he heard this, and tears flowed out of his eyes even more uncontrollably.
However, while he was deeply moved in his heart, he also had a lot of panic and confusion.
He kept hinting that he shouldn't think too much. Sister Jiang Meng loved him, that's why she said this.
But there was another voice in his heart telling him that Jiang Meng was worried that after learning the truth, she would no longer love him and abandon him, so she didn't let him speak.
Since the truth is cruel, it is better not to know the truth.
Thinking of this, Su Yan's face suddenly turned pale, and his heart felt cold.
He buried his head in Jiang Meng's chest, so that the latter did not see his face.
The two hugged each other and returned home. After being silent for a long time, just in each other's arms and listening to each other's heartbeats, Su Yan suddenly said: "Sister Jiang Meng, I want to go back to my room."
Jiang Meng was stunned for a moment, then nodded and said, "Yeah."
After saying that, the young man stood up, forced a smile to Jiang Meng, and then hurried back to his room.
After Su Yan completely returned to the room, the worried look on Jiang Meng's face soon turned into an expression of indifference.
Does the young man think that this matter is over?
Of course it's impossible, it's just that now, it's not time for a showdown.
At this moment, Jiang Meng was more concerned about how long Su Yan could survive the drug addiction.
One day? Two days? Three days?
Jiang Meng stared at the picture of Su Yan on her phone, after returning to the bedroom, burying her head in the pillow and crying, with only a faint sneer at the corner of her mouth.
The next day, the two of them continued their previous lives as if nothing had happened.
Su Yan was very uneasy at first, but after seeing Jiang Meng smile gently at him as usual, he felt completely relieved.
On the third day, what Jiang Meng expected happened.