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Not long after Han Wu left, Su Yan woke up.
But it makes no difference whether he wakes up or not, because he can only lie on the hospital bed and cannot go anywhere. Now he is tied here like a prisoner.
Jiang Meng was sitting next to the bed working. When she realized that Su Yan had woken up, she closed her notebook and asked gently: "Yan Yan, you're awake, do you want some water?"
Perhaps because she knew that no matter how much she begged or insulted Jiang Meng, he would never get a piece of medicine from her, Su Yan simply fell silent.
When she didn't get a response, Jiang Meng stood up, took the water cup to get Su Yan's water, then sat back and fed him bit by bit.
The young man glanced at her lightly, but he had no intention of going on a hunger strike. Instead, he stuck out his tongue, silently licked the water in front of him, and drank some.
Jiang Meng just stared at Su Yan's pink tongue and suddenly said: "Han Wu came here not long ago and apologized to you."
There was a hint of surprise in Su Yan's eyes, but it only flashed past, and then he became calm and indifferent again.
Jiang Meng looked at the lifeless young man, without any youthfulness and vitality that a young man should have. His heart ached inexplicably, and said: "When you get better, we will go home."
Hearing this, Su Yan's heart trembled and he quickly closed his eyes, covering up all the expressions in his eyes.
But there was still a sour feeling in his eyes, which made the young man turn his head and gritted his teeth tightly to suppress the urge to cry.
go home.
Where does he have a home?
Even if his father, brother and others resolved their misunderstanding about him, their relationship would still never be the same as before.
They will treat him better than when they just came home.
But that's all because of guilt and regret.
It's no longer a pure family relationship.
Moreover, he didn't want them to see what he looked like after becoming addicted to drugs...
Thinking of this, Su Yan opened his slightly red eyes and wanted to reject Jiang Meng.
But then I thought about it, could he really survive to be discharged from the hospital?
Perhaps due to the increasingly painful withdrawal reaction, he was pained to death.
That way, there's no need to go home, right?
Su Yan closed his eyes again.
...
Su Yan was not hurt to death.
But after experiencing extremely painful more than ten days, the day of discharge came to an end.
The bandage was also removed today.
However, the originally smooth and tender arm had two ugly, ferocious scars on his skin, like centipedes, always reminding him of what he had experienced.
Even Jiang Meng, who had been mentally prepared for a long time, went blank for a moment when he saw these two scars. After reacting, he hurriedly said softly: "In a month, you can come to the hospital to have the scars removed.
, no traces will be left.”
Jiang Meng pretended to be calm, but her trembling voice still revealed her inner panic.
She was very afraid of Su Yan's reaction. After all, no man could accept having such scars on his skin.
Especially for a teenager whose skin is as smooth as tofu.
He might go crazy.
[Jiang Meng felt regretful, but Su Yan stared straight at the scar on his arm, and then slowly retracted his gaze, his expression extremely calm, as if these two 'centipedes' grew on someone else's hand.
Seeing his reaction, Jiang Meng was stunned.
She couldn't help but think of Su Yan's behavior every day when he had withdrawal reactions.
A few days ago, he would cry and beg her to give him pills. She would only comfort him cruelly, but in the middle of the process, it would turn into insults and curses for her, which are all the vicious words a teenager has learned.
.
But she was just sad inside, not angry at all.
As long as it eases the boy's pain, it doesn't matter how she is insulted.
And after a few days, when he was crying out from the extreme pain, his words were no longer begging and insulting, but all...
"Kill me! Kill me! I want you to kill me!"
"Didn't you always want me to die? Now that I want to die, you kill me!"
The young man was in so much pain that he had a twisted face and words full of hatred. Even when I think about it now, the picture is so clear and profound in my mind.
But in the end, Su Yan didn't utter any more words. He just yelled meaninglessly until his throat broke again, again and again.
It's just like the body's instinctive way of venting when pain comes.
It is no longer a way of venting with certain emotions, such as anger and hatred.
What caused the boy's reaction to gradually change like this?
Jiang Meng didn't know it before, but it wasn't until she saw Su Yan's attitude towards the scar on her arm that she suddenly realized -
The young man may have already had a death wish.
He really didn't want to live anymore, so he even suffered pain so casually, and he didn't even care about his own body.
Thinking of this possibility, Jiang Meng's heart was instantly filled with unprecedented fear and filled with unspeakable regret and sorrow.
She finally... tortured the boy to this point...
It wasn't until the doctor's words sounded that she came back to her senses.
"The bones are well connected and I can barely move, but you still have to be careful not to use too much force, otherwise problems may occur." The doctor warned.
"I understand." Jiang Meng responded, only to realize that her words were trembling.
Before the doctor left, he gave her a confused look.
It's just that you're discharged from the hospital, so you won't be so excited, right?
Jiang Meng calmed down her emotions and then returned to normal, saying: "Yanyan, we are going home."
Su Yan, who hadn't spoken to Jiang Meng for a long time, finally spoke: "If you don't go home..."
His voice was extremely weak, his throat was completely damaged, and it would take a long time to recover.
Jiang Meng's lips trembled and she said hoarsely: "Why?"
Su Yan looked at her quietly.
"There is no home anymore..."
Jiang Meng gritted her teeth, suppressing the pain that felt like vomiting blood, and smiled: "Yes, uncle, aunt, haven't they already resolved their misunderstanding about you?"
"Sickness... they will see..." The young man said one word at a time, finally explaining the reason clearly.
Jiang Meng was stunned for a moment.
Only then did we know that the reason why Su Yan didn't want to go back to Ling's house was because he was worried that they would see him sick.
This was undoubtedly another reminder of everything she had done to the boy.
[Jiang Meng was deeply regretful but heartbroken, Jiang Meng secretly breathed a sigh of relief.
Because this means that Su Yan still cares about someone. Even if this person is no longer her, as long as he exists, the young man should not die easily.
"I won't let them see it." Jiang Meng opened her lips and said softly, "Because we are going back to our own home."