Su Yan looked like this, reminding her of what she did in an almost cruel way.
It was at this moment that Song Gan realized that she had already done too many unforgivable behaviors to Su Yan.
Suspicion, insult, and even assault...
When I realized my feelings for Su Yan, the promise that "I want to protect him and will never let him be hurt" in my heart seemed so funny and ridiculous in front of Su Yan's terrified expression.
"I..." Song Gan opened his lips, but found that he had no right to say the words "I won't hurt you."
Because she did hurt him.
There is no room for refutation.
【Song Gan regret is worth sorry…”
In the end, Song Gan could only express these three words.
She took back her desire to touch her, touched Su Yan's hand, and she felt a little retreating in her heart for the first time.
The young man is so scared and afraid of her. Is there any need for her to stay here?
But it was only a moment of birth, and the next moment, Song Gan gave up this idea.
How could she escape?
Could it be that the young man was to give him back to that woman again?
impossible!
She has returned to Su Yan and will not give anyone else a chance.
The young man was afraid of her, so she made him no longer afraid of her.
If the young man does not forgive her, she will spend time asking for his forgiveness.
Even if this time is the rest of your life...
Thinking of this, Song Gan was actually a little happy.
‘The rest of your life’.
She put these four words on the tip of her tongue and muttered it gently.
"I won't hurt you anymore, don't be afraid..."
Song Gan showed a gentle smile to Su Yan and coaxed her softly.
The young man's frightened face finally calmed down a little, but his expression was still full of panic and alert, like a frightened deer.
Seeing this, Song Gan's heart ached, but a gentle smile remained on his face.
She knew that Su Yan's state would be difficult to change for a while, and she could only rely on time to pass it away little by little.
And what she has to do is take care of and accompany her.
"You must be hungry, right? I'll get you some food."
Song Gan got up and left the bedroom.
Not long after, she brought back some porridge and lean meat.
"Do you eat it yourself, or will I feed you?"
Su Yan had calmed down, as if he was in a daze. After hearing Song Gan's words, he slowly turned his eyes and moved his gaze to her face.
Then raise your hand, as if you want to eat it yourself.
But he couldn't even hold the bowl firmly, so he almost threw it on himself as soon as he picked it up. Fortunately, Song Gan was sharp-eyed and quick-witted, so he held the bowl.
"I'll feed you." Song Gan sighed lightly, but his words were full of pampering.
But she thought of Su Yan's fierce reaction before and said, "I won't hit you, Yanyan, don't be afraid, okay?"
As he said that, he scooped a spoonful of porridge and handed it to Su Yan.
The young man seemed to have understood something, or did not trigger the conditions that made him feel fearful. He looked very calm and opened his lips slightly and ate.
Song Gan's face was happy and fed Su Yan even more gently. Every time he swallowed it thoroughly, he would feed the next spoon.
Feeding this way, a lot of sweetness in her heart could not help but feel.
It seems that if she keeps going like this, it is also the happiness she longs for.
After feeding a bowl of porridge, Song Gan raised his hand to wipe some porridge stains from Su Yan's mouth and smiled and said, "Why are you eating it all over your mouth?"
Su Yan looked at her in confusion.
Song Gan's smile became gentler.
In the afternoon, when Wei Shui returned home, she couldn't help but be stunned when she looked at Song Gan, who was just out of the kitchen, wearing an apron and looking very busy.
Is it her illusion?
She raised her hand and wiped her eyes, and then she realized that everything in front of her was real.
"Xiaoshui is back? Come and have a meal, the food is ready."
Song Gan heard the sound of the entrance hall, looked up and smiled at Wei Shui.
Wei Shui looked slightly cold and said, "Why are you back?"
Song Gan was silent for a moment. When observing Wei Shui's face, he found that her attitude towards her was a little worse than before, but her appearance was still normal. He should not know what she did to her father.
"I'm back from abroad."
Finally, Song Gan gave a reason that was neither good nor bad, and blamed her for the reason why she disappeared for so long.
"snort."
But Wei Shui obviously didn't buy it.
In response to this, Song Gan just sighed slightly in his heart, and treated Wei Shui gently with the attitude towards Su Yan.
She knew that in the past, the child did not accept her completely.
And now that she has left and disappeared for so long, it is normal for her to be even more indifferent to herself.
Moreover, Song Gan not only felt deeply regretful to Su Yan, but also felt a lot of guilt towards Wei Shui.
After all, she had promised her to protect her father.
But he broke this promise himself.
Song Gan looked at Wei Shui with pity.
"Come and have a meal."
"Where is Dad?"
"He was uncomfortable, so I brought the meal to his bedroom."
Su Yan's current condition is very wrong. Before he completely recovers, she dared not let Wei Shui see her father like this.
When Wei Shui heard Song Gan’s care for his father, he also relaxed his eyebrows and eyes, no longer so cold and sharp.
Her dad needs someone to take care of.
Besides Song Gan, she could not think of any other better candidates for this person.
She is too young after all...
[Wei Shui regrets it just like this. After getting Wei Shui's approval, Song Gan completely moved into Su Yan's home and took on the responsibility of taking care of him.
Under her meticulous care, the young man's condition has really improved little by little by little by little by little.
Just like this, half a month later, Su Yan slowly opened his eyes and turned to see that he looked at him with beautiful eyes.
Song Gan looked at the young man and found that the expression in his eyes was extremely complicated, as if it contained countless emotions.
She thought of something in an instant, and a hint of shock appeared in her eyes: "Yanyan, are you awake?"
Su Yan understood what she meant and nodded slightly.
Then the next moment, he fell into a broad embrace.
This embrace was so warm that everything Su Yan wanted to say fell back into his heart.
Finally, as if after a long time, Song Gan's trembling voice sounded: "Yanyan, I'm sorry, I..."
"I know." Su Yan interrupted her and said, "It's not your fault."
Song Gan looked painful and said, "But I didn't trust you, and I did such a behavior to you, and I couldn't get forgiven..."
"I forgive you..." Su Yan said softly.
He could feel the pain in Song Gan's heart, and he also remembered that she had meticulous care and care for herself over the past few days.