Xu Bing poured out her love to the young man without any reservation, almost holding her sincerity in front of him.
With the slightest hope, she looked at the young man's face, wanting to see what his reaction would be.
As a result, Xu Bing was stunned.
Because, the young man did not show any strong emotions, such as shock, disgust and other expressions. It was as if he had not heard anything, and there was still confusion in his eyes.
"Well, I understand..." Su Yan nodded slowly, indicating that he understood.
But with that look in Xu Bing's eyes, it was clear that she didn't believe what she said.
Yes, she had treated him like that before, so how could the young man believe that she would have love for him?
Just thinking that even if he said what he was thinking, the young man would not be able to understand it, let alone believe it, Xu Bing felt a little tight in his chest, and sadness spread throughout his body.
It turns out that this is what you brought upon yourself?
[Xu Bing’s regret value +50,1065/1000.]
Suddenly, Xu Bing's heart trembled, and an idea came to his mind.
Not enough, not enough, her sincerity is not enough!
If you don't show your whole heart to the boy, he will never understand your own feelings!
Xu Bing restrained the trembling of his body and prepared to take out all the ugly things hidden deep in his heart that he couldn't bear to look at.
She was so nervous that her words were trembling, and she said, "You don't believe what I said, do you?"
When Su Yan heard this, his eyes looking at her face were still blank.
Xu Bing took a deep breath and continued: "But, I didn't lie to you, I really love you, otherwise..."
Su Yan suddenly interrupted her and asked softly: "Then why didn't you trust me then?"
At the end of the words, there was a hint of trembling in the young man's voice.
If you really love me, then why don't you believe me?
That only shows that your love for me is not love at all.
"This is exactly what I want to say." Xu Bing's body trembled slightly, and his words gradually became hoarse, saying: "Because, that is because I don't want to believe you. Only if I don't believe you can I have a reason and an excuse.
, to go...
Go get you."
The more Xu Bing spoke, the lower his voice became. In the end, it was too low to be heard, and his back was completely soaked in cold sweat.
But she still spoke out and told the boy all her ugly thoughts and ideas.
She looked at the young man's reaction again and found that the latter's expression was still extremely dull, and at most there was just a hint of shock in his eyes.
Even to this extent, does the young man still not believe her?
Xu Bing felt cold inside and was filled with despair.
But suddenly, a smile appeared on Su Yan's lips and she said, "I understand. It turns out that you really love me."
Hearing this, Xu Bing's face was full of disbelief, and then indescribable excitement surged into her heart. She was almost so excited that she jumped up regardless of her appearance.
Young man...does he believe his own mind?
Su Yan continued: "If that's why you treated me like that, then I... forgive you."
boom!
Like a bomb exploding in his mind, Xu Bing was stunned by the sudden and continuous huge surprises.
After a while, she calmed down, but her body was still shaking uncontrollably.
Xu Bing said hoarsely: "Have you really forgiven me?"
"Yeah." The young man nodded lightly.
"Then...can I hug you?" Xu Bing's hands were about to be raised, but they froze there.
Seeing her being so cautious and cautious, Su Yan believed what she said even more.
He hesitated for a long time, and finally nodded slightly.
Xu Bing suddenly raised his hand and hugged the young man, but the strength of hugging him was so gentle, so gentle that it seemed that with just a little more strength, the young man would disappear directly.
After the young man was hugged, his body stiffened for a moment, but finally he relaxed and allowed Xu Bing to hold him tighter in his arms.
Finally, the soft, familiar touch returned to Xu Bing's arms again.
But this time, no desire arose in her heart, only the joy and peace of regaining it.
It would be great if time could be frozen at this moment.
Xu Bing thought like this and was unwilling to let go of the young man.
Until two blushes appeared on the young man's face, and he said angrily: "Let go..."
Xu Bing reluctantly let go of his hand.
Then, looking at the shy look on the young man's face, she unexpectedly kissed his forehead gently, making the young man stunned.
Xu Bing reacted, a look of panic instantly appeared on his face, and said hurriedly: "I'm sorry, I didn't mean it..."
She was afraid that her actions would make the boy hate her again.
Su Yan came back to his senses, and then chuckled softly, and his eyes became bright red.
Such a bright appearance made Xu Bing stunned.
The smile faded, Su Yan's expression returned to calm, and he said softly: "Xu Bing, I want to eat steak, is that okay?"
"Yes, of course!" Xu Bing agreed quickly.
Not to mention that the young man just wanted to eat steak, even if she wanted the stars in the sky, she had to...
Try your best and try your best.
It doesn't matter whether you can pick it or not, the main thing is your mind.
Only five or six minutes later, the steak was placed in front of Su Yan. Xu Bing stood aside and asked, "Xiaoyan, what else do you want? By the way, can I continue to call you this?"
Su Yan looked at her, shook his head and nodded again.
"I want to eat alone."
After saying this, Xu Bing naturally left the room, but after closing the door tightly, her heart palpitated inexplicably.
She frowned and thought for a while, but couldn't think of anything, so she gave up.
The young man has forgiven her, what else can she worry about?
Just when she had this thought, in the room, Su Yan had already picked up the knife beside the steak, with a strange look in his eyes.
It turns out that the reason Xu Bing treated him that way was because of love.
It's because I love him that I want to get him at all costs. Even if it hurts his heart or body, I won't care at all.
After all, love is such a selfish thing.
If this is Xu Bing's love for him, then...
Su Yan slowly picked up the knife, put it against his tender wrist, and then started to cut it slowly.
The table knife is not particularly sharp, but the serrations on it can still cut open the dog's skin with repeated friction.
But the pain is naturally extremely severe.
However, Su Yan didn't care at all. He held the not-so-sharp knife tightly and cut wounds of varying depths on his wrist.
The flesh and blood there were blurred, the blood flowed out, and his consciousness gradually lost...
He doesn't want this kind of love.
He will only feel such selfish, predatory and forced love...
nausea.
Disgusting, really disgusting, just like this body that Xu Bing has taken over...