What hit my face was an unusually pungent smell of rust, accompanied by an extremely rich smell of blood.
After a slight sniff, the smell of blood can hit your mind, causing people to feel fear involuntarily.
What he saw was a large area of dazzling bright red, with blood staining the entire sheet. A few blood stains slowly dripped to the ground, gradually gathering into a ball.
The young man was lying on the red-stained sheets, silent and calm, as if he was in hell, and would quietly dissipate in the next moment.
It's just that because of his stunning appearance, he looks like a blooming vine, bright and beautiful, yet delicate and weird!
The young man's face was pale, and against the background of the blood, his skin looked even whiter, making him look a little pale. His chest was only rising and falling slightly, and he was already as breathless as a thread.
From the originally smooth and soft wrist, the flesh and blood rolled out messily, dripping with blood, and the flesh and blood were blurred. It was a shocking injury, and blood flowed out continuously from it.
Seeing everything in front of him, Xu Bing's eyes turned red in an instant. He came directly to the bed, raised his hand and pressed it on the boy's chest tremblingly. The green light shone brightly at this moment.
why why......
While Xu Bing was treating Su Yan, he couldn't stop mumbling to himself, unable to figure out the reason why all this happened.
Xu Chun recovered from the shock, resisted the feeling of being suffocated, and came to Xu Bing's side, speaking with a trembling voice: "Sister, Brother Su Yan, how could he..."
Xu Bing shook his head, his heart was in chaos, and his face was full of confusion.
She doesn't know, she doesn't know either.
Fortunately, Xu Bing has special powers, not to mention the ability to kill human flesh and white bones, but injuries of a cut wrist and blood loss are still very easy to treat.
Coupled with Xu Bing's all-out efforts, Su Yan's breathing finally calmed down, and his wrist returned to its original smoothness as jade, with no trace of any injury visible.
The young man slowly opened his eyes.
"You, you're awake? Why are you doing this?"
Seeing Su Yan wake up, Xu Bing couldn't help but speak, with a somewhat urgent tone and a hint of questioning.
It wasn't until she finished saying this that she realized what she was saying, and her expression suddenly showed a hint of panic.
She shouldn't have spoken to the boy like this.
However, now that she has received the boy's forgiveness, she should...
Are you qualified to care about him?
Just as she was thinking this, Xu Chun was shocked when she saw her sister's cautious posture.
As expected, sister has fallen in love with brother Su Yan...
He knew his sister's character very well, and I'm afraid that only after falling completely in love with someone and feeling unspeakable guilt for him would she become so humble.
Xu Bing was nervous for a while, but did not wait for Su Yan's response. Whether it was agreement or rejection, he did not express any meaning.
She raised her eyes to look at the boy, and her breath suddenly stopped.
In the young man's eyes, there was no longer the calmness or the previous fear. Instead, there was only a look of indifference that could even be called hatred!
Under such gaze, Xu Bing almost lost his balance and fell to the ground, his face turned pale.
No, the young man just forgave her, how could he hate her?
It's not true, it's not...
real.
No matter how much Xu Bing didn't want to believe it, what she saw now was the real and inescapable fact.
The boy really hates her...
After the sudden surprise, what followed was unimaginable despair.
Xu Bing felt like he was on the verge of collapse.
"Xiaoyan, please forgive me, please?"
Xu Bing squatted down, as if he was kneeling down. His legs were stained with blood, but he didn't care at all. Instead, he wanted to hug the young man and ask him to forgive her.
but......
"Don't call me that." Su Yan said coldly.
"ah......"
Xu Bing opened his mouth slightly, and what came out of his mouth was a faint word without any words. It seemed like a silent wail, but also like a silent roar...
After all, she has reached the point she imagined.
However, this result was more painful than Xu Bing imagined.
Because, maybe I just got the boy’s forgiveness.
As in 'I could have endured the darkness if I had never seen the light'.
If she had never been forgiven by the boy, she should be able to endure the pain of being hated now...
But after getting hope, despair appears again, that is...
The truest despair.
The young man's expression was cold, his eyes were indifferent and full of hatred, and he no longer had the gentleness of the past.
Xu Bing's heart was hurt by such a look, and there was a tingling feeling on his fingers.
At this time, Su Yan spoke and said slowly: "You don't need to save me."
Xu Bing looked at him suddenly, his eyes filled with sadness and shock.
How could she watch the boy die?
Su Yan continued: "Because, even if you save me once, I will still commit suicide a second time. Even if you save me the second time, you can save me. But what about the third time? What about the fourth time? The fifth time...
....”
"enough!"
Xu Bing couldn't help but growl, interrupting the young man's words.
"Stop talking..." Her words weakened again, containing a strong plea.
However, Su Yan was no longer afraid of her words and deeds.
Instead, he said calmly: "Are you angry? Then, kill me."
Xu Bing used her powers to force herself to calm down, and her expression became extremely cold.
Only in this way can she ensure that her emotions will not collapse suddenly and she can continue to confront the boy.
"Why do you want to die?" Xu Bing asked the young man, speaking in a low voice, "Give me a reason."
"Reason?" Su Yan seemed to chuckle, and then slowly unbuttoned his clothes in front of Xu Bing and Xu Chun, revealing his seductive crystal body underneath.
Both of them were stunned, but Xu Bing reacted. His calm mood almost collapsed. He was so frightened and angry that he was about to pull up the boy's pajamas, "Put it on quickly!"
But the young man slapped Xu Bing's hand away: "Don't touch me!"
Xu Bing's movements froze.
Su Yan slowly raised his hand, pointed at his body, and said, "Why do you want to commit suicide? Because this body is too dirty and makes me feel sick."
"Just like your love for me, the same dirty and..."
"nausea!"
The next moment, Xu Bing suddenly grabbed the table knife placed beside the bed and stabbed himself hard in the chest.
Just when he was about to touch the soft skin, he was stopped by a palm, and the knife was inserted into that palm.
Xu Bing fell to his knees heavily, and tears finally slowly flowed from his eyes.
Calm, fragmented.
It turns out that the boy wanted to die because of what she did...