Xu Bing didn't even know how he got back to the car.
She only knew that the scenes just now were always replaying in her mind:
The scene of the young man running into Shen Xing's arms like a swallow; the scene of the young man standing on tiptoes, his eyes watery and shy, but passionately kissing him; and the scene of Shen Xing whispering in the young man's ear, the young man
The scene of weak and shy paralysis in Shen Xing's arms.
Even if she wanted to, she couldn't stop thinking about it. Her powers were useless at this moment.
These pictures all stimulated her, constantly stimulating the heartstring called reason in her heart.
It seemed that at the next moment, the string was about to break.
But fortunately, at the moment when the string was about to break, she left the young man and Shen Xing and returned to the car.
Otherwise, she doesn't know what unexpected and uncontrollable behavior she will do.
Xu Bing's eyes were bloodshot, and she looked at Shen Xing from a distance through the car window. When she saw the latter whispering in Su Yan's ear, and the young man leaning on her with a blushing face, she didn't know why, but something came to her mind again.
created a picture.
However, this time it is no longer a memory, but a scene that emerged out of thin air:
The young man's face was blushing, his eyes were hazy and blurred, his face was full of emotion, and a voice that was sometimes weak and sometimes high-pitched came out of his red lips. A figure was above him, running around unscrupulously.
And the appearance of that figure was clearly revealed. It was not her at all, but...
Shen Xing!
Bang!
Xu Bing slapped his palm on the steering wheel, unable to suppress his inner desire to kill Shen Xing like never before!
Blood filled those originally cold and emotionless eyes, and many unimaginable thoughts emerged in Xu Bing's mind:
She possesses such a superpower, if she takes action suddenly, how likely is it to kill Shen Xing?!
How likely is it that after killing Shen Xing, he can take the boy away safely?!
What's more, it's even possible...
Snapped!
Suddenly, Xu Bing slapped herself so hard that the temples of her glasses were broken and her hair was knocked off. Her long, bright black hair fell down messily, making her look extremely embarrassed.
But even so, this slap did not knock her completely awake, but only slightly suppressed the crazy thoughts in her mind.
Taking this opportunity, she gritted her teeth and activated her powers with all her strength to suppress and eliminate the negative emotions.
Then, she put her right hand on her forehead, buried her head in the steering wheel, and kept breathing heavily.
It wasn't until a long time passed that Xu Bing calmed down his inner emotions and slowly raised his head, his face covered with tiny beads of sweat.
She looked at the front of the company again and found that Shen Xing, the young man, had disappeared. He had obviously stepped into the building.
Seeing this, Xu Bing's eyes flashed with anger, and the emotions that he had finally suppressed seemed to emerge again.
'Calm down, calm down, I want to calm down...'
She kept talking to herself, angry, crazy and all kinds of emotions, which were completely suppressed deep in her heart.
Finally, Xu Bing was able to breathe, and his whole body seemed to have lost all strength, and he slumped on the seat, his whole body covered with sweat.
She knew that she was almost losing control.
If she hadn't been worried about what she did, the young man might also be implicated and suffer an unreasonable disaster.
Maybe she would have really rushed out just now and killed Shen Xing at all costs.
If nothing else, it was because of the sudden appearance of the picture in her mind that her so-called concentration and willpower were shattered in an instant like a joke.
She simply couldn't accept the young man being pinned down by Shen Xing!
Not taking action on the spot was the ultimate expression of her ruthlessness and coldness for more than 20 years.
Of course, it's more because I'm worried about the boy.
She was angry because of the boy, but she was calmed by the boy.
All the emotions involved are only because of that boy.
It is precisely because of this that she can endure the pain of having her loved one possessed by others, and thus...
Watching from a distance.
After all, the boy didn't love her at all, so what kind of identity and qualifications could she have to compete with Shen Xing?
Her name is not correct, her words are not correct, she is just a familiar stranger who simply loves Su Yan deeply.
Thinking of this, Xu Bing raised his head slightly and looked up at the roof of the car, tears slowly sliding down both sides of his cheeks.
In high school, her classmate once said something with a smile:
'If you want to know whether you like someone, you only need to think about it. If one day, when that person is held in someone else's arms and shows a shy and soft look, you will be able to accept it calmly, then you will know.'
At that time, Shen Xing just scoffed at this and laughed softly.
But now, she finally understood the true meaning of those words.
She even dared not imagine such a scene again.
Because she knew that she couldn't be indifferent, she couldn't accept it...
But, I have to accept it.
Because the most important thing about her not getting the young man is not the gap between her and Shen Xing at all.
If she wanted to, why couldn't she stand at the same height as Shen Xing?
There was only one reason why she couldn't get a boy.
That is, the boy doesn't love her at all...
A simple, prosaic reason.
However, it seems to be more difficult to cross than any other natural chasm in the world.
In this case, what else can she do?
Maybe, we can only watch from a distance or send blessings...
Suddenly, as if he thought of something, Xu Bing's eyes suddenly flashed with light.
She had forgotten that Shen Xing didn't love the boy at all...
She just regarded him as a substitute and a dispensable plaything.
He even used a trick to break the boy's legs.
Otherwise, it would be difficult for her to meet the boy.
Yes, of course she has to bless Shen Xing and wish that Shen Xing can be with the man she likes as soon as possible.
Only in this way can she have a boy.
This is already the only glimmer of hope in despair...
As his thoughts surged, Xu Bing turned to look at the building, a dark color flashed across his eyes, and a faint blood appeared in his eyes.