The memories that kept resurrecting in his mind flowed past like water, but they did not leave no traces, but were as clear as imprints. Regardless of whether Chen Yang was confused or not, they were all engraved in his mind.
Even if Chen Yang didn't have a mirror and couldn't see his own appearance, he could still clearly feel that at this moment, countless expressions appeared and changed on his face.
First there was happiness and warmth; then there was sadness and crying; then there was tolerance and numbness; and finally there was an explosion of hysteria...
A young man's life, from the first breath of air, to the loud cry;
Eat mother's nectar for the first time;
The first sound is mother, father;
Crawling, walking, running for the first time...
...
All firsts, all habits, all possessions and losses, not only memories, but also emotions, so strong and real that they can be experienced personally, and the emotions that are currently being experienced, Chen Yang almost drowned in them.
There are countless moments in a person's life, and each moment has countless different emotions.
When it happens, the emotion may be strong, real and not false.
Just like every couple, I believe that when their hearts flutter for the first time, when they have intimate contact for the first time, when they propose, get engaged, and get married...
When you wait, those feelings are real and strong.
But as time goes by, the interference of many trivial matters, the oppression of reality..., they slowly become distant and weak, as if they never existed.
As a result, there will be cheating, divorce, even fights, confrontations in court, and even falling in love and killing each other.
But these cannot erase the strong emotions I once had.
This is how Chen Yang feels at this moment.
He accepted all the memories and emotions of the young man, and every memory was clearer than the original; every emotion was stronger than the young man himself.
The memory and love of the concubine of the King of Zhenbei for his mother;
his deep hatred for his father;
Unwilling to struggle with the status quo, even to the point of never regretting it...
Chen Yang accepted all these and had more intense and genuine emotions than the original owner.
"It's over..."
"Trouble!"
Chen Yang smiled bitterly. This was the first expression he showed after being able to grasp his own emotions.
He would rather not have these memories and this identity.
Now, Chen Yang misses that mother and sincerely wants to avenge her, more deeply than the original boy.
This is obsession!
Chen Yang realized very clearly that if these obsessions were not completed and eliminated, he would not be able to let go even if he returned to Earth.
Like a demon.
"Huh~"
Chen Yang let out a long breath, and all the experiences of the young original owner flowed past like a clear stream.
The young original owner is also named Chen Yang, and their names are strangely the same.
After knowing this, Chen Yang made a guess, suspecting that the body he occupied might not have been randomly chosen.
Rather, there is a Chen Yang in every world, but their talents and life circumstances are different.
Perhaps, in a certain world, he reached early adulthood and had a smooth journey, and he could be called a koi.
Or maybe, in another world, he had faced so many hardships in his life and suffered repeated defeats, and he had never raised his eyebrows in his life.
Everything is possible.
What they have in common is probably the same brand.
Every person has a mark that spreads across the heavens and all realms.