Chapter 58 Willing to accompany you to grow old alone
Originally, Wen Xiaoyun was a little timid and resistant to Bai Yao's approach, but seeing Bai Yao's misunderstanding of her getting deeper and deeper. Now that he has determined that her relationship with him is an intimate love, her heart suddenly felt...
Give birth to a great courage.
Even though she has not actually read the specific plot of the original work, relying on her awareness as a popular cartoonist and the foreshadowing of the previous plot and characters, she can roughly figure out the next plot and direction of this work.
Not surprisingly, Wen Zhuyun and Bai Yao should have been entangled with each other by now. Although Bai Yao is a gentle gentleman, he should be very tough and domineering towards Wen Zhuyun.
Even if Wen Zhuyun couldn't let go of his family's reputation and worldly prejudices, Bai Ya would not give him any room to retreat.
Otherwise, I would be sorry for the introduction of the original dark sadomasochistic pure love work.
But at this time, although Bai Ya was a bit strong, he still cared about her feelings and took care of her.
If you are shy and retreat at this time, ambiguous and unclear, it will be the biggest deception and insult to Bai Yu.
He respects himself, and you must also truly respect him.
So she didn't back down, but raised her hand to grab Bai Yao's wrist, raised her head, her eyes were extremely firm and serious, "Brother Bai, when I ask you for help this time, I don't want to use the private feelings between you and me.
Come to force you. You are my first sincere friend and confidant in this world. You are a friend between gentlemen and a friend of life and death. In my heart, this kind of relationship has more soul resonance than family affection and more than love.
The pursuit of a dream, the understanding of a confidant more than a comrade-in-arms. It is more pure than any single emotion, but it is not any of them.
You will have your own love, and I will also have my lover.
I don't want you to misunderstand anything this time, let alone force you to do anything. If you have something big that you have to do, but you delay your choice to help me, I won't be happy either."
As Wen Xiaoyun's Chinese language became increasingly cold, the gentle smile on Bai Yao's face stiffened little by little.
He stared at Wen Xiaoyun blankly, his eyes trembling a little, and the wrist held by Wen Xiaoyun was also trembling slightly.
A broken voice slowly echoed in his mind.
Only then did he realize for the first time that he had truly fallen in love with the calm and even cruel man in front of him.
Despite maintaining a cold appearance on the surface, Wen Xiaoyun's heart still couldn't help but feel pain.
Of course she knew that this was not because she loved him, but because this was really cruel to Bai Ya.
She knows his past, his present, and even his future.
Although she once told Wen Zhuyun that those who choose to be selfish and dark in the face of setbacks have seeds of darkness deeply planted in their hearts. But when she truly felt her own cruelty and the pain Bai Yu experienced, Wen Xiaoyun still couldn't help it.
Suppressed sadness.
She is the most selfish and arrogant person. Bai Yao has been hurt enough, how can she still bear to hurt him like this?
But the more intolerable I am, the crueler the words I blurt out.
She clutched his arm tightly, lowered her head feebly, and burst into tears, "I don't want to speak to Brother Bai like this, but I don't want to deceive Brother Bai either. No matter how cruel the truth is, how hurtful it is, I will
I want to hear and speak. I don’t want to hurt Brother Bai at all, but if the harm cannot be avoided, I am willing to share it with Brother Bai. If Brother Bai cannot let go, I will not be with anyone, I am willing to accompany him
Brother Bai can’t even think about it.”
Bai Yu tried hard to break free from Wen Xiaoyun's grasp, but despite her weakness, her strength was so frightening that she couldn't let Bai Yu break free.
He tried it twice, then lowered his head dejectedly, looked away, and chuckled self-deprecatingly, his voice trembling and hoarse, "Oh, are you willing to accompany me to the end of your life alone, rather than be with me?"