Qiao Jinling entered a new high school, and her study tasks became more and more intense. Before, she only thought about the benefits of rebirth, but she forgot that there was still a devilish high school.
Especially in her senior year of high school, the sprint almost cost her half her life. Now that she has to do it again, Qiao Jinling feels a little uneasy, but after all, it is better for someone who has passed the test once.
She didn't know if it was because she was too tired from school, but she felt her head hurt from time to time.
The pain seemed to come from her head, and countless little bugs were gnawing at her brain. When it hurt, she could only pull her hair hard to make herself feel better.
What the hell is going on?
Qiao Xiangqian and Sun Huifang were also worried, so they took her to the best hospital in Beijing. They checked her whole body, but could not find out the specific cause.
This incident cast a shadow over the whole family, as if a time bomb was buried in Qiao Jinling's body, and he didn't know when the bomb would explode.
"Is the child too tired from studying? It's all my fault that I put too much pressure on her. You said that the child has some shortcomings, what should we do?"
Qiao Qianqian was deeply upset. He felt that his daughter's headache must be related to her studies. Too much pressure caused the headache.
"The child's father, don't blame yourself too much. It probably has nothing to do with studying. People who have more pressure to study than her are doing well. I guess there are other reasons. Let's take a closer look."
Sun Huifang patiently comforted her. In fact, she had no idea at all. This had never happened before, but she didn't want her husband to be too nervous, so she could only pretend to be relaxed.
Qiao Jinling didn't feel anything. Apart from the uncomfortable headache, she was quite happy most of the time.
There was just one thing that stuck in her heart. She felt that her headache was related to her rebirth.
If you can be reborn once, you can be reborn a second time.
But now she is very afraid of rebirth, because once she is reborn, everything will be reshuffled and everyone's memories will become different.
Especially Song Yishan, will he still treat him like he does now?
"Song Yishan, if one day I no longer look like myself, will you still be willing to stay with me?"
Qiao Jinling couldn't help but ask Song Yishan.
"What do you mean? In the first year of high school, the questions asked are so profound. Study quickly and stop thinking about these things. It's just because you think too much that you get a headache."
Song Yishan would ride his bicycle over after school every day to do homework with Qiao Jinling and help her with questions she couldn't solve.
The puppy stayed beside them for a long time, purring from time to time to show its presence.
"I'm serious. If one day I become a different person, speak and act differently, as if the shell is mine but the inside is no longer me, what will you do?"
Qiao Jinling was very anxious and grabbed Song Yishan's arm. She didn't know what answer she expected to hear from Song Yishan. From a rational point of view, she definitely wanted Song Yishan to say goodbye. After all, he was no longer her.
But if Song Yishan really said yes, Qiao Jinling felt that she couldn't accept it in her heart.
She stared at Song Yishan blankly. The young man in front of her already had the look of a mature man. His eyes were determined, as if Qiao Jinling's question had not caused any splash in him.
"I haven't thought about this problem. But I will wait for you."
Song Yishan's tone was very soft, but when it fell into Qiao Jinling's ears, it was particularly heavy.
"You wait for me? Why?"
"No reason, it should be so."
"Oh, you are still like this. You can't explain everything even half of the time, leaving others to guess."
Qiao Jinling sighed, from the day he met Song Yishan, from a young boy to a teenager to now, he has always been like this.
He just sat there quietly, with neither sadness nor joy on his face, and no big emotions could be seen.
"What about you?"
"What?"
"What would you do if one day I was just a shell without a soul?"
Song Yishan asked Qiao Jinling the question he just asked. His eyes were earnest and there was no evasion.
"Then I'll wait for you too."
Qiao Jinling smiled sweetly.
"Is it because I'm waiting for you that you're waiting for me?"
Song Yishan continued to ask.
"What's the difference?"
"Of course. I hope you wait for me, not because I wait for you, but because I want you to wait for me."
Song Yishan hesitated for a moment, then continued: "Forget it, if that day comes, don't wait for me. I hope to see you live a good life, without any burden in your heart, and live happily."
The two people looked at each other, but neither of them spoke. After a long time, Qiao Jinling said slowly.
"What does it mean to live happily? To me, if there are people I care about in my heart, then that means living happily. I hope that the people I care about can live well."
Qiao Jinling lamented for a moment that for her, rebirth was not about achieving great achievements or making much money, nor did she even think about changing her own destiny.
She just wants the people she cares about to live well and do her best to be with them.
As for herself, it doesn't seem that important.
But Song Yishan's words today made her realize that without herself, these people would not be happy.
This is how it is between people, they think about each other and care about each other, and nothing can be done without one.
"Why are you so sad today? You are a little different from before."
Song Yishan spoke slowly, his left eyelid couldn't help but twitch, his left eye twitched and his right eye twitched. His heart skipped a beat, and a shadow fell over his heart.
"Really? What was I like before? Why don't I feel anything?"
Qiao Jinling deliberately led Song Yishan to talk. She wanted to know what kind of person she was in Song Yishan's eyes.
"You love to laugh so much, sometimes I don't even know what you are laughing at, but when I see you laughing, I feel happy. You are kind and willing to help others, but you are also brave and dare to do things that others dare not do.
Sometimes you are very interesting and always have weird things in your head, and sometimes you are very silly and you don't know how to do simple things."
Song Yishan murmured softly, as if he was talking to Qiao Jinling, but also as if he was talking to himself.
The girl who filled her childhood with light is still shining brightly now, and has not changed at all because of the years.
"Are you talking about me? Am I as good as you say?"
Qiao Jinling couldn't help but laugh. What Song Yishan said was more like prose and completely different from what he imagined himself to be.
"I won't tell you anymore, just do your homework quickly. I've sorted out the math problems for you. You can do them one by one according to these methods."
Song Yishan took out his pen and tapped Qiao Jinling's head. The most ignorant feelings of youth were not mixed in any way, just the purest mutual attraction.